@Love_16 12 January 2021 more from that month

Runaway to the unknown

**I.** I sometimes want to runaway I want to go to an unknown place With no one who knows me And live as if everything is okay For some it might be a form of cowardice But for me it's a form of reviving myself **II.** I want to treat myself By going somewhere without a map No specific destination in mind Just me and my empty heart Regaining the smile I've lost Due to the battles I fought **III.** I want to live in peace Silence is my blanket Solitude as my pillow A place with peace Just noises from the nature A time to recollect myself **IV.** I wasn't asking for too much But it's a luxury I can never afford While my heart is full About to burst by overwhelming feeling I want to empty it Pour out everything inside **V.** I want to detoxify myself A moment by myself Is what I look forward to have No interruptions nor restrictions Just me and God Unlimited time together **VI.** I sometimes want to look at the future To see how my future self is doing Because my current self is exhausted Everything seems way too much to handle I'm in a bad shape Hope to get better soon **VII.** Wide awake in my bed Lying my head on a soft pillow Typing these words in my heart My head starts to feel heavy It's as though it's calling me to have my sleep My eyelids ate getting heavier **VIII.** I never thought I'd come to a point When I'll write about how I exactly feel at the moment Unsure what's gonna happen next My fingers started typing on its own With my heart coaching it what to say And my brain refusing to rest **IX.** No more tears to cry It's dried up already No heart to broke Since it's already broken Nothing else to think about I've had it figured out **X.** I sometimes want to be mindless with what I do or say But that's just way too impossible for me Sleep is calling me The cold weather comforts me As I keep my eyes closed Hoping for a better tomorrow Love_16 January 12, 2021 Tuesday