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@Love_16

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Hello everyone. Does any of you know any remote part time job? Thanks for answering the question.

@Love_16

Hello everyone. Does any of you know any remote part time job? Thanks for answering the question.

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It was not the answer I was hoping for I've been broken and still am broken up to this moment. Have you ever prayed for something so hard, that nothing else comes to your mind except to pray and repeat the same words all over again? That's what I had been doing 3 years ago before things started going haywire. I am writing this because I felt like I can finally talk about it and I think part of my journey of healing is to tell this story. 3 years ago, we have all experienced…

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Things I thought but aren't I thought that once I am already a public school teacher, things will definitely get better, but the painful reality embraced me without any warning. It was a long process and journey to begin with. It was filled with unending deadlines after deadlines and unwanted additional tasks. I'm actually starting to contempmeate whether I'd stay in my current school or I'd go abroad where I'll be compensated well for my teaching job. Don't get me wrong, I…

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Isipin bago sabihin Sa dami ng mga maling desisyong nagawa ko sa buhay at sa dami ng mga nasabi kong di ko sinasadya o nasabi ko ng di pinag iisipan ito na ata ang pinakamalala sa lahat. Ang mangako sa bata. Hindi kasi nila yun nakakalimutan kahit na anong mangyari. Ngayong taon, nag desisyon ako na sarili ko naman ang uunahin ko. Kasama na dun ang pag ma manage ng finances ko. Napag desisyunan kong mag cost cutting na muna. No more birthday gifts. Kahit na sino ang mag…

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Top priority: Self-Love This 2023, I will prioritize myself. I'm done thinking and putting up others first so I'll focus on myself more. It has been a chaotic 2022 whereas I was hated in my workplace, I was not allowed to talk in the house and most importantly, the people I considered "friends" never felt the same way towards me and I also somehow neglected myself in a lot of ways. So I'll focus on myself more and become better. Dear self, I'm sorry for not putting you…

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No more tears left to cry I'm sad and I know it but I don't know when was the last time that I had been really happy at all. I miss my ftaher so much but I know that no matter how much I miss him, he will never be with us anymore. I need to process my emotions I know but I don't have the chance to stop, sit down, process what happened and cry to my heart's content. I am wronged but it's okay. God will be the one to take vengeance for me. I always ask myself if I am still…

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Beware of manipulative people Manipulative people are unapologetic. They will make you believe that they treat you that way because it's your fault. They will never admit that they did something wrong. They will try to manipulate you into hating the people they hate and coax you into isolation by making you dependent to them. They will make you believe that it has always been your fault in the first place and you deserve to be treated that way because things happed due to…

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Things I stopped Doing I've been in a lot of trouble the past month. I was humiliated, hurt and unheard but it's fine. I'm fine. I still goto work, pay my bills, study every Saturday and I somehow go to church but I still miss a few Sunday Services. The church is a walking distance from our house but there are instances that I can't go to church for different reasons. I was invited to an overnight stay to a friend's house and I learned a lot things which had been an eye…

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I trusted the wrong people again I've never had a really close friend in my entire life. I don't have a go to person since I was young. I'm used to keep things to myself because whenever I try to share my troubles with other people, I get disappointed. There are only two things that can happen when I share. One, they don't care or they will point out that it was my fault, or two, they will share it to other people which can be used against me. I'm used to being so alone that…

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Dear Papa Pa, miss na kita sobra. Gusto kitang Makita, mayakap, marinig at makausap. Pa, inaaway nila prinsesa mo. Nung birthday ko, walang papa na 1 week ahead of time akong binabati at kinakantahan. Walang papa na mag me message ng happy birthday. Miss na kita pa sobra. Marami akong problema at sakit na nararamdaman pero ako lang nakakaalam. Pa, alam kong masaya ka na sa heaven pero ang sakit pa rin sobra. Sorry pa sa mga pagkukulang ko bilang anak mo. Sorry pa. Nung…

