@Jane1289 27 November 2021 more from that month

I was finding for something inspirational to read because seriously, I have this little monster clawing my mind and it's growing day by day. This made me unfocused on my work as my mind is just floating and being a pessimist. I found this book on the bookshelf but haven't read it yet. I'm not even sure if I will read it. This may either be for people who are Born Again or a literal story about being born again. I should be excited about December but I just can't do it. November is about to end and I should be productive in updating my portfolio but all I want is to stop doing anything and just sit at the corner of my room. Faking smile doesn't help. This is really annoying and all I could do is to vent it out.