Undas.,
November 2,2020
Hi sa inyong lahat , share ko lang sa inyo ang karanasan ko na mga nakakatakot . Undas ngayon so araw ngayon sa mga patay mga yumaong mahal natin sa buhay, tuwing undas tayo ay pumupunta sa puntod mag sindi ng kandila para sa mga mahal natin sa buhay na yumaong na, at mag handa ng pag kain, ang kadalasan nating hinahanda ay biko ,suman at iba pa may alak pa ilagay sa altar at nag dadasal , yan na nakagisnan nating tradition. Ngayon hindi kami naka punta sa puntod ng lola ko kasi ang lakas ng ulan dito, pero kahit hindi naman undas ay dinadalaw namin ang puntod ng lola ko kasi malapit lang sementeryo dito sa aming lugar,. Kayo nakadalaw ba kayo sa puntod ng mga yumaong mga mahal niyo sa buhay? Nag handa rin ba kayo? Hindi lang dapat sa tuwing undas lang bibisitahin ang mga mahal sa buhay, dapat kahit hindi undas bumibisita parin.
Ito na sisimulan ko na ang kwento ko sa inyo, diko alam kung may third eye ba ko or wala basta , kasi minsan pag ako lang mag isa may nakikita akong anino may naririnig na umiiyak na bata at may maririnig na nag lalakad at may nag huhugas ng pinggan namin minsan may naamoy akong pabango kahit walang tao haayysss , dito kasi sa bahay namin ngayon ay may naka tira daw na hindi namin makikita, pero mabait naman kapag hindi gigambala, lageh ako nakakarinig dito nay may umiiyak talaga na bata ,. Minsan kahit may mga kasama ako nakakarinig parin ako, tinatanong ko mga kasama ko kung may narinig ba sila pero sabi nila wala silang naririnig hayys ano ba to ang sabi ko sa sarili ko ahh baka guni guni ko lang yon, sinasabi ko nalang yon para hindi ako matakot at sila rin hindi matakot,.
Nong bata pa ako, mag naririnig na talaga ako ng kung ano-ano pero di ko lang pinansin kasi ayaw kong pansinin haha matatakotin kasi ako eh kaya ito na pinaparamdaman, . Nag story telling kami ng kabarkada ko noon dati sa school,. Nag story sila ng mga nararanasan nila ng mga nakakita sila na maputi lahat, tumakbo kaming lahat sa takot haha ang saya mag story ng nakakatakot kapag may barkada na matatakotin hehe katulad ko matatakotin pag nag story na sila ayy talagang naka kapit ako sa kanilang mga braso at tumatayo talaga balahibo ko kapag ng kwento ng kakatakutan,. Kaya ayaw ko mag kwento eh pero ngayon okay lang kasi andito naman nanay ko kasam ko. Okay ito na tuloy kuna.
Dito talaga sa lugar namin maraming mga d nakikita kasi may malaking puno dito malapit sa may ilog, at may pumunta dito na nang gagamot ang sabi niya marami daw nakatira dito at sa isa isang bahay dito ay may nakatira. Pero sabi naman ng nang gagamot na mababait daw Kapag hindi ina ano. Kaya nga dito sa bahay namin may naririnig akong, nag lalakad may tsenilas pa pero diko pinapansin , at may nag huhugas ng pinggan hindi ko rin pinapansin pinabayaan ko nalang para hindi ako matakot, may pinsan din akong may third eye sabi niya nakakakita siya ng naka puti lahat don sa bahay nila malapit lang kasi bahay namin sa bahay nila, kinwento niya lahat sa amin pati ng mama niya, ang mama niya rin ayy nakakita ng malaking kamay at mabalbon don sa hinihigaan nila Pero hindi natakot mama niya kasi alam niya na hindi yon mananakit ,.