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Back to square one A lot of things has happened and as much as I want to share it with you, I can't tell you everything unlike before. I can't update as often as possible because I'm too busy to do it just like before. But I would like to share with you a milestone for me. Who would've thought that a quiet but sharp tongued person like me will become a teacher? Actually, even my classmates before can't even believe it. It has also been a rough 1st year of teaching in public…

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The problem If there is a problem, there is a solution. There's a rainbow always after the rain. No matter where I go or what I do, I'm always the problem. Nobody wants to befriend me because I'm too blunt and my mouth has no filter. Nobody likes me because I'm too bossy. I remember that whenever there is a chance of having an open forum, everybody hates me. All of them has a complain against me. I talk harshly without considering the feelings of other people, I always have…

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Toxic workplace Toxic culture. Toxic people. Toxic workplace. It's been a while since I last wrote an article on read cash. The reason is because I'm too busy or I don't know how to start writing again after a long time. I don't know what words to write or what to say. I'm actually a mess at the moment. Brave girl. Strong and independent. Never holding back. No matter what people say to me, I'm still human. Even if I'm made out of diamond, I get hurt. I have feelings and…

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Unfair treatment One of the things that I hate is unfair treatment. It's selfish, hurtful and disheartening to the person who experiences this. Mo matter how many consoling words are spoken or encouraging words are given, the damage stays. It's a world where people are worthy only if you can give them something and they can give you something as well. But if you have nothing to offer except your skills, talent and strength, it's all useless. I wish I also have a strong…

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Things not to do You might have heard or encountered the phrase "note to self". These are the words you need to remind yourself from time to time so you won't be harmed or you will not repeat the same mistake. These are the list of things I always remind myself. Each of the point included on the list are the words I tell myself especially if it's quite difficult for me to do. Do not procrastinate I'm the type of person who does what I can for the day so the things I need to…

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Born different Why am I like this? This is the question I always ask myself whenever I'm torn to do or not do something. I don't know why I've always felt different from others, especially my siblings. All of them are business minded and good in numbers while I'm the only one who chose to be a teacher. I'm always the sickly child who needs constant care. I'm always the heartless among us siblings that when I say no, it means no and there is no way of making me say yes. You…

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The department meeting I was chatting with my head yesterday when she told me that we are going to have a department meeting at 10 a.m. today. I did not prepare that much since I have a lot of things to do and accomplish for the day. The meeting started at exactly 10 a.m. and ended at around 12:47 p.m. I ate while the meeting was still on going since I can't go hungry or I'll vomit due to GERD. There were a lot of announcements and things to consider since the upcoming…

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Things I did today Today is the day when I felt so free to do anything I wanted to do. I don't need to wake up at 6 a.m., although I still do, but the only difference is that it has been my body clock for a while. I don't need to hurry taking a bath, eating and preparing to go to work, although I feel sad for my other co workers who still has to go to work due to unfinished tasks. I don't need to forcefully wake up and start my day since I have the opportunity to go back to…

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A day in my life I'm blessed to have a supportive, complete and loving family. I've been too busy these past few weeks even though the school year has ended already due to unfinished school tasks and there is another thing to do but I'll think about it later. My mother and my siblings are used to my silence so they don't bother me and they also know that if I want to do something, I'll definitely do it and vice versa. They also allow me to do the things that I want to do in…

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Random late night thoughts Galing ako sa work kanina tapos yung head ko pinapirma ko sa recommendation form and para sa kanya immature daw ako kasi nga may attitude problem daw ako. Gusto ko sanang sabihin na "sino sating dalawa ang immature na imbes kausapin mo ako sa issue mo sakin, nag 'marites' ka muna sa iba". Di ko dama ang supposed vacation ko. Nakaka stress yung mga tao sa paligid ko. Yung stress level ko di ko alam kung saan na umabot. Ganon ba yun? Parang Wala…

