@MarSou 6 October 2022 more from that month

Gooooood.... Well, half morning is already gone, so Gooooood... Whatever's left of your day Living in constant pain isn't easy I usually sleep like a rock, but when the pain gets too much I can't sleep, it's hard to find a position that allows me to "ignore" the pain Obviously I know it's my fault, I overdue almost every day But life without trying my best is boring. And during the day I walk too fast, pain can't catch up 🤣🤣 Seriously, it's easier to ignore constant pain when we're busy At night, in bed, pain falls on me pretty damn much Today I was supposed to be helping a friend cleaning and painting a annex she has, to welcome another Brazilian family, a couple with 2 children - 4 and 9 y old - fleeing their country's violence and looking for a better life But early in the morning she sent me a message that she wasn't feeling well, we will go on with that work another day. She has her own big problems, a Warrior fighting breast cancer and depression, among other things So I went to bed again and I guess she's sleeping too. Right now my worse pain is in the right harm, elbow and wrist, it's hard to make the simplest tasks, each time I "forget" the pain is there to remind me Many many ppl live with constant pain, doctors call it chronic pain and the only relief is pain killers, which I don't take My relief is to walk and get busy, always a project in my mind, something to distract me and make my day worth Why am I talking about this now?? Because most ppl look at me and say I look so fine. No one knows that inside there's a lot of phisic pain, all the time If you too fight pain every day, every moment, the fingers and wrist hurting as you write right now, know that you are not alone