@JeshiRu 6 June 2022 more from that month

Hi! I've been reading and commenting but other than that I haven't really posted in a bit so quick update before bed. 6 weeks clean and continuing "recovery". I've had money to take one grandchild shopping with me every Friday. We make a date of it with lunch and some side shopping for things they need. It's been everything I have wanted to be as a "Grandma". I have been taking the advice from members in this group and my other group. Trying to "focus" on me and MY ISSUES. Trying to remember as well that I need to show appreciation and greatfullness to those who have been on my side and supporting me through my addiction. I like "Me" better for it. Remembering that yes I caused pain but now... I'm doing what I can to be what they need in a partner, Mom, Grandma. I still suffer from my ptsd, withdrawals and other issues but I have more control over my "reaction" and as each day passes.... they get weaker. This is MY PERSONAL WIN! Have a Great Night and I truly hope anyone still "active" finds their own way to a happy healthier life. It doesn't always have to be the "Rollercoaster". But we do each have to make that choice for ourselves. 😘🥰🥰🥰