@Jane1289 19 June 2021 more from that month

I seldom write creative writing. Just posted my article https://read.cash/@Jane/into-the-darkness-i-go-to-find-peace-771feefd It was chasing me, I wanted to scream, I wanted to run. So I ran and ran and ran into the darkness where I found peace, inside my zone I found peace. No more lights, no more noise, no more burdens, just peace. Long hours have passed, I was still in the dark. Hours became days, days became months, months became years, for how long will I be stuck here? Thoughts were racing in my mind, negative was chasing positive. It stopped and the positive was covered. Negative thoughts were clawing my mind, leashing every synapse, blocking every lobe, it's screaming so loud, "you are weak, you are incompetent, you are ugly, you are dumb." I wanted to scream, I wanted to run. So I ran and ran and tripped over a coiled rope and I fell. "Grab the rope" my mind shouted. "Grab the rope" it echoed repeatedly. There was no light, there was no hope, there was no one to lean on. "Just die, you are useless, just die." I was lost in the dark, "maybe the rope can save me," I thought. I grabbed it and hanged myself on the top. No one will save, no lights, only dark, I know, I will be at peace. In the count of three, I jumped, I jumped into the darkness, there was silence, finally, I found peace.