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Running Errands Yesterday was a busy yet productive day for me. I love the fact that I was able to accomplish a lot of things by myself. Instead of just sitting down, browsing Facebook, Lazada or Shopee, I went out and do productive things by running errands the whole day. I did not set an alarm but I was awake before 6:00 a.m. Upon waking up, I decided to check my phone for updates then I ate my breakfast afterwards. It was supposed to be a non busy day but I had to go to…

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2nd Life this year January 22, 2022 - 1st time June 25, 2022 - 2nd time This is the second time this year that I almost died, if not for my mother who brought me back to life once again. I woke up early to help my mom in doing the laundry. I even posted an article entitled "Saturday". It was lunch time but there was no dish on the table to I just decided to eat cake and ice cream. Afterwards I took a bath. After taking a bath, I saw my mom staring into nothingness with deep…

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Saturday Today is Saturday, I have nothing to do in particular but I know that I'll have to help my mom in housework. I actually wanted to spend the day just resting and using my phone but I can't do that either. My mom is washing our clothes and I'll have to hang it up and fold the laundry for last week. I'll also need to start cleaning up the house, especially my wardrobe. I'll have to start cleaning up because I have to destress. Yeah, that's right. Cleaning up helps me…

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End of School Year One of the most awaited times of teachers is the end of school year where teachers will have more time to rest and relax at home together with their family. As for me, this time of the year is for house cleaning, wardrobe fixing and preparation for the next school year. It has been an exhausting 1st year of teaching in public school for me. There has been obstacles and challenges that I'll always need to overcome in order to grow and become better. I'm not…

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Bossy Part 2 **"Kabago bago nya pa lang ma attitude na."** **"Kabago bago nya pa lang ang bossy na."** **"Kabago bago nya lang akala nya kalebel nya na ang mga tao dito."** Ngayon malinaw na sakin ang lahat. Pagbago ka dapat oo ka lang ng oo. Dapat di ka nagrereklamo at bow down ka sa kanilang lahat. Kahit gaano kaganda ang performance mo sa trabaho, kung di ka nila feel, di ka marunong makiayon sa kanila o di ka nakiki bow sa kanila, Ikaw ang kawawa. May mga biruan na akala…

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Bossy I came home disheartened and hurt by the things I've learned today. I'm not the type of person to talk behind someone else's back because I always think that it's unfair and unethical as well. It's never been in my vocabulary and practice to say awful things about someone especially if that someone is not with me at the moment. If I have a problem with someone, I say it straight to that person's face because it's the right thing to do. Now, if that person was hurt…

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That kind of workmate May isang katrabaho ako na di ko malaman kung ayaw ba nya sakin o gusto. Babae sya may asawa at isa rin sa mga matuturing na bago sa trabaho ko ngayon kahit pa 4 years na syang nagtatrabaho sa pinagtatrabahuhan ko ngayon. Pag kausap ko sya o ka chat may mga pagkakataon na nadi disregard nya ako. Naisip ko nga na baka kasi sobrang feeling close ko na porque't nagkakausap na kami. Hindi naman ako nakikipag usap sa kanila not unless may kinalaman sa…

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1st birthday salubong I've been feeling sad and lonely lately. I wanted to be alone and do nothing. I don't even eat on time because I'm quite busy doing work and there's been a lot of events in our family. I feel drained out of my strength and sound mind. This is the kind of exhaustion that no amount of sleep can keep me well rested. I also told my workmate about my papa and as usual, she doesn't know how to respond to what I told her. I'm just glad that she was all ears…

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Pasalubong My workmates and I recently graduated from our training. We had a lot of fun joining the weekly training every Wednesday from the last week of February until our graduation day on June 1. It was a blast and I learned a lot which I also hope to practice and apply when in the near future. After that, we had a GC where our pictures were posted and all of us new in the industry are included. There are five of us and we are all girls. We had an agreement to have our…

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