@Lejay28 28 April 2021

The Pen

Hello hehe , It's @Lejay28 again. Good day to all. I just got finished my drawing plates Hehe. Time to visit here.

________**"The Pen"**_________ ***Everything could be written with the ink of the pen.*** ***Everything could be written to reach the goals— catch the dream.*** ***But here I am... Here. I. Am.*** ***Lurking. Sulking. Cultivating this feeling.*** ***Exhausted. I’m beginning to feel the noise from everyone. Everything.*** ***Slowly deteriorating. Blades of your mouth keeps on lashing.*** ***Tired. Caught-up in the school works never ending.*** ***Burnt. All of my thoughts filled by “How can I even afford resting?”*** ***I still have eight and more activities to go.*** ***I still have house tasks to do.*** ***I am bound to have preaching for breakfast.*** ***I am obliged to find alternatives— for projects— so that I could help myself pass.*** ***I need to double task to earn a little cash.*** ***For my school. For my goal.*** ***For my grades. For my dreams.*** ***Determined I am. So you are.*** ***Goal-oriented. Focused. Very much ready to chase that shining dream.*** ***But why do I see blood on that pen?*** ***Is this real?*** ***Does anybody hear?*** ***Is this still me?*** ***Does anybody see?*** ***Am I ready?*** ***Will I just let everything be?*** ***Why?*** ***Why did I let it pierce my being?*** ***Is anybody looking?*** ***Why is there blood on that pen?*** ***Why am I on the bend?*** ***Why is it so sudden?*** ***Why did I even give in to my fleeting adrenaline?*** ***Wait... my dream is fading.*** ***My goal is running.*** ***There is blood on my pen, did I wound them?*** ***Or am I the wounded and they seem to see no reasons for staying.*** ***I gave up. I gave in.*** ***My dreams were built by my pen...*** ***Yet now as I gasp for air to breathe, I see them leaving.*** ***Indeed, an unwanted ending.*** ***All because of the pen.*** ***🖊*** Have a good day ahead you all hehe! Thank you for reading!!