Consistency
Sa panahon ngayon madaling sabihin na gusto o mahal mo yung isang tao pero mahirap gawin.
you know what? Andami kong napapansin sa mga kaibigan kong lagi sawi pagdating sa pag ibig. Oo, nagmamahalan kayo pero hanggang saan? Hanggang kailan?
I am single for almost 2yrs. Takot akong maattached, minsan kasi nung nafall ako Ako lang din yung nasaktan. Yung panahong komportable at kontento kayo sa isat isa. Pero dumating ang araw na nagbago nalang bigla. Tama nga sila, sa una lng masaya, sa una lang nakakaexcite sa uba lng yung kilig. Sa una lang lahat.
mga pangakong napako,just like season people change and feelings fade.Kaya kung nahanap mona yung taong handang gawin ang lahat mag stay ka lang ikeep mo na yan .laging andyan kahit nakita nya na lahat ng pangit sayo pero mas pinipili ka parin at minamahal kaya ingatan mo yan kasi sa panahon ngayon mahirap na makahanap ng taong consistent. Sa panahon ngayon madaling sabihin na mahal mo sya pero mahirap panindigan kung hanggang kailan talaga.
This is me.
Just call me jyano. 24 years old also a part of LGBT community.
Im the youngest sibling. Im the only girl yet wants to become a boy.😂 My family loves me they never judge or belittled me, instead they support me in things thats makes me happy and accepted my gender identity.
I love to play guitar, Listening to music and etc.
I love to travel with my friends. Eating together and making fun. Im single for almost two years after all the pain I suffered from my past who broke my heart.
Im simple, kind, friendly, strong and softhearted person but easily to cry when things gets messed up.
I have my imperfections and breakdowns too. I easily get hurt. I cried, I fall, I break. Im just only a human.
So this is me. I don't want to change myself to be appreciated, Just like in the song of Famous Artist in the world "this is me, This is real and Im exactly where Im supposed to be." My favorite song ever.❤️
Scam
Naranasan nyo na ba mascam? Sa panahon ngayon mahirap na magtiwala.maraming nagkalat na kawatan kukunin yung loob mo tapos sa bandang huli maloloko ka lang pala dahil lang sa pera.
hindi ko alam kung paano nila nagagawa yung ganitong panloloko sa kapwa nila. Tapos yung ipapakain sa pamilya nila galing sa panloloko nila paano nila natatake yung ganitong sitwasyon.
marahil marami na satin ang nakaranas nito. Kaya sa panahon ngayon wag basta basta magtitiwala lalo na kung ang pinag uusapan ay tungkol sa pera.
kaya dapat doble ingat parin tayo dahil baka yung mga pinagpaguran natin ay mapupunta lang sa wala. Sa panahon ng pandemya, gagawin lahat para lang mabuhay kahit na sa masamang gawain.
kaya payo ko sayo. Wag basta basta magtitiwala lalo na kung di mo pa sya kilala, baka yung inipon mong para sa kinabukasan mo ay tuluyang mawala.
Broken world
They see me as a happy person infront of my friends
But no one ever knows how Painful I feel inside
I am tired, Tired of crying, tired of chasing someone who does not see my worth, tired of judgemental society, Tired of everything.
Sometimes I feel like Giving up. Sometimes I Feel worthless, I messed up, I fail, I broke. I also give my best But i feel useless. I am tired now. Im really hurt. I feel unloved, I feel breakdown,I cant stop over thinking and sometimes Leads me to sleepless night, I hear voices inside my brain,feel in agony and I want to end my life."
Thats the only words I read from the chat of my bestfriend who was suffering from depression. Believe me, I want to hug her because I feel how painful she was suffering right now. If you have this kind of friend don't ever laugh to their situation, you'll never know how much they have been through to fight the monsters inside of them. Sometimes, some of them took their own life because they can't handle it anymore. Please be sensitive about the feelings of others. Cheer them up instead of judging and stop making fun of them. depression is not easy. Because your mind is your mortal enemy.
