Trust the Timing of Your Life
'Time' a simple word can much more things than it seems. Time can do everything even the most unexpected thing. Time can break, time can make. Time can heal, time can give wounds. There is a perfect beauty and gift hidden in this small word but for can wait patiently, who can use time perfectly and wisely. Here is something which I'm willing to write for today's topic where we can see 'Time' can do Everything we want but first of all we have to wait for that time.
Wait patiently strong souls because things will get definitely better oneday. Now it might be stormy and vague but you know what__ it can't rain forever.
Allah, the Almighty has a perfect timing for everything. Never too Late___Never too Early. Somewhere, something great is waiting for you. I know it takes lots of patience and lots of faith to wait but believe me this waiting for of yours will reward you with something great.
A Good Life Needs some Bad Days
Sometimes we need some bad days because it helps us to truely appreciate and understand the value of good days.
If there is no thunderstorms then we could never see the mysterious beauty of Rainbow. There is always light after darkness. We all have to fight through some bad days with patience and hope in order to earn the best, brightest days. It's totally okay if today was not your day. Keep the hope. The powerful Sun also sets just to rise again with new power, new charm ,new beauty .
It is okay to not always be okay. You can't do anything, you can't control anything but sometimes all you can is accept that bad day. Only then you will be have some good days when you will feel better and light. There will be some days when You will be able to breath again just like before. Everything is temporary so your bad days, negetive thoughts, heavy feelings too. You don't need to be worried for having some bad days but you can do one thing, Don't let a temporary bad day make you feel you have a bad life.
Your bad days makes you strong, brave enough to tackle every single obstacles. Remember, good days only gives us temporary happiness but our bad days gives up the precious experiences and endless lessons for permanent which we can use to build a better and bright future for us. So don't regret for having some bad days, coz bad days don't lasts forever but the lessons your learn from your bad days, it lasts for ever. You're bigger, braver, stronger than you think and feel. So don't put extra burden on yourself. Just enjoy each and every day with same energy and enthusiasm.
Good Things Takes Time
The most powerful thing one can do is to be patient while things are unfolding and showing their true colors for you.
Our life is totally unpredictable and uncertain. Everything can show their real magic at any time. It's not like that , you wake up one morning and see all the things have changed, all your pains, longings has gone , it is totally impossible to happen. Every single things needs proper and enough time to happen, it can be days after days, sometimes it can be months or several years. All you need to wait patiently only then out bitter sorrows, our poisonous agonies moves over and will create a little more unexpected space for your upcoming joys, good days, happiness, giggles and many more good things.
We have to accept every moments , it doesn't matter bad or good coz everything helps us to be composed gorgeously and beautifully. Be patient because good and happiness comes to those who wait. When everything goes against your expectations then instead of giving up, wait and accept those things coz these things will bring our best version one day. Such as caterpillar takes time before becoming a beautiful butterfly. Flowers needs time before becoming a gorgeous part of nature.
Our life is like those tiny saplings which we see everytime which needs to time. The more we care... The more we love... The more we wait... The more we give time... The more our uncertain life will be enriched with best things and flourished with joys. Give yourself proper and enough time to grow like those small saplings.
You Don't Need Words to Show Someone Your Care
The line which I have written above is pretty much true coz we don't need any word to show our affection, our care, our love which we have engraved in our heart for someone in actual. The one who loves you truly will show their love and care with their actions not only with their fragile words. Because sometimes we are totally capable of making someone fool with our words , we are able to cheat something with our words. We need to understand when someone truely cares about you, they will use their all energy and strength to make you feel happy, cared, heard, seen, loved, not to make an lame excuse. People will always say they care for you, they love you but these means nothing until they prove it. Coz at the end of the day, we all utters pretty and sweet lies . Everyone will say they care for you but you are the one who knows the truth , so don't deceive yourself by the sweet quoted sour lies. You have to remember, **'Action Speaks Louder than Words.'** If you think no one loves you, cares for you then remember the right person has not yet come into your life to truely love you and care for you. Wait for that special person and for that special day and embrace those person who have care, love for you , they are none other than your parents . Don't lose them even your dream.
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`Irene 6.18pm 09.01.2022 Lead Image Source :— Unsplash.com`
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How was your day Dearies?? I assume that you were having a great day along with a blessed and happy health.
Thank you sooo much for being here with me and giving your precious time, support and love.
I will be ME again
Do you Believe in ghost or demons? You may think these creepy things are childish and nonsense things to believe but I do believe in these things. I do believe demons and ghost exist, they are living with us next by our side.
When I was just a mere kid, I accustomed to believe in demons, ghosts, fairies, mermaids even now. I even told my mother that 'A huge hairy monster is dweeling under my bed. I can't sleep. I can't take all these things anymore. This monster is constantly making me fragile & weak by sending me nightmares each and every night as a cursed gift as if I'm a cursed princes like Aurora.'
No one believed me even my parents. They thought I am lying that time . They thought I am making up some fantasies just to please my hungry brain. I could prove my words but I didn't with the help of my sick mind and body.
I believe as we got older the monsters crept from under our bed to inside our heads but My mom used to tell me that there are no monsters under my bed. Days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months, months turned into years when I realized I am totally agreed with what my mom said to me and I'm really grateful towards her but I do hate her for not warning me and telling me that sometimes demons sleep inside our head instead of sleeping under our bed in the form of anxiety, stress, worry, anger, expectations, you heard it right often our extra expectations can acts like demons they can hurt us, they can tear us apart, they can destruct us badly and sometimes monsters came into our life dressed as people who claim to love us and announce their impure, filthy love for us more than our parents, more than our own selves.
I have met innumerable monsters in my life and now it seems that I'm becoming one of them day by day by swallowing all the negetive energy and posion like words. Now, I want to stop this process. Now, I want to breathe the fresh air again. I want to tell myself it's okay to become a demon though I was worried that time but I just chose to feed the good soul of mine and every I kept believing that every demon has a cure so I have to wait patiently for that magic like cure to happen for me. I want to live again in this beautiful world because it's never too late to live again Happily. I just want all my secrets back. I don't want anyone to know everything about me and every side of mine. My thoughts are trying to tangling me and I don't want to die. I just want to sleep peacefully just for once.
Sometimes you can surrounded by people and still you can feel lonely. Sometimes you can surrounded by happiness and still not feel happy ___ this is totally okay.
Our life is so short but it carries a ocean of feelings and emotions and it seems I'm drowning in this fiery ocean created by me and no one can't save me from dying.
It seems I'm living in a crystal clear huge bubble from where I can see everything easily but I can't feel or smell or touch. It seems I'm a slave of my emotions. It seems I can't keep the eternal fire of mine burning inside me because now it seems I'm out of fuel.
