The night view in the valley is just blinding. Different colors and lights flickering. Missing those night outs where we just walk, hands clasped along the sidewalks. Food and drink in hand. I hope we can do that again. Mom and daughter date.😊
@HyeRin in June 2021
Late night talks with my kid. I was asking her about something she did a while ago that got me amazed! "She laughingly asked me to see the screen of the lappy where she's playing roblox. Then she let me see the amount of robux she has. I waa amazed that she has 204k robux, i thought she bought it from my gcash.😅. She was laughing again and refreshed the site. Wow it's back to zero. I asked why is it like that? Then she showed me how she right clicked the mouse, clicked…
It's 45 after 1, but she's still wide awake. Train of thoughts seems circling around in her mind. She didn't exactly know why, but she feels like shedding tears at the moment. But she can't seem to bring herself to do it. The agony in these moments are freaking paralyzing. Hahaha. Kidding.😅
You're the reason I wake up everyday with a smile. The reason my life's worthwhile. I never knew it could feel like this. You're like a drug, your love I can't resist. Goodmorning self!❤ Goodmorning Noisies!🍀❤🍀
Once in a while I yearn for some feel good moments. A little drive here and there just to feel the breeze and let out some steam. Late night drives, and early ones to meet the sunrise. A sucker for romantic getaways, but dude, not now. Hahaha. One day, someday, with the person whom I'll be with forever. My daughter.😊
Been preoccupied lately. No doing faucets even if I said I'd try. I just checked the market today and it became bloody again. It's draining to be honest. Hahaha. Also add to that I have no more buying power to spare. Ah, I feel so blah! Be just reading a book in the corner. Hoping to learn much as I go deeper through the pages.+_+
when it's your first time reading a book again after a decade, you might feel sleepy, you get distracted easily, you can't get the story properly. and you have to put some more distractions by playing music while reading. what can you get if its not having an eargasm. is there even a word like that? how about eyegasm from reading. oh gosh, what am I even thinking. what about you now after reading this? hahaha. have a great evening Dear Noisies!+_+
I asked my daughter what she is doing infront of the screen. She said: I am watching my sadness away. I then asked her why she is sad, but she does not want to tell me. Haha. I asked her again, but she said she's not sad anymore.😅
My daughter's breathing. Distant music in the background. I wake up from the peaceful ambience I felt. No more unnecessary feelings. I just thank God I have another page to write my story on. Scribbles here and there but I know I'll be making a masterpiece. Goodmorning Noisies!🍀❤🍀
You felt like you can conquer the world, just the two of you. You can even win whatever battle you face head on. It was almost perfect. You almost got everything working out. But what’s pulling you down? You are being cynical again. Wondering and fearing what’s ahead of you. You always limit yourself, even depriving yourself with the emotions you are supposed to feel at the moment. You are being unfair with the other person, almost hurting him in the process every time. You…
Her Pursuit of Validation After writing my first article here, I planned to add another last May, but due to some circumstances I was not able to do so. And so I promised myself to write another due June if not July. Previously, I talked about my reluctance in writing. I know I have so many things to let out, but what’s keeping me is the approval I longed to get. Not from anybody else. But from myself. The courage to freely voice out your opinions. I shut my mouth off.…
since lightning and thunder keeps on occurring, my kid's getting scared. she came to me and asked. Is God taking a bath but then sneezed? at the end of the day, a kid always asks innocently.+_+
After taking a walk. No we just went to the store. Hahaha. We always pass by a house with caged dogs. They always bark at us whenever we pass. I don’t know what’s gotten into my daughter that she’s talking to them. Shut up dogs! I’m sorry I will apologize later. There I already apologized! Hahaha. Then she walked sassy after.+_+
Change Triggers What Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock. Time in my head seems to pound so loud. I am lying here in our bed, hoping I would be able to catch some early sleep. But it seems to be late in its visit. After waking up this morning, I already felt what kind of a day awaits me. Empty. At least an eighth of a whole ten of me only. The other two whole for my kid. A walking shell mimicking how her day was. It’s been some time that I feel this kind of worthlessness. I…
You And Me Equals One, So It’s Three! It has to be complete, right?+_+ It’s June, on a Monday afternoon. She’s sitting in front of the screen. Beside her laptop are stacks of books she intends to read, but when? Another stacks are papers she needs to sort out, to trash. Food and drinks she needs to consume, though she just ate her meal an hour before. And her phone playing music on loop. It’s cold so she wrapped herself with another warm jacket. Lucky she has a quiet…
After penning her thoughts, she let her hands at ease. She looked out the window, the fogs and clouds are cloaking the valley outside. The rain also began pouring. The sound of the rain accompanied by the wind is heard even with the music she's playing. It’s lulling her into sleepiness. It’s a cuddle weather today after all. cute.+_+
I don't think you would understand How you've touch my life and made me who I am. I don’t think you would ever know Just how truly special you are that it’s scary to let you go. I don’t think you would ever comprehend How you’ve opened my heart and showed me love is here to stand. I don’t think you would ever realize How lonely are my nights with you here by my side. TOTGA reminds. Harhar.
Her Book Yet Untitled The room was quiet, the only sound she hear is from the fan and from the keyboard keys that’s busy making a melody. Clouds loom the skies while she’s sitting there in front of the table sipping her coffee on a hot night inside their home at 2617. Beside her is her laptop, browser opened with fifteen tabs running, trying to do short links for the crypto faucet sites she’s into. To her left lays two books, brown coloured and covers worn out in time. The…
The house was quiet for a long time. And it felt like it’s too big and bleak with only four people living in it. The only time it feels more livelier is when her people comes visit. Her heart feels full. When was the last time she felt that? She can’t remember.
Beautiful Mind; Be Kind While I am here at the dining table, using the laptop. I heard muffled talking at the front door. Then here comes a man, wearing dirtied clothes and no foot wear. He asked, “Is there coffee, teacher?”. “Yes, there is. And I am not the teacher here though, mom is.” I said. He didn’t mind. Hahaha. He just comes in the house if he wants to eat or have coffee. Sometimes even when I ask him to have a meal, he just wants coffee. He’s one of our town’s…
Woke up lethargic on a Tuesday morning. Because she slept late, at one in the morning, reading some manhwa while she couldn’t catch some sleep. Had too much caffeine from the day before, I guess. The gloomy and rainy weather yesterday chilled the ambience so I bet she drank too much from what she’s used to. While still in bed, she curled and covered herself with the warm blanket because it’s cold in their room. She looked beside her, her daughter sleeping soundly, not…
Farm Life And Her Moon Grabbed a hot cup of coffee, she then went out the balcony. It is a warm and quiet night. She’s asking for rain, but she knew it’s unattainable this time. Last night the moon lighted the whole village. It’s beautiful, the picturesque view of the moon together with the scattered light altocumulus clouds around it, illuminating the land below it. But right now, she’s staring at the nothingness the night renders. The only light that is visible is from the…