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Hi everyone! Check my latest published article wherein I uploaded my original song. Thank you so much. ❤️🥰

@Kizeru

I just published and uploaded my original song. Please do check it out in my profile. Thank you so much. ❤️

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Original Song: Calling https://youtu.be/tR4slmJqxFs Calling - Kizeru (Prod. Misery) Disclaimer: I wrote this song originally, but I used a free beat for non profit use. Here's the link of the beat: FOR YOU - [FREE] LOFI TYPE BEAT (SAD CHILL RAP BEAT 2021) https://youtu.be/JwlnYxNRNz8 I wrote this song after me and my ex-boyfriend broke-up. It was the first time I experienced that the guy was the one who broke up with me. I was so devasted for how many weeks since I expected that we will be together for the lifetime. We rarely fight, we give and take in our relationship, and we handle problems smoothly. Expectation versus reality hurts. I want to share the reason why he broke-up with me and it is all about because we do not have the same religion. He said before he ended our relationship that he wants to focus serving God, and I'll just be a distraction. I told him that we can both serve to Him even if we are together, that there should not be a problem with that. Then, I realized that he's looking in the future too much. I understood and respected his decision that is why I did not object at all. If letting him go was the only way for him to be happy do it, and that is what I did. Love hurts. It's been 2 years now since we broke-up, and I completely moved on. I already now have a boyfriend that I am sure of and wanted to be with for the rest of my life. To all the people who was broken before, accept and move on. We all know how hard to lose the love of your life, but it just means that another person will come that you deserve better. Sometimes, the person that you thought who would be 'the one', will be just a lesson to learn that will help you in your next relationship and that is okay. Stay in love everyone. *Lyrics*: *You left me now I'm broken this can't happen* *Now I don't know what to do.* *My heart I'll keep it open waitin' you back* *None could enter except you (only you).* *Days have passed still not awake,* *You're cold as gray what was my mistake?* *Always asking why, don't you know I'm crying.* *Every night is a battle, a struggle, I can't handle.* *Stop pretending you're alright.* *I'll be countin' days while you're still far away* *I'll keep hopin' lovin' until you say I'll stay, but* *You left me now I'm broken this can't happen* *Now I don't know what to do.* *My heart I'll keep it open waitin' you back* *None could enter except you (but He called you).* *So I'll stop and not keep going* *Let the fate tell me if it could be us two (would it be you?)* *I thought I'm okay, someday aas I pray.* *It is time not to die, stay alive, goodbye.* *Goodbye*. I hope that you enjoyed the song I wrote even if it is heartbreaking. Have a great day ahead!

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How to Love Yourself (Part 4: The Final Part) `Disclaimer:` `This article was based only with my own opinion and perspective. Please do not take it as a fact and a must-do, but as an inspiration.` The last part of loving yourself was to love others and make you feel loved by them. Love from other people can't be gotten by force. People will love you for who you are, but you don't need to wait for anyone to love you first before you love them as well. After loving yourself, you can now start to love others because you know that you need to leave a percentage of love for yourself. You will not give your hundred percent to that someone since there is no assurance that he or she will cherish the love you are giving. You also do not know he or she will love you back. I had this experience when I was around 17 years old. I was still immature yet I tried to enter a serious relationship. I remember back then, I gave my everything to him yet I always got hurt because of his attitude. I kept hoping that he will realized his mistakes and shortcomings for me. Hoping that he will realized that I love him more than myself, but it did not happen. I broke up with him after two years of fighting on my own, and I am the one who realized that I do not love myself anymore. I did not see and know my worth anymore. I was so devastated with what happened to myself. I was not able to do what I need to do everyday, I can't even bond with my friends anymore, I can't go to places wherever it is, I can't buy things for myself, I can't socialize to other people all because of him. I felt betrayal. I hated myself for what I did. He does not even deserve me. I do not even know if you called it love anymore. However, it serves as a lesson for me. Gladly, that kind of relationship did not happen anymore. Everyone, love yourself first before others. Spread love. Have you ever experienced this situation? Let me know in the comments and I might help you.