To people who was suffering from breakdown or depression in life specially to my bestfriend, Dont ever give up. Thats part of life, we fall, we break,we cry, we love, we laugh and we overcome. Just trust the process always and believe in his faith. Prays him because all things are possible with God. There is perfect timing for everything, you are not weak you are just progessing right now. Don't lose hope, better days are coming.❤️
Mini santorini
February 7,2019 Hindi inaasahang plano ang naganap samin mag kakaibigan na pumunta dito. (Biglaan at wala sa plano) Gusto lang sana namin magrelax kaya dito namin naisipang pumunta.
ito ay matatagpuan sa Indang Cavite, VILLA Colmenar resort o tinaguriang Cavite Mini Santorini. Talaga naman napakaganda at ang tubig ay fresh na fresh galing sa taas ng bundok.
Maulan ulan nung pumunta kami rito kaya kokonti lang ang mga tao. Pwede dito mag overnight may mga room type at room rates naman sila. Nung samin kasi di na kami nag overnight uwian rin.
Ang saya lang kasi feeling namin inarkila namin ung buong pool dahil kokonti lng ang tao nung pumunta kami. .😅 mangilan ngilan at talaga naman fresh na fresh talaga ang tubig walang halong chlorine. Malinis na paligid at mabait na mga crew nila.
sana matapos na ang Covid-19 para mapuntahan ulit namin yung gusto naming puntahan magtotropa.
My idol
Talaga namang kahanga hanga
Ang iyong galing sa pagkanta.🎤
Mapabata man o matanda pumapatok parin sa kanila.
Talaga naman kahit sino mabibihag mo talaga.
Buong mundo nawiwindang mo sa iyong angking talento.
Sana balang araw masilayan ka ulit tumatanghal sa entablado kasama ng iyong mga musikero.🎶🎸🎹🥁
Tanging hiling ko lang kung nasaan ka man ngayon
Ay ingatan mo ang iyong sarili
Para sa susunod na araw ay masilayan ka namin muli at mapakinggan mga bagong gawa mong awitin.
Maraming nalungkot nung ikaw ay ilang taon nawala sa mundo ng musika
Pero di kami nawalan ng pag asa na
At alam naming makakabalik ka.
Tinupad mo nga at di mo kami binigo
At alam namin sa pagbabalik mo'y marami kang inihandang bago.
Mga kanta mong hndi naluluma
Binabalik-balikan parin ng madla.
Ako'y tuwang tuwa nung naglabas kana nga ng mga bago mong kanta.
Tila ba nasa alapaap nung pinatugtog ko ito
Ang ganda, mga sulat mo sa kanta damang dama ko talaga.
Mga pinagdaanan mo nung ilang taon kang nawala sa mundo ng musika.
Kung paano ka lumaban, ramdam ko yung sakit na iyong pinagdaanan.
At mas lalo akong natuwa nung nagbalita kang magkakaroon ka ng konsyerto dito sa aming bansa. Lubos ang aking galak at pagkasabik na sana makita kita aking iniidolo.
Ako'y dali-daling nagtungo at nagtanong kung saan ako makakabili ng tiket mo.
Ngunit ako'y nalungkot nung sinabi nilang ubos at wala na
Mukha ko'y hindi na naipinta ngunit dala-dala parin ang pag-asa na sana kahit papaano ay masilayan ka.
Ngunit lahat ng iyon ay hindi na natuloy dahil sa pandemya.
Marami kapa sanang pupuntahang bansa, para sa iyong mga taga hanga na naghihintay na makita kang muli na malakas,masigla, at patuloy pa rin sa pagkanta.
Maging ikaw ay nadismaya dahil sa mga nangyaring hindi maganda gaya ng pandemya.
Siguro hindi pa ngayon yung panahon na makita o masilayan ka.
Mas importante pa rin ang iyong kaligtasan at kalusugan.
Nawa'y maging malakas ka para sa susunod na henerasyon ay may mapapasaya ka pang ibang taga hanga.
Mahal na mahal ka namin aming iniidolo lahat ng iyong kanta ay nakatatak na sa aming isipan at puso❤️❤️🖤🖤
#Yourlittleblackstar🖤🖤🖤
Ang buhay parang laro
Sa buhay ng tao minsan panalo minsan talo.