In my past, I was alone though I used to afraid to be alone but one-day after a lot I won against my fears and became more strong than ever. When everyone left me one by one until now I had not always been that strong but I decided to build up my weak soul strongly. Not everything that is faces can be changed and nothing can be changed until it is faced.
My father once told me that 'If you dream something then Dreams can true' but I think he forget to add and mention that 'Nightmares are dreams too.'
Tonight I'm nothing but a floating dreamer. I'm floating hither and thither. I'm going to up, up and up , I don't want to stop.
Am I making any sense? I think NO. I don't want to make any sense tonight. I just want to put all my worries, sorrows, creepy thoughts down. I can't hold them anymore, I'm exhausted. I wish some nights can stay forever , I don't want to lose this night anymore, I don't want to lose this opportunity anymore, I don't want to lose this ME anymore. I just want to grab this night and hold for the rest of my life.
I want to say everything tonight but sigh!! I can't. I know, Nothing can hunt us like the things which we don't utter. I'm unable to bind all my thoughts. Maybe my words are not making any sense tonight but I hope & believe it will make sense someday. I want to forgive my self I was then tonight and want to say 'It was not your fault for trusting everyone and sharing all your secrets with all.'
I want to put an end here ...
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I hope you all are doing great and enjoying this wonderful day to the fullest. I assume and believe you all are fit and fine both mentally and physically.
Thank you sooo much for being here with me. Thank you sooo much my lovely readers, co-writers, commentators, upvoters, subscribers and Rusty.
Wishing all of you a sweet and wonderful night.
Irene 6.58pm 07.01.2022 Lead Image source :— Pixabay.com
Start Being Yourself
How are you my lovely and handsome fellow writer? How is your day going? I assume that you all are doing well, your day is also going great according to your wish. Wishing you and your family a great health and wellness.
Allow me to delve into today's topic of mine without farther delay.
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We all have pasts. The difference is Some of us has beautiful past and some of us has worst past. We all made some choices maybe they were not the best ones but still we have the right to start our life from our worst experience. Whatever past you came from, whatever mistake you made , you don't need to go back to your unchangeable past.
One need to believe in the magic of new beginning because it is the most beautiful, powerful & wonderful among all. Never be afraid to start your life again. This time you are starting your life from your experiences not from your mistakes so you don't need to be worry.
Please stop hating yourself for everything you were and are not and start loving yourself for everything that you truely are. We need to remember that we can't go back and change our beginning, our blunders no matter how much we try but we can start our life where we are now and change the ending.
Free yourself from the slavery of your mistakes which you made in your past. Every day is another golden opportunity to start over. By thinking we often create troubles that are not even exist there. Please stop doing this , AND ___
Take a deep breath... Dust yourself off. Start all over again.
But before starting your life afresh and anew you have to remember something____
Don't Waste Your Time on People who Don't Value Your Efforts
We are making the same mistakes over and over again. Even after bearing and getting lots of agonies, privations we never give up this bad habit of ours.
Our life is limited and we all have to understand before it's too late. We need to understand we can gain nothing but endless pains, miseries by living our life according to someone else's opinion, by wasting our precious time on wrong and unworthy people.
Don't let yourself become like a tiny insect that easily gets caught in a spider's cobweb. Don't let the noise of others knocks your inner and worthy voice down. If you continue to waste your time on people who don't even care for you, who don't even value your efforts then one day you will lose your own self.
Our life is really short and limited to waste our precious time on people who don't even appreciate us, who don't love us.
Whether we want or not , sometimes we have to accept the reality, the harsh truth and try not to waste our time on the wrong people.
Spend your time on those people who loves you unconditionally, who makes you feel worthy & special and don't waste your time on those people who only loves you when the conditions are right for them, when they needs something from you.
You have to remember __**"Not All Flower Produce Fruit".**
Don't Use Your Energy To Worry
Most of our times , we use our energy on other in order to please them, in order to make them happy instead of ourselves. Often we open the closed doors of our heart to the wrong people very quickly & tell all our deepest, darkest and hidden secrets and end up with heart breaks.
Don't sacrifice your soul, your energy, your peace trying to prove yourself right to others. Don't sacrifice your strength, your energy to worry for your mistakes instead of this ***'Use your energy to glow, grow, dream, hope, trust.***
One need to understand our past has no power over our present and future. So focus on the things you can control and change & let the rest go.
Keep the Good Ones Close to Your Heart
Nowdays, we are trying to collect a huge crowd of people like lifeless goods without thinking farther. We forgot that it doesn't matter how many friends and relatives we have in our life but how many honest and loyal people we have if counts.
Always keep something beautiful, something incredible, something special in your heart. Always try to cherish those people who are healthy and good for your soul and leave rest behind who are toxic for your soul.
Keep the honest people close to your soul. Just remember, those people who loves you truely will never leave you even if there are hundred reasons to give up, they will try their best to hold on and on the other hand those people who hates you silently will never be with you even if there are millions of reasons to hold on. So don't be hard to yourself and don't belittle yourself for the mistakes of others.
It really doesn't matter about others as long as you made your own choice and are happy that's matters the most so don't listen to anyone who is trying to discourage you.
**STOP BEING THE SHADOW OF OTHERS, START BEING YOU.**
Love yourself first because at the end of the day you will see all you really have is only your own self so don't rely on someone else too much
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I'm not an expert in advising so let me seek your pardon and criticism ( I'm taking both positive and negetive criticism in order to make myself more matured in writing) .
If you like this then please show some love as usual.
Thank you sooo much my lovely and gorgeous readers, commentators, upvoters, subscribers, and Rusty.
Allow me to stop my writing here.
Wishing you a very good and wonderful night
`Irene`
`8.52pm`
`05.01.2022`
An Ode to My First Love
It's been almost 17 years from when I first saw your glowing and gorgeous face. I fell in love with you on an instant. It was my 'Love at First Sight'. Though I can't describe my relationship with you but I guess my relationship with you is a snail's to it's own shell. You're present in me and I'm nothing without you. Maybe I am little bit weird, little bit dumb, I know nothing except how to love you with all my heart, how to save you from the evil eyes.
In my past when I was decaying, withering with time, you are the one who saved me, who saved my fragile soul from dying. Finally I found a glimpse of hope now through your presence. After billions of setting moon, you are the first person who accepted me as the way who I am. You never fails to give peace to my wounded soul. I have found someone as if a wanderer has found a permanent shelter to rely . You made me forget all my pains, longings as if you casted an amazing effect on me. You taught me how to live again. With you beside me, the world seems a beautiful place.
Now I do not want to go far away from you. With you every pains seems pleasant sweet and bearable. Your smiles, your presence, your every breathe, your every heartthrob are my strength. I have got hope, inspirition , strength, courage, reason to live from them only. Maybe this world can show cruelty to me but my one and only safe harborage is your arms.