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Anxiety in Online Class is NOT a joke. ***Have you experienced having a breakdown because of the unending school works that was given to you by your professor?*** ***Have you already ditched class even if you're just at home?*** ***Did you almost failed a subject even if Google was just there to answer all your homeworks?*** If your answer is yes, please keep on reading because I want to help you. The pandemic affected the lives of people globally. It affected us physically, mentally, and emotionally usually in a negative way. This resulted for the decision to have an online class instead of face-to-face classes. I want to give this awareness to all students like me who's experiencing anxiety in online class. I am an extrovert, a wanderer, and an outgoing person. Yes, I love to stay outside and hang out with my friends and classmates. I'm not fond of staying at the house. Most of the students that have a similar personality like me were likely to have an anxiety in today's classroom set-up. Honestly, I was grateful about the government's decision with the continuous eduction they provided for the youth during this pandemic season. Students can still go to school virtually and take their lessons without the worry of catching the virus. They have an option to continue their education without the need to stop, and go back after the pandemic ends. However, in every advantage there will be an equivalent disadvantage. Online class for some students was expensive. Many works in the early stage of pandemic lose their jobs that affected their financial status. This includes the parents who were working for their children, and students who were working to pay for their education. I want to share this observation I had with you from my schoolmates. Before pandemic, I have friends at school who were already having a hard time on where to get their tuition fees. Although, they managed to pay for it because of the support from their parents. However, when online classes started, I saw a huge decline on enrollees which made me worry. Some of my friends were not able to enroll last semester because their incapability to pay since their parents or guardian lose their job due to cutting of employees. Some of my friends were forced to look for work just to continue their education. That's why their performance at class were affected because of the stress they got from work, and the school works that they need to do. *Anxiety is a reaction from stress.* I would like to say that I'm very lucky because my parents can still afford my tuition fee in spite of the pandemic that affected their job. I thought of working one time just to help my parents in our financial needs, but they did not let me since we are preventing to catch the virus. It is very frustrating for me as the eldest sibling in the family that I can't help financially. Yes, I am still at studying but it must not be a hindrance for me to contribute in our family's necessities. I am also stressed out because of the fact that I can go out and do the usual things I do like hanging out with my friends. There were times that I will sneak outside for an hour when my parents are at work just to get some air. I feel suffocated if I was not able to step out of the house for a day. Also, I realized that online class was not efficient for me unlike in face-to-face classes because the stress was ten times more. This was the first time in my 16 years as a student to see school works as compliance rather than learning. The anxiety that I earned from this pandemic and online class was just mind and heart breaking. I battled it alone, and every night I cry just to let out all this painful emotions. *But, one day I realized that I can feel better.* **Acceptance**. I accepted the situation, that I can't do anything about the pandemic and the online class. **Productivity**. I started to make productive things everyday such as baking cookies, working out, and watching anime series. I distracted myself from the negative thoughts by doing these. **Positivity.** I listen to music that would lift up my mood, read articles for self-improvement, and studied different languages. I keep telling myself that these trials we're encountering will end soon. **Ask for help.** Your family, friends, and loved ones could help you battle your anxiety and stress. Please talk to the person that you can trust and you can lean on. Professionals in this field should be also open for consideration. You are not alone. We are all here for you, just reach us out and we'll be there. The most important thing is: **IT'S ALL IN THE MIND**. I want you to realize that whatever you are feeling right now could be a reaction of something, but I assure you that it's all in your mind. Yes, you might feel sad right now but you can move on and choose to be happy instead because you want to. This outlook in life would help you big time if you will just help yourself to look on the brighter side of everything. ~~Will you be the person to stay in the dark?~~ *Or will you be the person who will create light in darkness?* Please choose to be the light in the darkness. The first one is not even an option. This is the sign to look on the other side of the coin. I hope that I helped you in some way. Life is good, so please make the most out of it. `Share your experiences in the comments and how you overcome it. Let us help each other fight anxiety.` You might be interested: https://read.cash/@Kizeru/how-to-love-yourself-part-3-7566f374