Walang nakakatakot sa lahat, kasi anjan si god ,sa diyos ka Dapat matakot kapag may kasalanan kang nagawa,. Tiwala ako sa panginoon kasi siya may mas kapangyarihan sa lahat, kaya hindi na ako natatakot ngayon kasi alam ko anjan si gog nag guide sa akin sa lahat Always,.
Hanggang dito lang everyone hehe yan lang kasi inaantok na ako eh, good night everyone . Wag kayong matakot at manalig sa diyos,. 😇🙏
I Wish for him..,
I came across a pictures of you on my phones and it just made me sad,. I thought i had deleted all those pictures. But i guess i was wrong, there are still times when i miss you and still days when i want to call you to see how you're doing, but i don't, i can't. I know i have to move on, but my heart still bleeds a little when i think of you, i wish i could go back in the time and change what happened, i have to stop thinking about us. Deep down, i know that i still hang onto hope that we will end up back in each others arms,. But i know that most likely never to going happen .
When i said i didn't love you anymore, it was never really the truth. But i know deep within that it was something you need , to hear so you could at least have one valid reason to let me go. It was never really the truth because i still have these little remnants of love left in me that i wanted to keep forever but sadly, it was not enough to keep us going. Everything started to turn upside down where i ended up looking for mistakes instead of reasons to be happy. I hated how my unhappy Heart turns me into and no, i lied when i said there's no love left in me for you, of course there is and always will be. This little love is something that will make me smile that we both happened for a reasons.
Maybe we just met a little too earlier before. I though we still have more time in the future and that love could wait until fate would allow us to meet again. I didn't know why you suddenly vanished. I didn't know why you're suddenly out of reach, you just disappeared and so did i. We both walked on different roads hoping we wll get the bury the past. All i know back then was that we suddenly drifted appart. And after a months, meeting you once again after a long time comes a little too late. Suddenly, we were running out of time, we found ourselves in between wanting to pause the moment or turns back the time that we lost. Were just right there, watching life gave us the worst cards of bad timing and shrill regrets. I chung onto my dreams so much, i dream i you ever again. And that would do everything to fill in the chances that we wasted, i dream we got to spend more years building the life that. I have imagined, in that house you planned for us to live. I Dream we could have more walks with you as a longer time to make you happy, to make you feel loved.
I wish i didn't push you away while i was hurting or that i chassed you harder if that would mean staying by your side. I dream we are granted to have time to spent togetherness i have so many plans for us and i know that you too as well. I wish when we meet again some day, we'll be happier and do things we never did.
This will be enough to wish you nothing but the best in life, to wish you happiness,. I wish you'll meet true love in the future and have it in a way you deserve it. This love will be enough to remember you as someone who made me understand and the pits of love and how to emerge from pain. Maybe love faded on a greater scale but i tried my best to preserve a small portion. I wanted to have this with me forever, i wanted to keep you as someone who has once a good history to me. And silently , i will pray you will have the happiness you never got from me. Silently, i will still care.
Everything i know about love, i learned from you, and everything i know about pain i learn from you, you showed me i only and you took me in when i was hurt, but the most important thing you ever gave me you was the one who understand me and love me the most, so thank you for everything.
My Dream Destination,
My dream destination would be South Korea, because of it's pleasant atmosphere and rich culture, South korea is one of the greatest obsession, I want to go to someplace where the environment and surroundings are breathtakingly, gorgeous. Mountain, rivers, island and ocean are just a few of South Korea's natural wonder, even though the mountains aren't very tall, they're steep and enjoyable to climb. There are a lot of Rivers and streams, as well as some really cool rocks. Also, i want to see and know the way of living or subsistence of every korea.
Seoul South korea, is the number 1 in my bucket list that i want to visit soon. Seoul is one of my motivation why i want to finish my studies. Because i badly want to explore Seoul korea someday and go to the amazing place out there, the first location that i want to visit is the Goryeo palace and try their famous tradition outfit Hanbok. Why Seoul korea? Well i loved watching k-drama and I'm amazed of their beautiful places,. I also want to try their delicious food like kimchi, bibimbap and creamy tteokbokki. Korean are shopping addicts because they have so many malls every where so i want to try shopping and bu souvenirs. I want to see the beauty or their famous and familiar tourist spot like jeju Island, Namsan Tower, and Seoul Museum.
