@Ivan018
After a few days of getting nervous and solving problems that irritated me, I decided to get out of the house a bit. I used nature as a medicine. This time I visited, unexplored, urban areas. I stopped at the church of St. Nikola in Gornji Dusnik. Peace, quiet, and relaxation. Unfortunately, the church was not open, to convey to you the impressions of the interior with photographs, but the church porta served well as a place for rest and meditation. (porta - means the area around the Orthodox church or churchyard.) The large walnut served as protection from the strong sun. And finally? Have I succeeded in relieving nervousness? I did. I managed to bring myself into harmony, with the help of nature and nothing more.
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The best thing! I use music as detoxing medicine!
I just had to leave the house. I had problems that I solved, but because of that I was tense like a guitar string. Quite a complex story, and not for public writing. I wanted to get physically tired and thus improve my psyche a bit. Nature, greenery and walking. I succeeded in that. Music is medicine, I agree. But sometimes I have to change the environment so as not to strangle someone. And like a whip, it will be someone innocent. Of course, after that, I feel even worse because of shame, and because of my behavior. Although, I was forced to react, I feel guilty. It eats at me for days, after that. To prevent that, I run away from people.
This happens to me at work every day... I just can't go away and can't kill anyone (even tho some of my colleagues deserve to be beaten like a rug!!!) so I start singing...
The older I get, the less nerves I have. Tolerance usually develops with age. It's the opposite with me. And you know what else I noticed? Once you delete a person, later in similar situations, it goes much, much easier. I think I'm even starting to like it. 😄😄😄
If someone let me down there is no way to regain my respect and trust. People suddenly die in my heart and I don't give any second chance. I'm done
I have long struggled with people who say "Good and fool, twin brothers". You know that saying? Well, that's not true. I can be very good, even too good, but the disappointment is even greater when someone plays it. And in those moments, I rarely master myself. Emotions overwhelm me and then people see my very bad side. I don't take anything and I'm not afraid of anyone. Once I even called out St. Peter to come down from heaven and me and him to settle accounts. 😆😇 But that's a different story. You know, it's very important to know yourself. For example, I tend to forgive people. That's how I am. And in order not to get into a situation of consciously making a mistake again, I warn about it either by leaving or by unavailability.
I used too be so silent and always ended to forgive. They have saturated me with their egos I just Iet them do it... but at some point of your life you stop being good if doing good is good for others but never for you. I've become a little selfish...
That is not selfishness. It is self-respect. It’s about settling relationships in the right way. Those who do not show respect for you, your needs and your good will to do them favors, do not deserve you.
That's exactly what I think and the consequence is pretty obvious, I quit and let them go wherever.
I had to delete the continuation of the conversation because Noise recognized me as a bot, due to my last post. I used some parts of the comments, so it turned out that the same text that I wrote here was copied. It doesn't matter, I just don't like to be seen as a plagiarist. Not even my own ideas and sentences. 😂😂😂
Lol noise is weird sometimes... People who copy paste or steal pics are there and post like usual and you can't use your own words to make a post🤭
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Idiotic, isn't it? It doesn't matter, I conveyed the thought, it's important to me.
We just have to accept it 😜