It was not the answer I was hoping for I've been broken and still am broken up to this moment. Have you ever prayed for something so hard, that nothing else comes to your mind except to pray and repeat the same words all over again? That's what I had been doing 3 years ago before things started going haywire. I am writing this because I felt like I can finally talk about it and I think part of my journey of healing is to tell this story. 3 years ago, we have all experienced…