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They say that time heals everything. Either they are heartless or they are lying. If anything can kill me, it will be emotions. They are the only ones that can blow me to a thousand pieces, in a second. For something like that, the trigger can be a movie, a song, some part of a long-forgotten wardrobe, some scent memorized and engraved in my brain who knows when ... Then I am powerless. Although I am aware that what I am doing is in vain and will not change anything, some self-destruction appears from somewhere and instead of running away and saving my life, I embrace that feeling and do not let it go. Because, even though I know it's fatal for me, it's the only way to be with you again, at least for a moment. So wherever he takes me, I accept. https://youtu.be/VMT50KhLlRw "If only I could wake up in the world of love without old debts and these freaks who kept following me If only I could kiss you no bad memories of a cold spring without a picture of suffering which just sticks to us Because my life is a game without limits tired story, tearing pages on which nothing is written Because my life is an eternal fall when I add up the defeats nothing is left, I’m just still pulling habits and all that remains If only I could wake you up make you coffee, bring it to bed so kiss you but it does not exist If only I could fall in love to a little peasant woman on some glade, up in space so I don't see it down below Because my life is a game without limits tired story, tearing pages on which nothing is written". Dedicated Sorry, for this moment of weakness. The song broke me. I'll make sure it doesn't happen again. Thanks @Yelenab for the wonderful #asongforyou channel where I can make a fool of myself. 😂 An emotional fool, to be exact. 🤔

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