Ganun talaga. Kailangan mo lang magpatuloy.
Parang paglalaro lang yan,
Minsan kailangan mong sumugal para manalo,
Dumating ka na ba sa puntong nawawalan ka na ng pag asa?
Punto ng buhay mo feeling mo wala kang halaga. Wala kang kwenta at wala ng pakinabang?
Dumating ka na ba sa puntong hindi mo na kaya? Nakakapagod na at nakakaubos na ng pasensya?
Na halos ginawa mona ang lahat parang di pa yun yung para sayo talaga?
Ang dami mong reklamo sa buhay bakit ganito bakit ganyan nalang palagi.
Bakit lagi nalang nangyayari sayo ang di magandang bagay?
Minsan sinisisi mo pa ang itaas bakit nangyayari yun sayo?
Minsan ba sa buhay mo nagpasalamat ka sa kanya?
Maswerte ka pa nga kasi buhay ka at patuloy pang humihinga.
Yung iba nga diyan di binigyan ng pagkakataon para mabuhay.
Maswerte ka pa nga kasi buhay ka at madami ka pang pwedeng gawin sa mundong ibabaw.
Maswerte ka pa nga kasi nasisilayan ml pa ang mundo.
Laban lang sa laro ng buhay,
Kayanin mo dahil di lahat ng tao nabibigyan ng pagkakataon.
Hanggat kaya mo, matuto kang maging madiskarte sa buhay para lang mabuhay.
Kumayod para sa pamilya,
Para matugunan lahat ng pangangailangan nila.
Dahil yung iba nga diyan hindi na nagagawang magtrabaho dahil sa my mga iniinda ng sakit.
Kaya maswerte ka parin kapatid.
Hanggat kaya mong magpatuloy,gagawin mo lahat para sa mahal mo sa buhay.
Mahirap, masalimuot, pero kailangan natin maging matatag.
Patuloy na babangon sa araw araw na ginawa ng diyos
Alam kong lahat ng paghihirap mo ay masusuklian rin.
Lahat ng naging sakripisyo mo ay magbubunga rin.
Lahat ng ginawa mo susuklian rin ng poong maykapal.
Dapat molang gawin
Magtiwala ka lang at manalig sa kanya kapatid.
Dahil walang imposible sa diyos.
Natatalo man tayo minsan
Pero hindi doon magtatapos ang lahat.
Hindi ibig sabihin pag natalo ka ay talunan kana.
Hindi doon yun magtatapos dahil simula palang ng kabanata sa buhay mo.
Isipin mo nalang sa bawat pagkatalo mo laro ng buhay ay dinadala ka nito sa tagumpay.
Isipin mo nalang na lahat ng nangyayari sayo ngayon ay may dahilan.
Dahilan para ikaw ay maging matatag.
Dahilan para subukin ang iyong pasensya.
Dahilan kung bakit nangyayari sayo lahat ng yan.
Alam kong Hindi naman tayo bibigyan ng hamon sa buhay kung alam nyang di natin kakayanin ang lahat.
May plano ang poong maykapal para satin kung di pa natin nakakamit ngayon ang lahat ng gusto nating hangarin. Maniwala ka na darating ang araw maiintindhan mo bAkit nangyayari ng lahat ng ito sayo.
Hindi doon matatapos ang lahat.
Kaya magpatuloy ka lang sa hamon ng buhay.
Hindi porket natalo ka na ng ilang beses ay hindi kana nangangarap sa rurok ng tagumpay?
Tibayan mo lang loob mo kapatid
Kahit anong mangyare wag na wag kang mawawalan ng pag asa.
Kung natalo man tayo ngayon, okay lang
Basta patuloy lang tayo lumaban.
At wag mawalan ng pag asa.
Basta maniwala at magtiwala ka lang sa kanya.
Maraming rason para magpatuloy ka.
Maraming pwedeng gawin habang nabubuhay ka.
Hindi lahat ng talo ay talunan na habang buhay.