As it turns out, i want to go to South Korea for variety of reasons, I'd like to go to this place in South Korea the SEOUL, I'd like to learn more about the place . As a country that westerners, who had moved there only spoke about in great detail, a country that is targeted at regional neighbours who also flock here because of the world renowned korea pop, drama and beauty. i also want to go to South korea because i want to see LEE MIN HO my love haha since high school i was impressed with him, cuz he's acted very naturally. But i still want to see chang wook, lee jong suk and shin-Eun in person and many others i want to see.
NAMI ISLAND
Nami Island, located at Gangwan Province is one of the must-visit attraction in korea during winter. Nami Island is a beautiful destination to visit throughout the four seasons. It is also a romantic filming location for the korean drama. "Winter Sonata" . Other than ambient natural sights throughout the Island, there are also well-equipped amusement facilities, hotels 2005 , botanical gardens and excursions boats here. It is a vocation spot that is very suitable for the whole family to visit.
JEJU ISLAND
Located in half of the Strait's of South Korea, it's capital is known as Jeju. It is a volcanic Island and it's most famous volcano is known as hallasan, Whose crater rises approximately 1950 meters above sea level. It is highest elevation in South korea, There is a forest on the Island called Götjowal, which is considered one of the richest forests in the world due to the lack of human intervention in it or any industrial process.
If I'm going to visit South Korea in the future , I should be prepared for cultural and language barriers, along with a lack of tourism insfracture. There's no problem getting around, niavigating or finding accommodations in any town or city in this country , because it's modern country with excellent infracture i believe that a month to travel around the country gives me plenty of time to learn from any mishaps that occur along the way.
At bryztoff...,
Hi everyone i just want to share with you all when we went to bryztoff with my cousin and her ex boyfriend, the first time i went there i saw it's like we're in paris, it was so nice to relax and close to the sea the breeze was nice wind, I'll show you the pictures as if it's really true that you're in paris.
There but i know that's small compared to the real paris, but it's still nice there many can take a pictures like minions and moana many others, I'll show to all of you some pictures of what else is there.
When i saw it i immediately took a picture with my cousin , i like minion because it's cute like me haha, but still embarrassing to take a picture there cuz a lot of people are looking.
In case we went there in the evening, maybe it would be nice if we went there in the morning , but it's okay my cousin and i enjoyed it there, i hope i can come back there because i still want to come back Haha,,,. Actually my cousin invite me to go with theme, if my cousin hadn't take me i probably can't go there, so that thanks to my cousin and her ex boyfriend. 😊
MEMORIES REMIND US THAT NOTHING LAST FOREVER, WE COULD BE HAPPY TODAY AND SAD TOMORROW.
TIME IS PRECIOUS AND SHOULD NOT BE WASTE, ENJOY LIFE AND REMEMBER. DON'T COUNT YOUR DAYS, MAKE YOUR DAYS COUNT.
APPRECIATE LIFE AS IT HAPPENS, MOMENTS WILL SOON PASS AND YOU WILL WISH, YOU HAD TREASURED THEM MORE, ENJOY EVERY MOMENT.
Forget the past,..
Hello to all of you , today is the second letter of my article , now I'm written again because I'm busy with homework and teaching my sister in her module, now the subject of this story is Forget the past, forget everything that happened and face the future path.
Forget the past and continue on the path to be taken for the future, through last month it hurts so much you know you love someone very much but you need to be released, for the future you two. At first i couldn't leave him because i love him, but he was change and i was change too i just did what he did to me, I'm to blame for why we broke up, because i was the first to give up on the two of us. But it's okay to know that he's okay now, because he can focus on his studies and I'm happy for that he can finish his studies i will always pray him that he can finish and achieve his goals in life.