I can't deny that my confined heart started to beat aloud when you entered into my lonely life for the very first time. My life has become more beautiful than before. Though we are living in two different bodies but I'm sure that we got one soul.
I had nothing to do but to decay over time but you gave me a new reason to live. I'm happy that somehow by the blessings and mercy of Almighty Allah, I have found an eternal love in this temporary world. I was feeling lonely, I had no idea that someday Allah, the almighty will create a soul just for me on whom I can rely on my worst days, with whom I can share my deepest and hidden secrets.
I think I am becoming greedy day by day coz now I can give up all the things which I currently have but I can't give you up even in my dreams. I think because of I have nothing precious but YOU.
You're the one who can hear all my longings, my pains, my troubles, my untold desires and dreams. I don't know why you don't hesitate to give all your good fortunes, all your achievements, all your prayers, all your happiness to me. I'm so unworthy and poor soul that I can't give you anything. I'm not perfect but I can love you because it is the only thing I'm capable of doing.
My hungry eyes always wants your presence. You have made me enchanted with your heavenly presence. Now it seems so difficult for me to breath. I can't stop thinking about you. I do hate love but I want to fall in love with you each and every moment.
I thought there is no one who can save my devastated soul but I was wrong. You were and are always there for me. I tried my best to resist myself from Loving you but the more I try not fall in love with you the more I am falling in love with you again and again .
You are the perfect and exact answer of my prayers. There were and are lots of moments I could and can not live with you but this absence of yours can't take away or hide or burry my love for you. Every single person read the beautiful, the shinning first page of my life but you're the one who have read the whole story of my life.
You're the one who never fails to make me happy, to make me feel worthy, to make my path smoother , to make my life beautiful. I can't disapprove that there was no quarrel between us but those quarrels, arguments, arrogance, couldn't stopped us from falling in love with each other.
You gave me the strength to walk on that path on which I always wanted to walk,you gave me the strength to realize that I can do anything, I can be anything. You know me better than myself.
I used to see myself through the eyes of others but you gave me another pair of eyes by which I saw my real value, shinning and precious soul of mine.
When I was enchanted by the evil forces you were there to protect my soul from becoming a slave. That time I realized my own past, my own heart were not mine but you were the one who were there by my side. You gave me the eyes and heart to see and feel my hidden wings . You gave me the courage to learn that I am bigger , braver than my fears.
Because of you, I can face my own soul after so many years. I can feel my own heartbeats after so many years. I used to feel incomplete but after having you I got half of my being , you perfected half of my being by just existing in my life.
You're the one for whom my life was seeking for. Now I can stop searching here with peace. After having your love, I got new life , new feelings. I don't know what you have done me and at the other hand I don't want to know the reason.
I know I can't show my gratitude, my love towards you just by weaving some words step by step but even after this I want to thank you.
Thank you for completing my incomplete life. Thank you for giving me the courage to face my own self. Thank you for filling my lonely life with love and care. Thank you for healing my scars. Thank you for fighting for me. Thank you for always standing by my side.
Thank you for being born for me. Thank you for being born as half of my being. Thank you for being born as my bestest friend. Thank you for being born as my first love. Thank you for being born as my real life angel. Thank you for being born as my guide. Thank you for being born as my savior. Thank you for being born as ointment to my wounds. Thank you for being born as my **Sister**.
Though I don't even think it is possible yet I will try to pay all my debts to you.
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Lemme finish here as I got my 2nd dose of vaccination for this reason I'm not feeling well. I am suffering from mild fever (since yesterday yet I showed my braveness by taking 2nd dose 😑) as well but even after this I wanted to write because I did nothing all day long except lying on my bed as a coma patient and resting so I was feeling bad because of my inactivity and unproductivity.
I tried my best to sum up all my running thoughts.
`Thank you for being here with me and giving your precious time.`
`Thank you for your support and love. Thank you sooo much my lovely readers, commentators, upvoters, subscribers, Rusty.`
`Now I am done for today, hope I will be able to be back here.`
`Wishing you a very good and blessed night Ahead. Don't forget to take care of yourself and your family. Don't forget to dive into the realm of dreams at time.`
`Irene`
`8.29pm`
`04.01.2022`
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When I was a Kid...
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When I was a kid__ I stole money
This is one of the worst and best thing I have ever done in my past. Still I can't understand whether I should have to regret or to celebrate that foolish act of mine. I'm very sensitive kind of person since my childhood and no matter how hard I try to control myself I always end up with believing Everyone without thinking at least for once. I don't even think they can lie to me. Let me explain you why I'm telling this. I was only 8 years old kid and my sister was 5 years old then when we met a female begger, at that time only I and my sister were in our house. That stranger came to our house and told us that she is out of money, she has nothing and now she badly needs money to feed her & her family otherwise they will die starving. My sister is more mature than I , she told me that 'Look at her behavior, at her attire , she doesn't seem that she needs Money. She is simply trying to fooling us'. I did not listen to my sister's warning. I stole almost 6 thousand INR from my father's wardrobe and gave that lady along with my gold ring which I was wearing that time. After a couple of days, I heard the truth about that lady and I felt so ashamed for my behavior that time , I can't even say in words. I was worrying by imagining about the situation and what can happen to me when my parents will learn about my childish behavior but my parents taught me that I should not believe someone blindly and how harmful it is to blindly believe in everyone instead of beating me. I'm still grateful for that mercy of my parents which they showed me. That day I learned a great lesson. It is good to believe everyone but we have to be more mature, more wise, more careful before believing someone.
...Slapped my Sister :—
It's common and normal to begin a unnecessary fight between siblings , we don't need any proper reason to start a quarrel. Siblings are our most favorite, inseparable enemies, we can't live without them and at the same time we can't live with them too.
Where we were kid , we( I and my sister) used to fight over very small things . Our most common reason to start an argument was ___"T.V. Remote ". The one of us who could grab and take the remote first, could watch the TV as she wished for the whole day and other have to obey her every decision. As usual, one day My sister grabbed the remote before me, for this reason I slapped on her face with all my energy as a result instantly she fell from bed and got some minor injuries. I felt so ashamed and guilty that time seeing her bloody little & glowing face, I was thinking it would be really better if I can hide myself somewhere that day. After that tragedy, we became each other's bestest and inseparable friends untill now.
...Ate Chalks :—
I don't know why I'm so weird since my childhood even now , it is beyond my understandings & imagination. When I was scarcely one or two,my mother was trying to teach me how to write for the first time and unbeknownst to my mother I ate two or three small pieces of Chalks for the first time. I continued this bad habit of eating Chalks for almost two long years until my mum found out. Now I have no doubt why I often suffer from stomach ailments.