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How to Love Yourself (Part 3) The third part of loving yourself is by creating your own image through developing and enhancing your talents and skills. I would like to share my talents and skills to you guys. I have inborn talents such as singing, dancing, and being good at sports. These talents were already developed since I was a kid. And, I could say that after spending time on it through the years, it bears fruit. I joined singing competitions inside and outside of the school, even at work. I also joined dance competitions at schools and do dance covers. I am part of the varsity team in volleyball wherein we compete with other schools. I have good records with other sports such as basketball, badminton, table tennis, darts, and swimming. I am grateful that I was granted with those gifts. Furthermore, I also developed skills that was very useful for me until now. I developed my writing skills and communication skills since I want to publish my own book, and I want to build my own business someday. I also developed my skills when I did part time jobs in the past such as bartending skills, customer service skills, problem solving skills, and many more. These talents and skills of mine helped me to be a productive and better person. I challenge you to develop new skills and enhance your inborn talent. Just like famous people around the world, they were known with their specific skill or talent. Justin Beiber was an icon for R&B music and he was known because of his talent and singing. People appreciating what you strive and excel for boosts your confidence that would make you feel proud. You could brag to them that this was the result of your blood, sweat, and tears. I could say that this was a factor of loving your self. You could feel your worth because you know that you did something and accomplished something for yourself and for someone. You could also influence other people because of the success you've reached. They will be inspired with what you're doing that would make them start grinding and striving for their goals. Love yourself by proving your worth to yourself. It's not about what they say, it is about what you do.

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How To Love Yourself (Part 2) This second part of loving yourself tips were all based on my experiences and perspective in life. I hope you do not see this as a negative influence, but as an encouragement. Love yourself by improving and training your mental and emotional side. Mental health in this generation is a very sensitive issue due to arising of mental health problems such as stress, anxiety, and depression. I experienced all of these and I am proud that I overcome it on my own. I usually experience stress at school and home. I experience it at school because of loaded school works like assignments, reports, and projects. Toxic students and professors are also a factor of my distress. I experienced stress at home whenever my parents will fight due to random things. I also experienced eustress sometime or also called as positive stress such as whenever I receive a new responsibility as the eldest daughter, when I got hired as a part time working student, etc. I get anxiety whenever I make a decision and I am not a hundred sure that it is right. I know that it is not healthy for me but sometimes I can't get a rid of it. Lastly, I experienced depression one time since there was an event on my life that I could say the worst happened. I worked to self heal for almost a year, but I did not do anything crazy to overcome it. After experiencing all these problems in my life, I found the two best solution. I want you to be open with this and accept it as an encouragement. These solutions are to be positive or to be optimistic at all times and what you think is what will happen. I know that you'll see it first as 'It's just easy to say or whatever' , but it is really hard if you will not commit to it. Stay positive in times of problems. See your problem as an obstacle that you will pass. Seeing the bright side of everything will make your life different. Do not stay with your fears and problems, go out. Remember that stress, anxiety, and depression is all in your mind. If you are thinking that you are in the state of stress, then you are really stressed out. How about think that there's a reason why it happened and do your best to fix it, then you'll not experience stress. I want you to remember always that everything you want to happen will happen. Choose happiness not sadness. Choose the bright side not stay on the dark side. Make an action not stay in your problem. Have a good day everyone. Remember that there is someone who wants to help you in all your problems.