Minsan dito tayo hinuhubog para maging isang responsableng tao.
Kaya wag kang mag alala kung yung pangarap mo ay hindi mo pa natutupad
Sa buhay walang nahuhuli at nauuna.
Hindi porket nasa dulo kana ay nahuhuli kana.
Hindi mo pa oras para sa gusto mong hangarin.
Kahit matagal ang progress mo magpatuloy ka parin kahit natatalo ka.
Kasi mas masarap pa rin ang magtagumpay pag minsan mo ng naranasan ang matalo.
Ang mahalaga nagpatuloy ka sa agos ng buhay...
Hindi ganon kadali
Hindi ganon kadali maging isang LGBT.
Kung pwede lang sana namin kontrolin lahat ng bagay gaya ng aming damdamin ginawa na namin.
Kung pwede lang sana maging straight para makaiwas sa anu mang panghuhusga ginawa na namin. Bago kami lumantad bilang LGBT tinago muna namin sa matagal na panahon. Kasi ang hirap maging kami.
Hindi natin maiiwasan na hindi lahat ng tao ay iintindihin tayo. Hindi lahat ng tao ay may malawak na pang unawa.
Bilang isang LGBT, nakaranas ako ng panghuhusga at marami pang iba. Sa mundong ito,kailangan ba talaga na husgahan ka dahil iba ka sa kanila?
Dapat ganito ka, dapat ganyan ka para mahalin ka? Dapat ganito ka para tanggapin ka?
Kasalanan bang magmahal ng parehong kasarian? Nagmahal lang naman kami gusto rin namin sumaya sa paraang ayaw ng iba. Wag nyo sana kaming huhusgahan kasi nasasaktan rin kami, tao lang kami. Love has no Gender.
Love is not all about man and woman.
Bago ka siguro tatanggapin ng lipunan, dapat may napatunayan kana
Dapat Marami ka ng nagawa.
Pero kahit ganyan yung pananaw ng ibang tao, nagpapasalamat pa rin ako sa mga magulang at kaibigan ko dahil tinanggap at minahal nila ako kahit ganito ako.
Sinuportahan kung saan ako magiging masaya ng walang panghuhusga.
Sakanila ko unang naramdaman ang pagmamahal at kalinga.
Don't judge us. We're not perfect.
We're humans too, we get tired, we cried. We face violence,inequality, judgement, descrimination, and sometimes torture even execution,because of who we are, how we look how we dress and how we express ourselves. Sometimes it leads us to depression and anxiety because of our gender identity.
All we want is to be happy,lived with peace,freedom and prosperity.
We deserved to loved and to be loved.
We deserved to be happy and we deserved human equality.
Be yourself ..
Reincarnation
"Do you believe in reincarnation?" tanong ng propesor ko. Nasa eskwelahan kami ngayon at mayroon kaming klase. Tungkol ito sa reincarnation.
Hindi ko alam kung anong isasagot ko sa tanong ng guro ko. Naniniwala ba ako sa reincarnation? Totoo ba ito?
Habang nagiisip ako ng maisasagot ay bigla akong kinalabit ng katabi ko. Si Jessa pala, besftriend ko.
"Bes, ano yung reincarnation?" pabulong na tanong ni Jessa, dahil baka marinig siya ng propesor namin.
"Reincarnation is the philosophical or religious belief that the non-physical essence of a living being starts a new life in a different physical form or body after biological death. It is also called rebirth or transmigration." mahabang sagot ko sa kaibigan kong 23 years old na pero di parin alam ang ibig sabihin ng reincarnation.
"Wow, english, nosebleed" pang aasar pa niya. Napailing ako at tinuon ko nalang ulet ang atensyon sa guro ko.
"Well, an old tale states that birthmarks are actually scars from a past life. Not only scars, but the way you died in another life." saad ng propesor ko.
"The legend states that people without birthmarks died of natural causes in their past life. No serious injury or accident caused them to lose their life." dagdag pa ng propesor ko. Nilingon ko ang birthmark ko sa aking tagiliran. Kulay pink-red ito.