...I wanted to become an Astro-Physicist:—
When I was a kid, I used to stare at the sky, just like a spellbound person, specialy at the sparkling and glittering night sky and make lots of untold fantasies in my mind instead of going to sleep. Although, I was afraid to sleep by the window _my love and passion for space never let me down to my fears. I have spent countless nights without sleeping just to observe and enjoy the glowing and mysterious scenario. My love for space was so strong that I never felt sleep deprived. Now, it is not worthy to write about that love which I had few years ago.
There are lots of stories crawling and creeping in my mind but Now I want to stop the dancing fingers of mine here as my fingers and brain are feeling tired( without any proper reason). Someday I will be sharing something more interesting stories I guess.
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2 new days has already passed and another one is going to lose it's very own existence and still I'm fighting against both laziness and dizziness. I just hope I will be able to conquer against these two enemies of mine.
How are you holding all the things up? I wish your day is not like mine, unproductive and unworthy filled with idleness .
`Thank you sooo much for being here with me. Thank you for your support and love. Thank you sooo much my readers, commentators, upvoters and Rusty too.`
`Irene`
`4.00pm`
`03.01.2022`
365 Days__365 Opportunities
It is not worthy to write about the happy vibes , uncontrollable excitement which we are feeling and enjoying today.
Finally, another new year has come just to give us another new chance to start our life in a new way with lots of zeal, happiness and lots of desires & hopes hidden in our heart.
Now it's time to start something new, something worthy and this year we need to trust on the magic of beginning. Nothing specifically extraordinary and Special thing has happened to me this year but I have gained lots of love, care and lessons which are much more valuable than precious gems.
We can't control anything but we can just hope for best and positive thing because we have the right to hope for better. May 2022 be the year that you receive everything you have been waiting with patience.
What I learned this year?
There is a long list but I can't write all the lessons I have learned this year but I can write some of them.
This year, I learned how to stay close to those people who never bothers to shower me with the warmth and aroma of their love and affection and how to stay away from those people who never fails to give their poisonous words.
This year, I learned how to find out and see positivity and good things even in most negetive things and people.
This year I learned that people will leave us even if they have promised a billions times they won't, don't believe them.
This year, I understood no amount of guilt & regrretment can change our past and no amount of anxiety & tension can change our future.
This year, I learned now I don't have to be perfect but I can be good , I can be better version of myself because the word 'Perfect' is imperfect and a myth itself.
This year, I learned it's important to take care of myself, it's important to love myself before other people.
This year, I learned my faith should be bigger than my fears because fears are nothing but a hindrance which is stopping us from achieving our goals.
This year, I learned to love and live the present moment because regrets and embarrasment can be counted later.
This year, I learned we need to believe on ourselves, when we will start to believe that we are our own magician, we just have not realized this eternal truth , when we start to see the magician inside us only then magic will happen.
We can't deny that this year gave us lots of Insecurities, sorrows, heartbreaks, pains , some of us have lost their close ones but at the same time this year gifted us lots of good, blessed and great things too.
I can't say that this year always gave me happiness, amusements, pleasure coz sometimes I thought It would be great to get rid of everything and everyone and just to get lost in an unknown place where I don't know a single soul.
Every single person has a secret world inside their broken soul which they wants to hide from everyone. I too have maybe thousands secret world where I used to crawled in my worst nights. This year I was so immature and stupid that I believed if I say all my pains , all my longings aloud to someone then I can get rid of them but I was wrong. By sharing your secrets, by saying your weaknesses to someone we can't diminish our pains but this foolish act of ours can increase our pain.
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The people are so funny here ,first moment they will tell you that you're like a flower, gentle and beautiful, and the next moment they will hurt you, they will pick you , tear you apart, and left you to wither and die.
I was so scared this year to choose what I love and want just because I was forced to give up my happiness thinking what people would say then my mother told me that **" If something makes you happy and content then it does not have to make sense to others too"** this is one of the most precious advice I got from my mother this year.
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I never make promises even to myself because I am not that good at keeping and fulfilling my promises. But even after this I have to set some goals which I want to work on this year.
Self -Confidence , this is the only thing I need to work more. Because I have lost lots of things this year due to my lack of confidence. This new year I want to build a whole new empire of self confidence because I know my value doesn't decrease based on someone's inability to see my real worth.
This year I don't want to look at myself through someone else's eyes. This year I don't want to apologise to others for their faults. This year I want to wear my self confidence, I don't want to doubt myself. This year I want to make my life only mine not others by giving all my priorities to only myself. This year I want to do everything what I was afraid to do.
I don't know I will be able to keep my promise or not but I don't want to disappoint myself by not setting any goals in this new year that is why I want to engrave something precious for my upcoming life.
This year I want to less worry because this is the worst thing I did and for this I got a ill mental and physical health and still I'm suffering from this . I have to understand that by worrying we can't solve tomorrow's troubles but it can takes away today's peace. It is sad that my anxiety kept me and keeping me away from enjoying thing as much I needed and should to enjoy. I don't want to that ME again. I know I can't control my thoughts from popping up in my dizzy mind but I will try to stop them from controlling myself. I hope I will be able to less worry this year.
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**Some reminder for myself (You can follow too if you like them)**
**1.**I want to make peace with my past because it can destroy my present as well as my upcoming future.
**2.**This year I will not allow myself to soak other's judgment and I will not live someone's opinion because what others think of me is none of my business. I will not punish myself for someone else.
**3.**I will give enough time to myself to heal and bloom. Everything and everyone needs time to prosper, to bloom I will not deceive myself from this blessing.
**4.**I have to understand that no one can't be the reason of my happiness except my own self and I will find my happiness within me.
**5.**I will not compare myself to others because we all are different from each other and that is how we all were created so it is better to work on myself instead of comparing me with others.
**6.**I will not think or worry too much because sometimes it's okay not be okay, sometimes it's okay not to feel okay, sometimes it's okay not to know all the answers, sometimes it's okay not to achieve everything.
**7.**This year I want to be gentle with myself, I want to remind myself that I'm doing my best that I can , I'm giving my best efforts. I just need to give myself enough time.
Now we all have 365 Days & 365 Opportunities, so let's grab this huge opportunity to change our life positively and gorgeously.
I wanted to start my new year by treating myself with lots of love and sweets that was why I treated myself with my most favorite cake made by myself. Finally, I made something for me , believe me it was delicious 😅 I didn't expect that I have the ability to prepare a cake because I never tried this thing s but now I did.
In this era of advanced technology, I still love to wish people (friends and family) by giving them greeting cards as I believe it is better to give them your own thoughts written by your own hand instead of sending messages.