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How to Love Yourself (Part 1) `Disclaimer:` `I want to share this article as not a pure fact, but based on my experience. Please do not judge my perspective and ways since I only want to share my thoughts and spread love to everyone.` `Comment down and share your thoughts.` The first part of loving yourself is by taking care of yourself physically. As a person, your physical appearance is the first thing other people will see. This does not mean that you will take surgery for you to look beautiful in the beauty standards of other people, but for you to accept your physical features. You just need to take care of every feature you have. There is a unique beauty in every physical appearance of a person. These are the things that I do to take care of my physical appearance, and might as well consider it as a tip because it could work on you too. *Are you ready*? The **first thing** I do is to drink minimum of 8 glasses of water a day. I am the type of person that can not drink a glass of water a day. Although when I realized that water is everything, I challenged myself to start drinking water. Guess what? I have more clearer skin than before. I'm not experiencing unnecessary cravings as well. The **second thing** to do is live in a clean bedroom and house. I considered it as a factor since my bedroom before was dirty and I got pimples and patches since the bacterias are getting into my skin. Practice to clean your bed sheets and pillow cases often to avoid skin irritations. The thing is have a proper diet. Doing a regular 10 minute exercise is not that hard. Eating the right foods is not that hard as well. We all know that food is life, but good health is lifer. Practice these you will feel better and you will look good than before. The **last thing** is to pamper yourself sometimes. Have a spa, go to the salon and get your hair done, and do skin care. You deserve a treat for yourself for achieving a better lifestyle. `Remember guys: Be consistent`.

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A Mirror of Transparency and Social Awareness in Literary Forms It is indeed difficult to bear and contemplate on the current reality that we are facing. The hindsight of this crisis is painstakingly unsettling knowing the causality has been circulating a few months back. Each day passed is another victory or another animosity to survive for millions of people affected in this pandemic. Extension after extension, a guaranteed safety to flatten the curve. Given the circumstances, we should never turn a blind eye on degrading mental health adversities. An article by Scott Berinato, entitled “That Discomfort you’re Feeling is Grief” takes author, David Kessler on the discussion of grief and how it perpetuates thoughts on a person. He interpreted that grief has its stages and kinds that coincide with carrying the effects of isolation; a thorough acceptance of normality and diverting emotions at this juncture are both meaningful in dealing sorrowness. Literature is very essential in this pandemic times. Data and information delivered to the public must be filtered out. Ideas and opinions that are relevant with the pandemic are very crucial since people are sensitive and reactive. Influencers have great impact to the society aside from the government. The democracy of using the freedom of speech could be beneficient or could result to inconvenience.  Bloggers and Youtubers such as Kryz Uy, Hannah Elise, and Angel Yeo are sharing information on how people could stay productive in this quarantine. This is an altruistic act that would cheer and reduce the anxiety of the society in this obnoxious event. Literature is powerful in every situation. It changes things. It could make or destroy everything. The Context of Prejudice and Sentence of Poverty Delivered through Writing As much as we want to tread lightly in these trying times, the continuity of social injustice and fascism ensues the power of people against oppression gravitating towards the freedom of being shackled. Inequality shows a nation’s willingness to rectify unfavorable enforcements toward masses, emphasizing on the poorest; representing and expounding these harsh jurisdictions, the art of writing and reading heightened the impulses of writers in portraying a great deal of truth, reaching beyond their breaking point. Juan Miguel Severo, an actor and writer, known for his work “Hintayan ng Langit,” expressed his sentiments in the enlightenment of poetry to our existence, reminding each one of us to take off our blindfolds and let salt tears fall from our eyes in order to witness the abuse of docility from our fellow Filipinos. His recent poem “Panalangin ng bayang aahon sa dilim,” interprets the balance of empathetic contradiction in the dimness path we are taking. Now more than ever, a good support system is what everyone needs—with a simple ounce of hope and absence of selfishness, we will get through this. According to UN Human Development Data, Philippines is characterized as a third-world country due to its high poverty rate. This factor was very visible nowadays during the pandemic because of an immediate rise of unemployability and debts in the country. Distribution of Social Amelioration Program (SAP), cash aids, and relief goods from the government and private organizations was the only hope for some of the poor families since they were not able to work for a living. However, discrimination and injustice between the poor and the rich was still a problem despite of the pandemic we are facing. Government money is limited and it could not suffice the long months of quarantine. This was caused by the other virus that existed many years ago, corruption. According to Inquirer.net, our president had an extreme frustration regarding the pervasive corruption occuring in the government. Bribery, fraud, theft, tax evasion, and illegal financial activities are threats to situations like this wherein there is nothing to provide whenever funds was needed the most. http://Inquirer.net Literature as a Constructive Upliftment of Resiliency It is undeniable to witness different acts of heroism with the implementation of enhanced community quarantine taking place. Immediate plans and well-thought solutions are highly beneficial in surpassing the onslaught of positive patients. Frontliners are risking their lives at every chance they get in the service of good will and in exchange for a sense of hug and care from their loved ones. The notion of Mass Testing is metaphorically described in the aspect of wind—much has been reiterated and discussed yet we can never see the presence of its effectiveness to our country. Preferably, our government turns our attention in obliterating the relevance of press freedom by shutting down one of the biggest television networks known for many decades. Literature and its other forms are a necessity and a priority in situations like this. People getting informed through news articles and live updates could save millions of lives. Showing virtues and values by considering expired franchised businesses, unpayed due bills and rents, and sharing financial help is a way to get through this pandemic. Professional health experts and researchers are doing their bestest to provide a cure for the virus. Ordinary people like us may not help to provide a cure, but we could be extraordinary by following the presidential order to prevent the spread of the virus. Experts in different fields are opening ways on how to ease the anxiety, stress, and fear that everyone experience. There are ways cheer up yourself and stay optimistic such as make use of the availability of literature by reading, writing, watching, and listening to relevant issues regarding self care. This would make a different change in you during this quarantine that would transform you to a better person. *Do you have any thoughts regarding this matter?*

