@JeshiRu
Hello everyone!!!!
@JeshiRu
@JeshiRu in June 2022
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@JeshiRu
Hi! I've been reading and commenting but other than that I haven't really posted in a bit so quick update before bed. 6 weeks clean and continuing "recovery". I've had money to take one grandchild shopping with me every Friday. We make a date of it with lunch and some side shopping for things they need. It's been everything I have wanted to be as a "Grandma". I have been taking the advice from members in this group and my other group. Trying to "focus" on me and MY ISSUES.…
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Gambling Addiction Ive been fighting with gambling addiction for my whole life, and it has made me lost myself on the way. I have debt that i cant handle, i found a woman who i loved more than everything else, even myself, and she broke up with me because im always broke, she didnt know about my addiction. Almost 2 months ago, i couldnt see way out of this, and went out of town, parked my car next to train rails, just waiting next one to come, thinking i would end it all. I…
@JeshiRu
Ive been fighting with gambling addiction for my whole life, and it has made me lost myself on the way. I have debt that i cant handle, i found a woman who i loved more than everything else, even myself, and she broke up with me because im always broke, she didnt know about my addiction. Almost 2 months ago, i couldnt see way out of this, and went out of town, parked my car next to train rails, just waiting next one to come, thinking i would end it all. I just sit there on…
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