Natapos ang lesson namin ng may naiwang madaming tanong sa isip ko. Bakit ba intersadong intersado ako sa reincarnation? Dahil lang sa birthmark ko?! Eh, hindi naman sigurado na ang mga birthmarks ay galing talaga sa past life.
Ilang araw ang lumipas pagkatapos ng klase kong iyon. At hanggang ngayon ay hindi mawala sa isip ko ito.
Wala kaming pasok ngayon kaya naman nagkayayaan ang barkada na mag roadtrip muna. At dahil wala naman akong gagawin ay sumama ako.
Wala kaming specific na pupuntahan na lugar. Yun ang usapan, pero nag bago ito nung nag stop over kami.
"Gas muna tayo, alwas na gas. Empty" natatawang saad ng kaibigan ko na may ari ng kotseng ginagamit namin.
Nag stop kami sa isang gasoline station, at dahil 3 kaming babae, ay napagpasyahan naming mag cr muna. Baka mamaya mahaba haba ang byahe.
Pagkatapos kong mag cr ay hinintay ko sila Jessa sa labas. Ang Cr ay malapit lang sa convience store ng gasoline station, kaya naman habang naghihintay ay bumili muna ako ng makakain.
"May magandang panting doon sa isang art exibit, malapit dito sa station, tara mamaya tingnan natin? Gwapo yung may ari," narinig kong nagtitilian ang tatlong babae sa harap ko. Matapos ko bumili ay bumalik kami sa kotse at nag start ng roadtrip ulit.
Napatigil kami dahil sa traffic, bumaba kami at tinignan ang kumpulan ng tao sa gilid. Nakita kong may exibit na nagaganap. Niyaya ko sila at pumasok.
Naglibot libot kaming magkakaibigan sa loob. Andaming tao! At ang gaganda ng painting! Pero natigilan ako ng makita ang isang panting na nasa gitna ng silid.
Isa itong panting ng babaeng maganda, naka suot ng puting damit at nakasakay ito sa kabayo.
"Elyse and Minimis, by Aaron Nuevas." basa ko sa title ng painting.
"Maganda ba?" nagulat ako sa lalaking nagsalita sa tabi ko. Nilingon ko ito at nakita ang gwapong lalaking na nakatingin din sa painting.
"Ah, oo... maganda." nahihiyang sagot ko. Nilingon ako ng lalaki at nakita ko siyang nakangiti
"Ako may gawa nyan," anya. Nagulat ako sa sinabi niya. Siya ang may gawa?! Wow! Ang galing naman niya!
"Ikaw gumawa?" di makapaniwalang tanong ko. "Edi ikaw si Aaron?" turo ko sa baba ng painting kung nasaan ang title at pangalan ng gumawa. Tumango siya.
"You know what, Im not an ordinary person," pag ke kwento niya. "I can sense if someone has been reincarnated or not."
Nilingon niya ako, "And, Sophia, I know youre reincarnated,"
"Excuse me, how did you know my name?! And me?! Reincarnated?!" histerical na tanong ko sabay turo sa sarili. Tumango siya at nilingon muli ang painting.
"This painting is very special to me. This girl is my Elyse." turo niya sa babae sa painting. "In ou past life, shes the most beautiful lady in our town"
"And this," turo niya sa kabayo "—this is Minimus. She's Elyse's bestfriend. This horse is not just an animal. She means everything to Elyse."
Hindi ko alam kung makikinig pa ba ako o ano.
"Elyse's parents did not like our relationship. But I love Elyse so much. And Elyse love me too. So we decided to run away. Elyse was with Miminis that day. Minimis helped Elyse run away." nilingon niya ako.
"Sobrang laki ng naitulong ni Minimis sa amin ni Elyse. Nagkita kami sa gubat. Nakasakay si Elyse kay Minimis habang tumatakbo sila. Kaya noong namatay si Minimis dahil sa pagpana sakanya ay halos gumuho ang mundo ni namin."