@Kizeru

Hi guys! I just published my first article here in read.cash! I'm looking forward for your support in this community. Thank you so much. ❤️

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I am interesting and interested. Good day, Hi! How are you? Are you currently having a great day? I just want you to know that it's currently 3:46 am here in my country. Wait, I know what you're thinking. I am still awake because I was thinking on what should I do to earn extra money to buy the things that I want for myself. Of course, I am also planning to make an investment so that I could make my money grow. I don't need to look for a sugar daddy to become rich. Omg, that's not even an option! Hahaha. I can see my future in crypto currency, honestly. Oh shoot, I forgot the real purpose why I am writing this article. Pardon me. Hi again! It's me your girl Kizeru. I am a student on one of the not-so-famous colleges here in my town. I am currently taking up the most versatile course, guess what? *grins I love classical music even if I am walking in the line of Generation Z. You know what, I am talented as damn. I sing, I dance, I do creative writings, I bake, I draw, I can play most of the famous sports you know, and I can entertain your kids at home. Wait, there's more. Talents are too basic for me, what makes me interesting as a person is *drum rolls please* I have a flexible personality. It's a compliment for me even though I am not flexible physically. Sorry, I can't do gymnastics even if I am athletic. I believe that I have a purpose in this world that was needed to fulfill. A mission that was needed to accomplish. I must jive with the personality, beliefs, and perspective of the people around me in order to survive in this world. I don't have a multi-personality disorder if that's what you're thinking. I just want to live life at it's fullest and experience the encounters of my similar species. Let's cut our conversation for awhile. Count the pronoun "I" and subtract it to 12, that's my age. Shhhhh it's our mini secret, okay? I joined this platform for the sole purpose of sharing my passion in writing. Okay, stop the lies. Yes, I admit that I'm also here for the BCH that you sponsors will give. I want to thank all of you in advanced. Read Cash sponsors are the best! I'm really grateful for your existence. *draws a heart shape in the air using my point finger* Going back, writing and reading was already my hubby (yes, my husband) since I was a kid. I was influenced by my mother, and I was grateful because writing essays and research papers at school is already a piece of cake. Well, shout out to my mother for being a great influencer at that part. Therefore, please look forward on my future articles (informative, yet entertaining) that I will publish here in Read Cash. I would love to hear your comments and suggestions on what topics should I write about. I'll do my best to live up with your expectations dear sponsors. (I am 50% sarcastic in that statement) I would like to share my personal photo for you to get comfy in my blog page. Who doesn't want to see the person their fond of right? Hahahaha. I'm just kidding. Here, take a good look at the angel that fell from heaven. Stay safe always. God bless and break a leg! Yours truly, Kizeru