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I want to finish today's article here as I'm not feeling well and I need to take care of myself as I promised myself.
Let me ask you yours condition___. How are you? How is your day going?
I hope you all are doing your best and enjoying your day.
Wishing you a good health and a peaceful sleepy night.
Thank you sooo much for reading my article and giving the precious time of yours. Thank you sooo much my daily and new readers, commentators, upvoters, Rusty.
A special thanks too sis @Talecharm for putting her trust on me and giving me your generous sponsorship.
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`01.01.2022`
`9.37pm`
`Irene1`
The Language of 'Love'
We all are familiar with the word "Kindness" but are we kind to anyone even to ourselves?? We never tried to be kind to ourselves at least I never tried to nurture this feeling I don't know about others. After suffering a lot, after going through from lots of things I tried to cultivate the seed of Kindness. Believe me this is the sweetest and greatest fruit I have ever got.
*Kindness is like the warmth of Sun which gives us the feeling of pleasure in our winter like state.*
*Kindness is like the light which brightens our darkest days.*
*Kindness is like ambrosia which heals our deepest and most secret wounds.*
*Kindness is like that star which show us our path in our darkest nights.*
*Kindness is like motherly affection which soothes our soul.*
*Kindness is like the cold breeze which gives us comfort in our most uncomfortable state.*
*Kindness acts like Sun, as Sun can melt a huge pile of glacier just like this our Kindness can melt someone's brutal and inhuman personality.*
*Kindness works like Key , it can unlocks many doors.*
We never know the true impact we have on those around us. We never know our simple act of Kindness, some Kind words of ours, a small smile of ours can help someone to gain peace of mind. We never know how much someone needed our long hug or a small conversation.
Don't wait for the perfect time to show your kindness because there is no perfect time for showing your precious kindness. Don't wait for someone else to be kind first. Don't wait for the perfect environment for giving your kindness to someone because we have no idea about how much someone needs our kindness.
*Kindness* is the most wonderful and amazing gift , you could ever gift someone. *Kindness* heals our wounds, it turns our darkest & saddest days into brightest & happiest one, it brings us together. '*Kindness*' is the most precious ornament one can ever wear.
In a world where you can be anything, Be kind because it takes the same to become a cruel person, to become a pessimist so instead of taking those negetive personalities which hurts others along with yourself, try to become Kind. 'Being Kind' is the simpliest way to tell someone that there is love to be found in this world.
*Be the reason someone smiles. Be the reason someone feels loved. Be the reason someone feels worthy. Be the reason someone believes in the existence of goodness. Be an encourager. Be the person who never hesitates to help others.*
It costs you nothing but you can change someone's life. Your little acts of kindness can make biggest differences. If you have any chance to make someone happy then go for it without thinking too much. We can't see other's silent and invisible struggles, sufferings , longings but we can help them to diminish their longings and sufferings . We don't need to put tons of makeup to look beautiful but our little acts of kindness can make us the most beautiful and charming person in the world no matter how we look.
To be kind is more important than to be beautiful because we need more kind people to create a better & beautiful world to live freely and happily. *'Kindness'* is the greatest & most precious gift you can ever give to someone. If someone is in need then try to lend your helping hand, try to utter some kind and generous words to them. If someone is suffering from inside show your kindness to them without expecting anything in return. We need to understand that true act of Kindness lies within the act of giving and showing our Kindness without having any expectations of something even a small thing in return.
*Kind words are like honey. Kind words can make us feel loved. Kind words can make us motivated. Kind words can motivate us, uplift us. Kind words and Kind people both are* *healthy to our soul and heart.*
Just think, if speaking kindly to plant can help them to grow healthily then imagine speaking kindly to human beings what can actually do. We can leave and share our goodness, our love, our affection, our compassion behind us in the form of our kind act and kind words.
Even the tinniest acts of kindness can make a vast impact on someone's life and can change someone's bad character into a good one. Your Kind words and Kind acts costs you nothing but it can change our whole world positively and gorgeously.
"Every Act of Kindness is Charity" __Prophet Muhammad (PBUH).
I believe in this line and I also believe every **'Charity begins at home'.** So don't forget to show your kindness to your own self first because you can't share anything, you can't give anything what you don't have . You can start sharing your act of kindness with the person nearest you, and remember the nearest person is **YOU**.
None of us can change the world over night but we can try to change the whole world slowly by making our little contribution by showing our Kindness.
*Kindness gives us confidence. Kindness can create Love. Kindness can make a bridge between two hearts.*
Don't share your love , your care, your kindness to only human kind __try to be kind to every 'Kind'. Just remember, if you can't help someone then at least don't hurt anyone. If you can't encourage anyone then you have no right to discourage someone. The smallest act of kindness can create a great and unforgettable history. Our one simple and single kind word can change someone's entire gloomy day.
Don't hesitate to show your kindness. **Be Kind___Be Beautiful___Be the Messenger of Love and Peace...**
**Irene's Message:—** I hope you all are doing well and enjoying your day with a fit & healthy body. I hope this new year will bring lots of good news, good things to us and gift us a healthy & blessed body and mind unlike this year.
Thank you Soo much @Bloghound for showing your Kindness and putting your faith on me by giving your generous sponsorship.
Thank you Soo much for your love and support. Thank you Soo much my daily readers, commentators, upvoters and Rusty for showing your generosity and giving me your precious time.
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`30.12.2021`
`7.50 pm`
Selfish Love
'Love' is the most wonderful and beautiful feeling in the universe. Some of us already has tasted this blessed feeling and some of us has not yet tasted. I'm not talking about the love which only happens between a girl and a boy. The real meaning of Love is vast and beyond of our imagination. There is no one who can give a proper and right definition of love by using some words. We can just feel this feeling but we can't express the feeling by just weaving some words step by step. But, we can tell that Love can conquer against anything at anytime. Love can make the ugliest(I'm talking about inner beauty, not outer beauty) person into a beautiful person. Love can acts as honey,love can heal our deepest injuries, wounds but sometimes love can works like poison too. Sometimes when we add our over possessiveness in our Love then it can ruin our cherished beloved's life in an instant.
Today I'm going to discuss about a theme of an American psychological thriller film which I saw yesterday just to overcome my boredoms as I was suffering from poor network connection.
The name of this movie is '**Run**' though it is not based on a true story but there are millions of true cases like this.
It was released on November 20,2020 by Hulu but this movie was released internationally on April 2, 2021 by Netflix.
So what is the story???? Let me explain you in brief.
The movie starts with a scene when A woman, named Diane Sherman gives birth a premature baby girl whom she sees later along with us lying in an incubator.
About seventeen years have passed since then and now Diane lives a pleasant and happy life with her teenaged daughter Chloe Sherman (Sarah Paulson) in Washington.
