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Im not a perfect

Not all people are lucky to have a perfect pair as partner/couple. Relationship is not simple as it is. The wrong relationships teach you how to recognize the right one when it arrives. If I failed wih my past relationships but I choose the right thing for the sake of my kids. Maybe someone arrives but I didn't grab it so quickly. I need to think 101% first. Ive been martyr for 2 times already, still hoping for a better one and of course must worth it. Did you met someone at online dating app? Last year we broke up with my partner for almost 6 months. So I register at tagged app coz my friends telling me try that app maybe your forever is there. An online dating. As a matter of fact I met a lots of mens there but some are really horny so I just ignore it. However, a certain young guy keeps sending me a messages. At first I didnt reply him coz young guy is not my bet and all I want is older than me. His a filipino, a bachelor, good guy, have a good job and the most important is.. He respect me as well. Weve been good friends for few months, were comfortable each other but we dont have label hahaha. Coz I always telling him, im not the right one for you. Find a single woman not me. Dont forget that I have a kids already. But for him it doesn't matter. For me its a big deal. Lots of judgemental people sorrounds us and I dont want my kids to be in trouble.

As I checked my emails, someone send me a photos. Its him hahahaha. I uninstall my tagged few months ago. I tell him to forget me. He really calls me MOMMY and he want me to call him DADDY. Funny right? Oh my god whats happening to him. Dont worry guys his just a friend on me and dont confused. Its not my first time recieving some emails to a guy. I can handle myself, but he keeps me someone to remind. My first love, my highschool boyfriend. His married already with 4 kids. Were not meant to be coz I choose to finished my studies rather to marry him. His older than me about 2 years gap. Im too young that time, I have a lots of ambitions to pursue. https://youtu.be/dvu7QxvBD-k He send me that video and he said read the lyrics. After I listen the song, its familiar to me coz I used that on my tiktok vids. That song really touch my heart, so hard. I am a music lover since highschool. Nobody hates music, right? It can reminisce my memories. How to be loved with someone. It seems that I dont have luck when it comes to relationship. Someone arrive but too young for me. Oh god why oh why?

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSeB8pj7B/ My last month post at tiktok. If im done all my household chores I hangout at tiktok. Music can relieved my pains. Nothing is perfect. Life is messy,relationships are complex. Outcomes are uncertain, people are irrational. We live in this world with full of trials. Trials can make us strong. All we need is to trust to ourselves, have faith in God that everything will be in a right path.

Theres no mistake in loving a person as long as you know the limits. A good relationship is when somebody knows your ups and downs, your perfections and imperfection and still choose to be by your side. Once again im very thankful to all of you guys for reading this article. Have a great weekends to all of you read.cash fam. November 20,2021 Saturday 6:49pm Philippines The fighter mom, Jeansapphire39

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