@Marinov
@Marinov
life update Sharing what I posted on Facebook here. I hope this ain't against the rules. My mind is too occupied to think of another thoughts to write. I also wanted to let go of the frustrations I have for myself. Sorry if this is not worthy to read. I used our mother tongue in some of the lines here. Here it is... I've stopped living my life the way I used to for days—no, months. I can smile, but I am not happy any more. My friends and family are here, but they don't…
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What do these dreams mean? Many have said that dreams have meaning and they might happen oppositely in real life. Just like what my grandma said, when I dreamed about her died and she turned into a leaf. I told her about this dream and she just laughed because it means that she will live longer. I asked her who taught her that but she just answered that that's what they believed before. I was still unconvinced because I want to base everything on Science and not just mere…
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should I stay or should I go? One week had passed and I've been also too passive for the whole week. I told myself to write an article everyday but the time to do it is so hard to find. Being a mom, a working mom is really tiring especially in my case for I am battling with my anxiety everyday. Even though I really wanted to just sleep, relax and calm my mind, I can't manage to do it. I have a baby who needs me. I owe something to a friend that needs to be paid. I need to…
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I've got a heart without a home I'm back again after one week of being inactive. As usual, I miss writing here and interacting to you all virtually. Being a clerk/executive secretary consumes all of my time for I work during weekdays from 8 AM to 6 PM. Sometimes, I felt sad knowing that I left my 9-month-old daughter at home when I should have been taking care of her. I felt sad that I am not giving her breast milk when in fact I can produce it for her through electric…
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For the dreams? I am so exhausted today. I never expected that I would be this tired after submitting all the pertinent documents AGAIN but to the other division. I decided not to go to work today since I planned to prepare and submit the documents needed for teacher application. To apply is very easy because you just need to hand in the documents and then wait for the schedule of the demonstration and interview. What makes the application so exhausting is preparing the…