@IamAndy 15 April 2021 more from that month

The whole world is dark, upside down and I can not move on or even get over it. Last Saturday I have lost my 4 months old kitten on the way to see the vet. I lost her because of my careless as that day at the vet had no parking space and needed me to park few blocks far away. I was in hurry and rush to see the vet as the clinic would be closed earlier than usual for long public holiday. I parked the car but didn't cage her and hold her with towel then walked to see the vet. She started to fear of the noises from cars along the road, then jumped out of my hands and ran to find the cozy spots underneath the engine of car that parked nearby. I kept waiting for her nearby almost 3 hours and the owner of car came out and shouted at me as afraid of me to steal her car. Later at night, I backed to that location again and saw her sat there. Once I came closer, she ran away and kept hiding. Nothing I could do only wait for another couple hours until midnight around that area as someone called the police and reported me as a stranger. I am around at that area everyday in an early morning, mid day in the afternoon, evening and at night until midnight since last Saturday to look for her and asking people nearby. During this time is Thai New Year, most of shops, restaurants and business venues in that area are normally close for one week and will be open for business as usual on this coming Monday. Nothing I can do that much only re-visit the area everyday and will hire someone to help me locate her by next week with a big reward for any leads that I can have my cat back. Feel really bad as it looks like I abandoned her. Photo credit: Lilly Emre Gencer via Unsplash #MyPets