As Chloe(Kiera Allen) was born as a premature baby girl for this particular reason Chloe uses a wheel chair for her each and every movement. As she is physically challenged that's why she need to take various medications. Though after facing lots of obstacles, she never gave up and proved herself as an intelligent, curious and very passionate girl about her studies. She has a wish to get admission in her dream land, her favourite university. As she is very intelligent, luckily she got lots of university letters but her mom Diane always hides all her acceptance letters and continue to burry and murder her daughter's dream.
One fine morning, when her mom returned from market, Chloe is trying to find her favourite chocolates in the bag of groceries and on a sudden she finds a small bottle filled with pills with a label on which Diane's name was curved. She starts to suspect her mom and for this she hurriedly tries to see and search the name of the drug(medicine) and somehow she finds her mom is giving her wrong medicines since her childhood. She breaks down in despairs and become hopeless and devastated.
To find out the reason behind giving her wrong medicines. Chloe requests her mother to take her to the movie. She pretends to go the bathroom, during the film , she makes an excuse goes to a nearby pharmacy. After insisting so many times, the pharmacist tells her that it is relexant clef Ridocaine which is meant for dogs only and if a human being takes this then It can numb a person's leg.
Shortly after this, she finds herself in a bed, locked in a room but somehow she manages to go to Diane's room by dragging herself through the roof top's window.
When she was trying to go down stairs accidentally falls and in the meantime she discovers that she now can feel her toes.
After sometime, she tries to stop a running mail truck and asks for help and he agrees instantly but her mom dragged her to take her home.
When chloe awakes from her temporary unconscious state, she finds her in the basement where she also discovers her childhood pictures where she understand everything as transparent as water, a bunch of university acceptance letters along with a death certificate for a girl whose name was also Chloe who died two hours latter her birth and a piece of torn newspaper article about a couple whose baby had kidnapped from the same hospital.
In the time of mental breakdown of Chloe, Diane make her appearance and Chloe immediately accuses her for making her sick and crippled.
Diane again tries to give Chloe injection but Chloe drinks a full bottle of poison finding no way to escape.
Again Chloe wakes up and funds out that she is hospitalized and now able to move her feets slowly. Diane tries to kidnap her finding no other path , during this action Diane is shot by the security guards.
At about seven years later, we can see that now Chloe can walk short distance with the help of a stick, she then visits to Diane and tells her that she is living a happy life with her real wonderful biological family, lovely husband and child and also got a great job too.
We can see sick and pale Diane who is in a complete bed rest due to her injuries. In the last scene, Chloe takes out a green pill which she hid under her tongue and tells Diane that she still loves her. We can see the ending of this movie here with a glimpse of Chloe with a smile and Diane with a mark of regrretment.
We can understand that Diane did all the things to Chloe as she wants to spends her life with Chloe and doesn't want to lose her. But, we can't tag this behavior of Diane as Love because Love gives us freedom , Love don't make a person it's prisoner.
Let me ask you one actually two questions??
Did Diane do the right thing?? What do you think Love is?
**Irene's Message:—** I hope you all are doing well and good and also liked this writing of mine. Let me show my immense and deepest gratitude to sisy @Jeansapphire39 for putting her trust on me by giving me her kind sponsorships. Sorry for mentioning you late.
Thank you Soo much Sis @Jeansapphire39 , my daily readers, commentators, upvoters, Rusty. You all are amazing and wonderful. Thank you for being with me and bearing my article.
This article is belongs to mine and written by myself.
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28.12.21
9.21pm
I Was Living in the Ocean of Insecurities
'Insecurity' , this particular word is a curse itself and enough to make a happy soul sad. This specific word most of the time tries to stop us from loving our own selves and evolve a feeling which makes us feel worse than everyone in every possible way.
We all have some insecurities which are dwelling within ourselves, hiding in your most deepest part of our mild heart. Maybe some people has less insecurities and maybe some people has more insecurities but we can't deny this real fact that we do not own any kind of insecurities .
Sometimes we start to curse ourselves for not fitting in the mold of society, we start to belittle ourselves, we start to think ourselves inferior and many more things.
Deep down, we all want to accept and love ourselves but for the fear of society, for the fear of insecurities which are holding us tightly in their grip like the iron shakles we can't love ourselves, we can't gift ourselves that thing which we want to gift. These are the things which are not allowing us to do what we want to do. These are the things which are not allowing us to speak what we want to speak. These are the things which are not allowing us to listen what we want to listen. These are the things which are not allowing us to feel what we want to feel.
No matter how many times we deny the fact that I have no insecurity about myself but we all know and can feel that we too have some insecurities which we are burying each and every moment, just to show the 'Fake Us' to the world.
In this article, I will be sharing about my most hated insecurity which I used to think too much and embarase myself but now by the mercy and grace of Almighty I had already conquered against my one and only insecurity. Without wasting or taking too much of yours, allow me to write today's topic.
**Choosing 'Arts over Science'**
As a passionate lover of Science, it was really painful and awful to choose Arts stream over Science , I do not know why I made this decision few years back though I had already the idea that I planted the seed of becoming an Astrophysicist in my heart. I was really good both in science and arts specially in science group since childhood but I gave my best in physics. I was always regretting for making this painful mistake and for this reason almost one year I did not study and give my best but even after this by the grace of Almighty somehow I managed to bring good grades and not only passed all the exams but also topped too. Then I asked myself, ' Why I'm doing this to myself? Why I'm ruining my future? After spending some months in pain and distress, I accept all the situation and started to read sincerely.
I believe everything happens for a good and proper reason. So instead of regretting, we should accept the situation and work hard. One day everything will make sense as you always wanted.
When I started to accept the situation, in an instant just before one month before my final exam I got Typhoid as a gift but that time I was badly crying for my illness and I was living in a Hostel all alone far away from my family and home, we all know that how difficult to live without our family when we need them specialy and badly. My condition started to get worst than before but my parents and little sister gave me lots of inspiration, hope and I gave my 12th final exam with Typhoid. I got 93.2 % that time though I had High expectations when I first saw my results I was really sad and did not eat for whole day then I understood that by starving myself, by crying badly I can not change my results so instead of crying and starving, regretting I should work hard more for my upcoming future.
I'm happy that I did not give up if I did not choose Arts then I could not find what I truely wants. Now I had buried my dream of becoming an Astrophysicist and willing to prepare for Administration Service. I hope I will be able to fulfill at least this dream of mine.
Now I'm painting my life with flying colors without regretting, now I can feel the growth of my invisible wings after loosing my most favorite thing, after living most of time in insecurity.
