@Jdine
I need a distraction Work is a good type of distraction. It's a good thing I am currently working. As in I am on duty right now. To be honest, I don't really know how I feel. I feel so many emotions- different kinds of emotions. I am mad, I am sad, I am hurt, I am relieved and I am nervous. I can't say I am having a breakdown. But I am so close to it, I guess. What makes me mad is that my pain is not acknowledged. It's like, it isn't something important, and feels like my…