"Hinabol nila Si Elyse. Nalaman ng magulang niya na tatakas kaming dalawa. Namatay si Minimis para mailigtas at maitakas si Elyse. Namatay siya para makasama ko ang babaeng minamahal ko. Pero namatay din si Elyse malipas ng limang taon" hinawakan niya ang dalawang kamay ko.
"Sophia, youre reincarnated," naiyak ako sa sinabi niya. Naluluha na din ang mata ni Aaron habang kinakausap niya ako. Nagulat ako ng niyakap niya ako. Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Kaya pala... kaya pala intersado ako sa reincarnation. Dahil, reincarnated talaga ako!
"Sophia. Salamat, bumalik ka" hinawakan niya ang pisngi ko. Unti unting nag replay sa utak
ang pagtakbo ko sa gubat. Hinahabol kami ng gwardya sa bahay. Naalala ko si Sebastian. Ang pinaka importanteng tao sakin. Si Sebastian. Siya si Aaron!
Naalala ko na lahat! Elyse, ang mga magulang na ayaw kay Sebastian. Ang lahat! Naiyak ako sa balikat ni Aaron.
"Shh tahan na Sophia. Salamat sa tulong mo, kung di dahil sayo, di ko makakasama si Elyse. Kahit na limang taon lamang kaming nagsama. Sapat na iyon. Ngayong nakita na kita. Si Elyse nalang ang kulang, at makukumpleto na ulit tayo."
Naiyak ako lalo sa sinabi ni Aaron. Totoo ang reincarnation! At reincarnated ako, at ako... ako si Mininis.
Ako yung kabayo, yawa!
Going back
Sometimes we need to go back to the past. To see how far we have come now, the past that give us heartache, a blessing nor a lesson. The past that teaches us how to become stronger. Life will always its share of bumps and delays. At some point we end up dissappointed and failed. We get lost in the journey.
There will never be a perfect life. Always remember, Whenever it takes just keep going. Your struggle is a blessing from God above. In every failure there is a significant reason for sure. Better days are coming and everything will make a perfect sense.❤️
Stay positive.
Stop
Stop all your worries in life
Stop all your hesitations
Stop overthinking.
Your mental health matters the most.
this time you need to calm and relax yourself.
You are too young to stressed about love.
You are too young to be brokenhearted.
Focus on the things that makes you smile than thinking about things thats makes you cry.
Be the best version of your self, you dont need someone who dont really matter.
You certainly raised your standards for yourself.
Selfworth is necessary.
The corona
As time goes by,the total cases of corona virus is increasing.
Almost killed millions of people whole world.
Many heroes (frontliners) risked their own lives to save others.
To someone who is provider and breadwinner in the family
Please stay healthy,
It doesn't matter if you go outside to find food and money for your family.
keepsafe always.
And many of us experiencing lack of food, hungerness strived due to total lockdown that you cannot go to your workplace at the same time.
It limits the movement of people,
It limits the means of transportation.
It limits everything, where you can do is to stay home to be safe.
But not everyones is following the rules.
Some people risk their life to find money to feed their family.
Some people who doesn't care at all,
That all they can do is to go outside without doing nothing. To have fun.
Without even thinking what if they are actually a carrier of covid-19?
And they go home,without knowing they infected other people especially their love ones and family.
This pandemic is not a joke. So please cooperate with the rules and policy.
For the sake of other people. For the sake of our love ones. For our own safety.
I know this is hard for all of us,
But we can fight it. We will heal and win as one.
We need to be strong to this nightmare we encountered.
This is a test for all of us,
I wished and can't wait to hear that the world is a covid-19 FREE and has a zero cases.
And a world that normally going back to its fine old days before the pandemic.
And someday, when the corona virus is gone, don't forget about the lesson.
That money, job and fame is just temporary. Health is wealth.
A friend
A friend is always there for you
Always there to lift you up when you are down.
A friend who will fight for you
Respect you,
Include you,
Encourage you
Deserved you and stand by you.
The one who motivates you to become a better person.
The one who advised you the most when you feel lonely and pain.
The one who will cheer you up when you have breakdowns in life.
The one who is your comfort zone .
The one who will never get tired listening to your dramas in life.
The one who will never left you hanging.
