@Ladyv28 5 August 2020 more from that month

Lies of love

Your name is the recurring tone I always hear, know nothing about time anymore as I am buried under my pillow with my own tears. Wailing is now my new order, the poor twinkle spirit is now down and ran over by the speed of your lie. Can it ever rise again? oh! poor thing, no harm to you is what I meant but your dark breath has become so darkened so much that nothing is there to feel. On the mountains of destitute, I stood to shout out to you more than my lips can carry yet I kept calling. Though we felt the same way, why to bring her over when you have had me over and again.  Night watch is my new occupation as I count the thick of time trying to place where I went wrong, what was my offence Do I even know what I am doing, no! I just let my hand play with the ink, I watch it dance on papers making no meaning cause you took my brain box. You first professed to me, now it is a mirage, pain to look back on and learn. Yes, you have taught me the true meaning of nothing is constant except change, not even you undying lies of love. I am not sad, no I can't be because now the pain is too vivid that I can face it and overcome it at once. So crummy and notorious now that the pretty face you once favoured is now devoured by the rage in your tongue. Thank you @Dreamer and @Tunuu for your support and good words.