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Like a Bird in the cage We are like a bird in a cage, we always try to fly away when we see the door open, when we see our owner is coming we become alive for him to see how happy we are, but in reality, we are not. We are like a bird in a cage, the first time we are there, we tend to fight it. Observing every time trying to find a way out or a hint how to the owner opens the door. We flap our wings every time like it will do a thing like if we flap our wings even faster it…
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Let it Bleed We all undergo very dark and rough times, many of us survived, but many failed and there are many more that are still fighting. Many lose hope and change the path that they are facing, and there are some that are stuck in the middle of the journey and can't move anymore. Stuck because they are afraid to fail again, afraid of what other people can say to them. When everything gets so dark and chaotic, our first reaction will be to fix it. We try to make it work…
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Our Definition It is easy to judge people by the way they look, talk or walk. It is easy to observe and see what is their next action and what will be the result of its base on who we are observing. The way they hold to look at different people will give us a clue how we should approach that person. The way they walk will give us a hint on how confident they are in what they are doing or where they are going. They said that first impression will last forever, do you believe…
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Does anyone see her? The day started as a normal day, getting out of bed and getting ready for the whole day. As I open my eyes is does not feel normal, I feel there is something missing besides, something or someone that will make my day complete and light and happy. I don't know if it's my favorite pillow or something else, I don't know what is it, but I know there is something missing to start off my day. I get out of bed, do my morning routines like drinking coffee while…
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Before everything goes blank and silent. There are a lot of things to see and learn in this world, sometimes as I think and look deeper into my life, I can feel that life is too short and it is ticking so fast for me. Time runs like a train and I am left behind. Sometimes I can feel that it moves too slow for me, I think I did all the things I want and love to do, I think it is the time for me to go. But my little human brain change so fast every time, I can think of two…
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I Know it is not Common to Cry. I can still hear the sound of her voice, I can hear her whisper to my ears that she loves me and it echoes over and over again in my head. I don't know if it is a good thing or a curse that will never leave and hunts me until the day that I forget her. But I know that is not easy. I can still feel her hair on my face when it dances with the wind, It is annoying back then but now, I weirdly missed it, it is true that there are things that you…
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A strong wind welcomes me. It is a normal day, I wake up early to go to school, it is still dark outside. Every day when I wake up, I will take a moment and breath while I am looking up in the stars, I don't know why, but it makes me feel calm. Before I take a bath and go out of my room to eat breakfast, I arrange my bag containing the things I need in school. Every day when I go home from school I unload everything out of my bag to set it up on my table to do my homework,…
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After the Struggle This is one of the most exciting days in a while, I can feel that everything is different full of hope and light. I keep telling myself that it will be different and fine, that everything will go according to plan. I keep telling myself that I deserve this, that I work hard for it and this is the day that everything will change for me. I did not sleep well last night, I am thinking about this wonderful day a lot. Today I will graduate from college, I am…
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The place I will never forget. It is early in the morning, I am woken up by my father calling my name and saying it is time for breakfast. I heard it clearly when he first call me 4 minutes ago but did not get up because I feel that it is only a dream. I am used to sleeping and waking up alone in my apartment far away from here. I spend almost half of my life living far away from my family to finish my studies and for work. Living here in the province make it hard for the…
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It is Heaven for me: Part 2 We build a small cabin in the small property that we bought. We build it the way we wanted it, not too big and not too small. We plan this for a long time and we are prepared for the thing that could happen. we budget all the expenses and look for the materials that we needed. Before we start this build we, find a new job which homes base so we can stay here every day, in silence and the way we wanted since the beginning of our relationship. Lucky…
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It is Heaven for me: Part 1 We all have our own and different definitions of heaven, but with the same idea of hell. Sometimes my heaven will be your hell, full of sin and agony, chaotic and full of demons. But your heaven can be my hell, full of things that I don't want, full of people but in the end, you we are all alone. No matter how different our heaven is, we all look hell the same way, full of suffering from the endless sea of fire with souls that will suffer in many…
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I'm Fine with Dying, I'll be first... As kids, we see the world with different views compared to how we see it now. Back then it is simple, full and hope and happiness but now everything has changed. We see it like everything is normal, we are not surprised by many things even if they will affect our life in negative or positive ways. As we grow older every time we just see life like it is, nothing special and nothing more. We live and sleep, that's all, and then we will…
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Unfinished Thought I still don't know where I am going, it's been 1 year since I stopped going to school. I packed my bag and started to travel to places that I want to go to. I started to follow things and do the things that I loved and make me happy. I become happy when I am in the moment with the people I want to be with, I am happy and not hollow when I am doing all the things that I want, but when it is done, I become nothing again. I dreamed to be a writer, and I…
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Holiday hits December 18, 2021 What a fine day but it is a bit rainy and hazy. I did my morning routine before I go out of the house to walk my dog, I clean my bed, the floor, and the carpet, make a cup of coffee and replace the drinking water of my dog. This is my morning routine since I stay here in our house, there was a time that I did not clean the carpet and the fur of my dog was stuck in it. When my parents arrived, they noticed it pretty quickly because they have…
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On to the Next Year December 21, 2021 it is almost the end of the year, and this is the best holiday of the year. Everyone is happy, everyone is giving and everyone is smiling because it is the season of giving and thanksgiving. In the whole year, we experience many difficulties and happiness, sometimes it is balanced but may of the time sadness be overwhelming. Especially now that we are at the center of the pandemic with no assurance about when will it end, it is hard to…
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A Memory is like a Snow There is something at Christmas, many people become happy and feel everything is fine and calm. You can see everyone is smiling, buying things that they need or things that they really want. Many people try to save almost for the whole year to buy the thing they want at the end of the month which is Christmas. Since I was a child when the "Ber" months begin or the months that end with the letters "ber" it means that the year is going to end and the…
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The Whole Year It is almost the end of the year, it is also one of the happiest parts. This is the time that we look back at the whole year, remember the happiest and saddest part of our year. We are all on different roads and we face different challenges, we see different mornings and different nights. We experience different emotions every day, but what is important is that we are here at the end of the year, meaning that we did not give up on whatever challenges we faced…
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Out in the Mall It is a great morning, peaceful, and the sun shines not too much but not at the point that the morning becomes too cold for me to get out of bed and have a walk with my dog. This kind of morning is not common wherein the place that I live, the common mornings here is too hot and you can hear many unnecessary noises in the morning, like the chatting neighbors and sounds of different cars and motorcycle. This morning I woke up early, I immediately fixed my bed…