I'm okay now if we really are, well meet again, if we don't were not really for each other and need to be accept the reality, as they say "What's done is done What's gone is gone ". Letting go isn't about forgetting, it's about learning and move on, it's making a choice to be strengthened by your past not strangled by it.
There are 3 inspiring ways to move on after break up,.
*Use this a Motivation to be the best version of yourself,.
This is very common among heartbroken people, but mind you, this is really the best part. Aim higher goals for your self, shake off your frustration and be ambitious strive to be perfect. This may not possible - but the pressure can help you correct as many flaws as possible.
*Meet new people and make more friends,.
Meeting new people and making friends will give you an opportunity to find a better person and forget about your ex. I'm not saying You look for a rebound, before you enter a new relationship, make sure you have move on completely, so there will be no inhibitions. Nevertheless, it's not bad to be surrounded by a lot of friends, their company will help you from loneliness.
*Be career-Oriented,.
Being single gives you an opportunity to focus on your dreams and improve your career. Love can't keep you alive when you and your kids get hungry in the future, so strive to be an independent, stable career person. This can help improve your self-worth, and even if you get brokenhearted again, it would still be intact.
Also being in your career after a breakup can distract you from reminiscing the past, without your notice, months have passed by already, and you realize you've move on.
This is what i learned when we separated.
Thank you for reading my article, bye 😊❤
My dream in Life
Hi everyone it's my first time here at read cash and this is my first entry article here. I'm hopping that i can make this the way that I envisioned this to be.
I'm just a simple girl have a big dream for my future and to my family , lot of dreams in my eyes that i wanted to be granted . When i was a in grade 1 ,my teacher would always ask us what we wanted to be when we grow up and I always answer "I want to be a nurse," But as I grew up little by little until I get to understand everything in life i figured out what i wanted to be.
I want to become a teacher i always say this when i was in highschool I also know that this is the dream of my nanay for me. I just want to fulfill their dreams and for my self. But for now i need to study hard . Hindi mn ako nakapag aral sa ngayon dahil nga sa kahirapan sa buhay , dahil sa panahon ngayon na d makapag trabaho ng maayos ang aking mga magulang, pero alam ko matutupad ko din ang mga pangarap ko tiwala lng kay god . Sa ngayon patuloy parin akong nangangarap diman alam ng mga tao na may pangarap ako sa buhay kasi nga ang tahimik ko ,hindi ko sinasabi sa kanila na ganito gusto ko ganyan gusto ko ako lang ang nakaka alam ng gusto kong gawin sa buhay, kasi alam natin na may mga taong judgemental , dito ako napanghinaan ng loob kasi ako kasi yong tipong tao d gusto na makakarinig ng may sinasabi tungkol sa akin oh sa pamilya ko yan talaga ang pinaka ayaw ko sa lahat.
Sa ngayon dko muna matutupad ng pangarap ko, pero alam ko sa sarili ko na yan ang gusto kong matupad, mag poporsige ako na matupad ko ang pangarap ko sa buhay para sa aking pamilya, pacensya nag tatagalog na ako para madali hehe , kasi alam ko wala pa munang makakapansin nito kasi bago palng kaya nag tatagalog muna ako .
I will never stop chasing my goals and dreams. As long as i never give up, i will success. Many people never achieve their goals and dreams because when it get tough they simply give up. I connot fail if i never give up. Laban lng sa lahat ng gusto sa buhay. Dahil alam ko matutupad din lahat ng may pangarap sa buhay, I still need to fight my dreams and be motivated always.
As for now I need to find a job so that i can help my parents, makatulong ako sa kanila sa pangangailangan sa araw-araw financially. Diko kaya na makita nahihirapan ang aking mga magulang, walo kaming magkakapatid ako pang pito sa lahat ng mga kapatid ko isa lng ang nakapag tapos . Kaya gusto ko ring makapag tapos ng pag aaral para sa aking pamilya para maka tulong ako sa kanila.
@Lynapril
