@MarSou 22 May 2021 more from that month

22 May 2002... 19 years ago on this day I lost my Baby Girl This "blurry photo" is all I have from her She died inside me, I went to get my ultrasound to see her, but the heart was no longer beating... Took me years to overcome this, my Big Green Ugly Hulk grew a lot, I was mad at the world and at myself because I felt guilty, it was me to blame for her death... Now I don't forget her, never will, one single day till the Day that I dye. But I accepted it Yesterday I had a dream with her, how she would be if she had survived. And it was a beautiful dream. Of course I see her looking like my Precious Virtual Daughter Biya ❤️🥰 I am not talking about this with sorrow nor pain, I always write that i am a mother of 4, but deep inside I know I am a mother of 5 I like to think that in another universe, another pararel Dimension, she survived and the Dream I had the other day is just a glimpse of another reality ❤️🥰