People will say that you can't achive anything, you can't do anything and if you take arts over Science and Commerce then you're already finished, you already ruined your bright future but you are the only one who knows these are not true, you can do anything at anytime. If you chose Arts then it doesn't mean that you're dumb or you can't understand anything, everyone has their own taste, own choice. We can't interfere in someone's personal choice or dream, we all have the innate right to choose what we want to choose. People are fooling you instead of listening to them try to listen to your small and mild voice which is screaming aloud every single second but you're trying your best to suppress that voice of yours. You're capable of everything, you just need to believe on yourself, on your dreams. I told all the things before and also telling now to myself.
I didn't and do not have any other insecurity except this which never failed to hunt me again and again and again. Why I do not have any other insecurity? To be honest, I do have, I do have many flaws and drawbacks but I did not and am not allowing them to bully my mind and heart but I could not do the same thing with my one and only insecurity that was why I suffered for almost three long years.
If we spend most of our time thinking about our flaws , our fears , our insecurities then we will not have enough time to nurture ourselves, to fulfill our dreams. So try to motivate yourself and lift yourself because no one will do that for you. Believe on yourself, believe on your dreams, believe on Almighty , you will achieve everything you had promised to yourself.
Stop explaining and telling people about yourself, about your dreams, about your aims because your life is yours not theirs so you have the right to live and love your life fully.
Irene's Message :—. I hope you likes this article. As I'm not good at weaving deep and heavy words and expressing my thoughts so I'm willing to get yours purdon and criticism. Thank you Soo much my readers, commentators, upvoters, Rusty, my two generous sponsors , really sorry for mentioning you late @BCH_LOVER and @cleophia . A big thank you to both of you for putting your trust on me and becoming my first sponsors.
Have a great night Stay safe__ Stay blessed
Irene(26.12.21)
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Paint Yourself with the Colors of Self-Love
Now days we are living in a modern era where every single person and thing is present and moving with their full motion but without any kind of Emotion. Now days,we are living in a advanced era where we always put someone else before ourselves. Now days, we are living in a magical era where we don't even bother too much or think at least for once before hurting and breaking ourselves for the sake of others.
I'm not saying that in order to keep yourself happy, Go and Hurt others ,NO & NEVER I'm just trying to say that before hurting, harming yourself think twice Because you too deserve the Best, because you too deserve Love ,Care, Affection.
We don't need to be loved by someone else ,We are enough for ourselves, our love and care are enough for ourselves. We need to understand ourselves, our heart but instead of this we are trying and giving everything just to please and make others happy blindly in vain.
We have to remember that__No matter how bright we are, No matter how chearfull we are, no matter how good we are People only eager to see our darkest side, our mortified side, our worst side then why we are trying our best, then why we are wasting most of our life just to prove ourselves, our good intentions, our true and good character to others in vain.
First of all , I'm going to tell how we should cultivate the fruit of Self-Love , I know that we all are aware and familier with this. We can't deny that we all have different thinking capacity, different perspective that's why I think I need to tell my perspective about this topic , this is the only reason behind today's topic.
Let's delve into today's topic without farther delay or wasting your precious time__
Give Yourself Proper Time to Bloom
"Time" is the best teacher and healer. I know our worst time has the power to break or knock us down easily, it also has the power destroy us , stab us but at the same time TIME has the ability to heal our wounds too, it can motivate us, lift us too. There is no one whose Life is bed of roses , where there are roses there are thorn too, we need to keep in mind this. Sometimes it's totally okay to face difficulties, to cry, to scream, to break, We all are allowed to do this things. We all have both bad and good days, just keep hope, faith and believe on yourself.
Give yourself enough time to bloom, to know, to learn, to flourish like a Bud of a Flower and you will see the most beautiful and charming flower in the world, YOURSELF. Just water yourself with Self-Love.
Do not try to compete or compare yourself with anyone. We all were differently created by Almighty, we all have different passion, different way of living , talking, we all have different likes and dislikes and most important thing we all are Unique and Special. Bloom from within. Each & Every day is a new chance, new golden opportunity to nurture yourself, to love yourself. Don't waste a single moment in vain. You're enough and capable of doing anything.
Accept Yourself First before Accepting Anyone Else
We all are eager and passionate to accept others without asking any questions but when it comes to us we start to hesitate, we start to bother. We must know that it is very important to accept ourselves first before accepting anyone else.
Accept yourself as who you are this moment. We all wants to be more and more beautiful but we are forgetting that '**To be beautiful simply means to be Yourself'.** We don't need to put tons of makeup to look beautiful, we don't need anyone to accept ourselves. **BE YOU. BE UNIQUE. BE BEAUTIFUL**.
Don't allow anyone even yourself to bully your mind and heart for your flaws and drawbacks coz we all are different from each other and there is no point to compare with each other so try to accept yourself as we all have some drawbacks and these flaws makes us unique.
When you start to see your real worth, real value You will see a beautiful tomorrow is waiting only for you just to take you to a magical realm.
Don't think that you're inferior and all the other people whom you see daily are superior than you. Just try to be yourself and you will see & meet with the most important and charming person in the world.
When you start to accept yourself as who you are exactly that moment the whole world will start to accept you too. If you can't accept yourself then why other people will do this exact thing for you?? Think carefully and wisely.
Now it's time to love yourself. Now it's time to accept yourself. Now it's time to embrace yourself. Try to fall in love with your own self,not with others who don't even think or care for you.
**Forgive Yourself for Every Mistakes**
'Forgiveness' is one of most important thing we can gift ourselves. Often we forgive others easily for their small and big mistakes but when it comes to us we don't even think to forgive our own selves, this is the most common mistake we all do most of our time.
Forgive yourself for what happened to you in your past because you can't change your past but you can change your present and future. Just take some lessions from your past and move on.
Forgive yourself for every mistakes which you made earlier, You can't alter your mistakes but you can stop yourself from doing the same thing again and again.
Forgive yourself for not being the person you wanted to be. You already had tried your best, you already have all your efforts, you already did lots of hardwork , you bore lots of pains and miseries Now it's time to give acceptance to yourself, now it's time to love yourself. You're human being too, Making mistakes is our innate habit, we can't change it but we can forgive ourselves.
You're still learning, you're still growing and remember Everything takes & need enough time to happen. Allow yourself to take and use that needed time to grow & glow. Allow yourself to fail and learn from that. We can't change what we chose yesterday but we can choose what we are doing today and will do tomorrow. So make yourself enough wise and intelligent to understand the Flow of live, the true meaning of life.
You can start everything again and again. You can learn again and again. So don't torture yourself just accept the situation, forgive yourself and move forward and work for you upcoming future.
Apart from all this points you can follow some other points too___
Love Yourself First before Loving Anyone Else because you deserve your love the most.
