The mosquitoes takes all away One of the reasons why I can't publish an article during the night are the mosquitoes. I don't hate them before because I know they have life too and they play a role in the ecosystem. Aside from that, I don't like killing them with my owns hands because I don't know whose blood they had sip so I just let them go and do their own thing unless they disturb me. However, when I had a baby, I disgust the sight of them because they leave a red mark…
I miss the old me **040222** Hello, everyone! April is here! Has everyone got fooled yesterday? Lol. I saw a lot of Facebook posts joking about pregnancy. Before, I take it as a mere joke but now that I am a mom, joking about pregnancy should not be done for some might get offended. You know there are a lot of moms who want to get pregnant but here are these women joking about it. But anyway, it's just my point of view. Never mind. Last night, my fingers took me browsing…
Should I kill his fish? **040422** I am not a killer of any other animals or insects aside from mosquitoes. They're getting into my nerves! We bought new mosquito net but I found 5 mosquitoes inside of it and they all have bloated stomach which means they have bitten us again while we were sleeping. Where do they found their entrance? I'm tired of killing them one by one. But anyway, my frustrations are now gone because I promised to myself that I should have a good mood…
Coping with anxiety I came across several Facebook posts about anxiety and depression. As much as I can, I tried to avoid those because I don't want to trigger mine, I mean my anxiety. I want to forget everything that has happened when my anxiety hit me badly but I could not help myself. I can't ignore those posts because I feel like I can give help to those people who's suffering from anxiety and depression for I have been there. I want to share the things I have done so…
That would be the last Hello, everyone! It's Friday Flyday! Where do you plan to go this evening? Before when I was still working, Friday is my most awaited day because I will be with my friends after my shift. Sometimes, I also went home and be with my family. Anyway, I apologize if I was not active again. I was busy with my teaching demonstration last Tuesday and the days before it were spent for my lesson plan and PowerPoint Presentation making. I already knew that the…
I don't want to die this way! Hello, everyone! I hope you all are safe today. My heart is in worry knowing that our province is again hit by the Typhon **Agaton** just yesterday if I am not mistaken. Actually, I think it's raining for almost two weeks but the rain intensified just yesterday. I never thought this typhoon would cause so much damage and casualties since it is only under signal no. 1 yesterday and until today compared to **Odette** that's in signal no. 6. After…
Unexpected tragedy: Don't underestimate a typhoon Sorry if this post is about the typhoon again. I can't get over with the recent typhoons that entered PAR (Philippine Area of Responsibility). There are two consecutive typhoons which visit the land and they gave me chills all over my spine. Who couldn't be affected with the typhoons when there are a lot of lives taken and some are still missing. What's even painful for me is seeing babies'/kids' dead bodies. I can't imagine…
Is this the end? `PLEASE TAKE TIME TO READ❗❗` `WE ONLY HAVE 4-5 YEARS TO SAVE THE EARTH` `THE 4-5 YEARS MIGHT BE LESS, WE NEED TO SAVE THE EARTH FASTER, PLANT TREES, ETC, WE NEED EVERYONE TO KNOW THIS` `PLANT MORE TREES, WATER CONSERVATION, SAVE ELECTRICITY AND ETC TO SAVE THE EARTH` `PLEASE LET'S HELP AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE` `#lettheearthbreath #scientistprotest #savetheearth` ccto: Nathaniel Cabunoc I saw this post on Facebook and I was alarmed because there are a lot of…
I'm lonely and broke It made me sad knowing that I haven't published an article yesterday. I was so busy with what's going on with my life that I don't know what to do first. My baby turning 6 months made me restless for some days because I was anxious. I doubt myself again if I will do the right thing especially with the food I will let my baby try. She also doesn't have her own feeding essentials like her spoon, feeding bowl and and silicone bibs. Because of this, I tried…
How unpredictable life is. Tomorrow is my daughter's 6th month of being with us. I am grateful to God for giving me a beautiful and healthy baby. I am also proud of myself at the same time because I was able to take care of a baby when in fact I don't want to have a child. I feel like having one will be a hindrance to everything I'll do. However, fate has its way of surprising us. What we don't want to happen will surprisingly come in our way. Though my pregnancy wasn't…
Apps I frequently use Good evening, everyone! It's almost 12 A.M. here in the Philippines but I am still awake. I guess I was used to this kind of sleeping set-up where I really feel sleep but I can't go to sleep. It's fine if I can't sleep no matter how hard I try. What's not okay is when I overthink things whenever I am free. Geezz! This anxiety is here again. This anxiety came back when the strong typhoons came here in our country and left a massive destruction. Those…
People always have something to say Happy Sunday, everyone! I'm here again to write about my mom-frustrations. Lol. I took a break for five days and that includes not writing in here too. I hope the generous, Rusty hasn't forgotten me. My panic attacks have been haunting me every night that I lose sleep and during the day, I feel like I am floating. I thought I would be admitted to the hospital but I am thankful to God because He gave me strength to shoo away these panic…
Sometimes I think it's unfair Here I am again, stuck between writing and sleeping. I read some articles and I still have a lot to read but I wasn't able to read them all. Everytime I plan to read and write, my baby would eventually wake up from sleeping. Consequently, I had many articles left unread and when the time I get back, I need to read from the beginning. But even though I am not as active here as before, I am still blessed because my sponsors are still here with me.…
Exhausted forever and ever I don't know if I will live longer. To be honest, my mind and body are all used up. I'm exhausted. I can't sleep during the day because I have a baby to look after with. Yes, she sleeps during the day but I can't sleep while she is because I have a lot of things to do. I accepted a commission for answering modules and I haven't finished it yet. The owner said she needs it at the end of the month and so I spend my free time finishing the modules. I…
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