The one who will stay with you when no one else does.
Thankyou for being a good friend to me.
I know Im not perfect.
I make mistakes
I messed up.
I cry.
Thankyou for always there for me when I needed you the most.
Thankyou for all the joy and laughter you shared to me.
Eventhough we dont see each other everyday,
I hope your doing fine, your in a good condition.
just take good care of yourself just like you cared for me.
Always remember Im always here for you no matter what it takes.
No matter how the distance
No matter the issues
No matter we have a different path to take.
Youre still my friend, I hope someday you won't be change.
Eventhough you'll meet someone else, (someone especial)
We are not brothers by blood but we are brothers by heart.
You are my partner in crime,
You made me laugh at painful moments.
You too have special place in my heart
With due respect and love.
I hope our friendship will last forever.
Thank you so much for all your sacrifices to make me feel better, stronger, and live the life I wanna be.
Asking why
**Looking at far wondering and asking why.**
Wanting to see answers from the sky
Hear the words from the birds
And those whisper from the winds
I wanne let go those fears
Wanna stop my falling tears
Erase those saddest part
And undo all the pain in my heart.
My eyes are tired
I wanna rest it tonight
Think and plan for the right.
Relax my mind and hoping that tomorrow would be a good start.
I know it hurts to pretend that Im fine
Still Wishing to be in your side, and be mine
But i know its just only a memory
The both of us when we are happy.
Thankyou for all the pain
Because I learn
I hope someday, its gonna make sense
That our promises were gonna fade away
But your memories still in my mind and heart
And I believe that Im gonna be alright.
Ex why zi
We started as a friends,
Everyday, I smiled because of your texts,
Everynight, I waited for your sweet charming calls,
All day, Im laughing because of your jokes,
I appreciate all the efforts.
Until we started dating,
And talking about silly things.
Asking personal stuffs,
Like our daily routines,
And everything.
Our endless conversation,
Turned into something special.
Until you admitted your feelings,
I stood there, shocked, processing the words.
I thought it was just an imagination,
Yet, our feelings are mutual.
You courted me,
Made me feel that Im your queen,
That I am your only one.
Brought me flowers, chocolates, bears and everything
But we ended up nothing.
After all the months of courting,
I finally said, yes!
I know that day, youre the happiest.
I regretted nothing,
Cause I know, Im the luckiest girl among the rest.
We've been together for almost 7 years.
In that 7 years, you made me complete.
I cant live my life without you anymore,
So please dont left me alone.
Cause I cant imagine my life,
Without you by my side.
But some things are really meant to happen.
You started ignoring me,
You become uninterested with me,
I was hurt, but I love you,
Thats why I still chose to undertand you,
Even it takes everything to
Why Im single
Yeah Im single.
But it doesn't mean, That Im alone,
I have friends and family to go on.
Its been a long time
Since that heartache, and breakdown I suffered from.
Yes, Im still single,
Its not because Im afraid to love again.
But because I dont want to be broken and feel in pain.
Maybe its not the right time to be with someone
Sorry, I have trust issues and breakdown.
That no one will ever understand
I chose to be single rather than in relationship
Its not that Im choosy or have a high standard
Im just a simple person with a golden heart.
that everyone always chose to hurt.
I don't want to deal with anyone.
Because It such a waste of time.
Im single and choose to be free l
And no one will ever controlled me.
And then decided to go on
Enjoy everything and still hold on
Those pains and scars make me stronger
And I learned a lot from my past lover.
Im single and also not available
Maybe its not the right time for me to love again.
I have so many priorities like
focus in career rather than lovelife.
Old days
Remembering those old fine days before covid-19 pandemic.
where many of us busy doing jobs, hangoit with friends,exploring the world and busy going somewhere. The old fine days were we can freely come to the place we like and love to visit.❤️
Be a kite
Fly like a kite
go with the wind and make yourself free from burdens in life.
but you need to balance yourself so you won't fall into a wrong way. I know you can because your foundation is strong and you have direction to go.
don't loss control, Just aim high and fly like a beautiful kite in the sky.
@Jyano995
