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@Ivan018 in November 2021

@Ivan018

After a long time, everything is fine. Accepting and reconciling with the fact that I am totally crazy calms me down. All is well. Crazy, from the huge amount of energy that wants to move me, to reach you, to realize that you are real, to realize that I am alive, to belong to you completely. In my mind I move towards you. I travel with my feet on the ground and my head among the stars. Without fear, without doubt, without hesitation, I am unstoppable. Dreams are beautiful…

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In the last couple of days, I've been singing, in my mind of course (it would be too cruel for all the people around me to really start singing 🤪), and I hope you don't mind? Let's not forget to add, "And no one can make me sing in public."🤐 Point. Here, not to think that this old bastard is really crazy and goes around the house dressed as a pop person, with oil in his hair and oversized sunglasses on his head and just singing, I will share with you a part of my real (read…

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Terrible weather, wind and rain, it's cold, I have a lot of work to do, a bunch of dishes to wash, assemble laundry that has dried today, prepare food for tomorrow, my dogs are harassing me. And me ? I'm dancing! This song was heard from the speakers. Great, great rendition of good old Uncle Bryan. And then you laugh @Yelenab , that I play alone at home! So how can I resist ?! The rhythm broke me. I dance like the king of dance floors, Travolta. I'm also inserting a…

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I guess I’ll never be a “Bullet Proof Soul”. In fact, I don't want that. I just need to learn to bear the pain better. Nothing more. Over and over, over and over again. And to hope that what I am looking for is worth it. https://youtu.be/Z9-vG1jOwsU Lyrics I was so in love with you You rarely see a love that true Wasn't that enough for you? Wasn't that enough for you? I would climb a mountain I wouldn't want to see you fall Rock climb for you And give you a reason for it all…

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"Come on, enough fun, post something!" I heard a mysterious voice, uttered in a quiet but reproachful and sharp tone. After astonishment and dismayed observation around me, I replied, "But I don't feel the need to share anything." As I spoke, I turned around to see if I could cover all the possible places where the mysterious voice came from. Other than the astonished looks of my dogs who got up after that and slowly walked away from me, I got no feedback. Stillness. I…

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It's time for you and me to clear things up, life. Enough, illusions, enough lies. You really got nasty and impossible, you know? It's time to look each other in the eye, because I have to stop avoiding that inevitable moment. A moment of cessation, of living in the past. That's enough. Too much, I would say. Let me explain something to you, life. And let's end that once and for all. Can I? I don’t hate my past. In fact, I can’t even say I love her. Not. She is simply, what…

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"No one said it would be easy, did anyone tell you the road would be straight and long? Relax your mind and give it all to me, 'cause you know and I know our love is strong enough." The word "surrender", does not exist in our dictionary. Is it? Let's move on. Enjoy the day that begins, and believe in tomorrow. A little Acid Jazz, it hasn't been for a long time. https://youtu.be/sYnrtGCgsM8 Thanks @Yelenab for #asongforyou

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And again I made the mistake of posting a song on my wall thinking I was on the #asongforyou by @Yelenab channel. Don't mind, for several reasons I am currently overjoyed and too excited to rule my actions reasonably. I'll correct the mistake right away. I continue in the same direction. Jestofunk - The Ghetto https://youtu.be/NfTZR21KZJo Let's go, friends, move, a little surfing on these waves of music, and all the way to the realization of dreams.

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In addition to my personal donation, everything I earn on this post, I will add the same amount, and donate to the organization. Here, let's show humanity. Please follow the video, to better understand the terrible reality. https://fb.watch/9jkboRxLwp/ I used this link for a donation. http://wfp.org/ Edit: Since I can't thank you in the comment, I'll add words of gratitude here, @Yelenab, @FamilyISeverything. You are wonderful, and I am glad that you have allowed me to be a…

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Wonderful music and great rhythm to spice up this cold Wednesday night. There are no jokes with this. Use in small doses. In case of overuse, consult your doctor or pharmacist. Change - Love 4 Love (Joey Negro Extended Mix) on #asongforyou by @Yelenab https://youtu.be/4RG1vH6cB4s Mouse, let's go. Move. Warm your feet. ❤️

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I have come to a situation where I need the advice of a friend. I send three messages, to three different people. These are people with a huge life experience, brave and smart, and they have my boundless trust. All three respond immediately. After a few minutes, the answers start to arrive, as well as suggestions to switch to the video call. They did their best to help me with everything I needed. Such actions give life the value of living, right? I am a happy man. So much…

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The sound of scratching paws on the door makes me open my eyes. Oh God, will I ever get enough sleep? The water is too cold, washing the face, it hurts. Turn on the water heater, horse. Will biscuits and milk keep me full and for how long? No matter, it's the fastest solution. Control in the bus. I don't like them. Espresso in a cafe, standing at the bar. Stupid music. Go Ivan, get moving. A tour of dream sellers, who look at me strangely when I ask them for advice. The…

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Svima koji danas slave Sv Arhangela Mihajla, po pravoslavnom kalendaru, želim srećnu slavu. Želim vam puno sreće i zdravlja. Mir i ljubav neka budu u vama. To all those who celebrate St. Archangel Michael today, according to the Orthodox calendar, I wish a happy celebration. Good luck and good health to you and your families. May peace and love be in you.

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My friend's father passed away. May he rest in peace. Such moments, when the the inevitability of death and the uncertainty of life are realized, always put me in the mood when I become aware of the true value of the present. I become aware of the true values ​​of life. And I keep asking myself if I understand the happiness of living enough. Do I understand enough the value of ordinary everyday things, which we spontaneously get used to and accept lightly. What is it in the…

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Apologies to everyone. It seems that all the hearts I marked using a computer are not registered as marked. I am currently using the phone and when I look at the posts where I marked the heart it remained unregistered. I don't understand why. Who knows how long that takes? Does that have anything to do with the fact that I don't have a computer in my wallet as a registered device? I do not know. I just don’t want you to think I’m not following and reading your posts. Stupid…

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Amazing how time flies. As you turn around, the year has passed. Here is another indication of that claim. One of the family members has to get a new wardrobe, because he has grown, and to be honest, he has gained weight, and now we can't put on a sweater. 🤭😊 (Shhh, I wouldn't want her to hear me). Lola, dog sausage 🤭, smart and dear soul. Song: Sunflower Lola https://youtu.be/JaU1yEWNl-g Dedicated to all Lolas of past, this and future worlds. ❤️ Thanks @Yelenab for…

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Gray everywhere I look. A fragile umbrella does not protect me from the rain carried by the wind falling from all sides. I go down to the city center. A large number of obligations. I practice in advance how to say the most dignified "Sorry I'm late with the payment. Thank you for not suing me." In vain. I'll look embarrassed anyway. I know. The only thing that has kept me normal for some time is the constant thought of you. I can almost physically feel you next to me. I try…