Appreciate yourself, your works, your deeds before appreciating others and before waiting for other's appreciation. Because if you don't appreciate yourself then no one will do it for yourself and at the same time you don't need others appreciation.
Talk to yourself just as you talk with your loved once, don't feel lonely because you have Yourself.
Cherished yourself, your passions , your hobbies just as you cherish your most favorite flower or the thing which you loved the most.
**Irene's Message :—**
These points which you read above are the fruits of mine thoughts so if you can't agree with these then let me seek your purdon, I did my best and I just tried to give my viewpoints about Self-Love and what Self-Love can do to us. We all have different perspective so lemme know about your perspective and I will be really happy if you help me to criticize my writing skills and improve my writings.
I hope you're all doing great and enjoying your special day. Enjoy your day according to your own will but don't forget to take care of yourself, your family coz you all are familiar that a demon is wandering outside.
This is for today and I hope I will be able to write another article here.
Thank you for bear with me and with my article, thank you for your support, love and appreciation.
Thank you Soo much my readers, subscribers, upvoters ,commentators and a special thanks to Random Rewarder for noticing me and gifting me.
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Irene(25.12.21)
A New Adventure added in my Life
Hello World!!! How are you ? I assume that you all are fit & fine and doing your great and best by the mercy and blessings of Almighty.
Finally I'm here after winning against a huge pile of questions, insecurities. I'm feeling already blessed and happy as I'm going to be a full time Member of Read.Cash, a wonderful & amazing site.
As this article is going to become my first ever article in Read.Cash so I thought I should give a very brief introduction about myself coz it is really important and effective step to build a new family.
Allow me to introduce myself. I'm Irene , I'm first born child in my family out of two, luckily I am blessed with a sweet, supportive little sister who is my strength and best friend too.
Currently I'm pursuing my under graduation in English Literature and I'm willing to join Administrative Service after completing my graduation.
I'm passionate & curious about almost every single things especially nature and a about those things which are related to nature as they attracts me the most. My curiosity pushed me to enjoy this platform actually yesterday one of my close friend told me about this site who is not here I mean she is not using Read.Cash but she has a lot of information about it and she has some little knowledge about crypto too from our that conversation I got interest and now I'm here in front of all of you.
As she is not here and not using Read.Cash that was why I thought she was trying to scam me or she is making jokes but when she explained me accurately about this site, about how this site works, about how this specific site is helping millions of people to achieve their dreams but sadly she has no time for this that's why she is not here after all this things I believed in her and now here I'm in front all of you writing my first introductory article.
**Why I Join Read.Cash?**
First of all, to be honest I'm here because I want to achieve financial freedom as I'm still independent on my parents especially on my father(My Mother is a house maker) and I hate to depend on someone the most coz I don't want to become a parasite all life long .
Second, I wanted to become writer but I'm not good at expressing my inner thoughts and at weaving words that's why I'm here to improve my writing skill. As I can't waste a single moment that's why I was not creating this account but she told me that I can do both , I can earn through expressing my thoughts which will definitely help me to earn my financial independence and at the same time it will help me to improve my writing skill , now I believe she was quite right.
Third, I'm an introvert in my real life and I can't talk to anyone at first moment though I desperately want to do as I'm truely an extrovert from my inner side so I'm hopeful that this site will help me to converse with people as I was told before that the Members of this family are very good at making relationships and friends , they are helpful so I believe I will not be deceive from this blessing too.
Fourth, I'm not good at English as we don't use this particular language in our daily lives and at the same time I'm not good at weaving deep and heavy web of words. Sometimes we all need to leave our comfort zones just to venture and enjoy another new and shiny side of our world in order to gain something excellent and magnificent. I know nothing is easy to achieve but I believe in perseverance, hard work & patience with these things "I" & "WE" can improve our inner & outer self and I believe it will help me to make a cozy place for myself in Read.Cash.
Fifth, I'm here because I can write freely whatever I wish and want coz no one knows me so I think it would be really better for me to share all my thoughts, my profound secrets to engulf all my thoughts which I used to burry and hide in the most secret and deepest graveyard,My Heart, from all people. But now I want to say those unspoken words, unexpressed emotions aloud to the world in the form of article.
**My Hobbies:—**
We all are blessed with something great and amazing things , I'm also that types of person who has lots of passions which I'm going to tell.
***1.Photography*** :— I'm really passionate about it. I love to save nature's beauty in both in my heart, eyes and my gallery. This passion of mine always push me to capture the marvelous canvas of nature ,Sky. I believe I will be able to share my clicked pictures in my upcoming articles.
***2.Gardening*** :— This is one of favorite and most cherished passion. I love to care and love those little and big saplings with my own hand. I got this passion from my mother, she is a plantita and has created her own a small but Beautiful garden in our backyard in which you can see lots of varieties of flowers.
***3. Cooking :***— I'm really in love with this passion of mine. I do love more to serve my love in the form of delicious dishes than to eat though I'm a foody person. "Sharing is Caring" , I truely believe in this line , whenever you offer something to eat to someone,that food automatically will create a bond between that two person. Sadly I'm not attaching any photo of my cooked food which I will do later.
***4.Painting*** :— I'm quite good at painting too , though I never took any drawing lessons from anywhere. When I was in 7-8 grade I wanted to become a fashion designer that's why I started to painting small designs and patterns on clothes & paper.
**What is My Future Goal?**
After creating my account,I wanted to read some articles just to get some ideas but I got some assignments to do that's why I did not do this thing so please give me your purdon for my immature article and I'm expecting that you all will help me to grow and learn more things in future. I decided some goals for my Read.Cash journey, here are some of them__
1.I want to make a comfortable & successful position for myself in Read.Cash.
2.I want to read at least 10 article per day coz it is truely important to read other's articles too if someone wants to improve their skills.
3.I want to interact with more people as it will help me to gain more family members and I'm willing to add at least 40 Membors in my family.
4.Now I'm not familiar with the 'sponsorships' but I want to add more sponsors as much as possible in my sponsors block and at the same time I want to give my sponsorships to at least 10 people within a month , let's see what happen in future.
5.I want to write articles above 3 minutes reading time and at least 20+ articles within a month.
4.I saw something about Random Rewarder so like others I too want to meet with him in my article, I'm hopeful about it.
I know I made lots of mess in my article but I just can say please bare with me coz this is my first article and I do not know about this Read.Cash too much and I wrote my first ever article today so there are huge possibilities to make lots of mistakes for this reason I'm again want to say sorry.
As I'm running out of words, I would like to stop my article here
Thank you Soo much for reading my article and giving your precious time and advices. I will work hard more in future. Thank you Soo much for your support and love.
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Irene (23.12.21//#Articls :—1//9.57pm/)
@Irene1
