@Ksenija 5 October 2021 more from that month

When plan A is not going, very quickly go to plan B, C, D ... I am currently on plan W and from that distance I can see the bigger picture better. I expect this W plan to successfully push my problems under the rug, and I pretend they don’t exist. When it becomes unbearable, I always have the option to cry. After that I go from the beginning of plan A. That circle seems impenetrable and the real fun begins when my plans quarrel with each other. They say that the truth is in the wine and it suggests to me to reject all plans from myself, but I am waiting for that well-known misconception "the morning will change everything".