Hayst, it’s raining again and my bed keeps calling me to sleep. But reality check—we’re not the children of a contractor, so yup, we need to work and work for them. 😭 Huy, what am I even saying??? WHSHHSHSHSHSHS
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First day of face-to-face class, and guess what? First day of being late. Arghhh. I shouldn’t have tried a new route in an early class—it was the worst idea ever. Because of that, I ended up almost an hour late. Good thing the professor didn’t scold me. Still, I wasn’t in the mood the whole day. Girl, I even almost got lost earlier.
I feel Loved when they still make time to visit me despite having a difficult time. Make a time to eat, talk, and laugh with me. Despite having different paths in life, they are still part of them, remembering me.
I’m torn—should I start a business or find a job? If I choose business, can I really sustain it? If I choose work, will my body be able to endure it? Or maybe I should just focus on my studies for now.
Just because someone hasn’t given up doesn’t mean they don’t need help. Will anyone step up? It’s not that no one can, but that no one chooses to. I hope you’re not blind to see that only one person is carrying everyone’s responsibility here.
Sleep on everything as if the problem goes away, like the light will go out when you close your eyes.
Here I am figuring everything out as if I will really understand it.
Finally got home after the wedding party for my brother's wedding. The trip is so tiring, it's more tiring waiting in the car going to the venue than attending the wedding, arghhh.
As someone who loves fashion, I love it when my family considers my fashion sense. WHSHHSHSHSHSHS, like every time we go somewhere, they will always ask my opinion about their looks.
Woah! Finally, we’ve met—even if it’s just through online class. I’m still really happy because, after so many months, I’m back in class again. I missed the feeling of being a student—WHSHSHSHSHSH! But yeah, I know this excitement won’t last forever. Give it a month and I’ll probably be crying over schoolwork already.
Oh my, finally!!! We have WiFi at home—no more endless waiting because of a weak data signal.
I’ve been waiting for this moment! Today’s supposed to be the first day of our school year, but the classes got suspended. Arghhh! I’ve already had enough of my vacation—I just really want to study now. I feel kind of jealous of my friends who started their classes last month, while ours was only about to start today… and yet, it still got suspended.
All I want is to lie down all day for a while because of this nonstop runny nose and headache. But still, here I am doing my responsibilities as if my body doesn’t feel any pain.
So tired, yet so fulfilled to be part of our church’s medical mission. A new experience unlocked—I got to assist a dentist and even help with cleaning tools. I also loved meeting new people (which is a big deal for my introvert self, WHSHHSHSHSHSHS).
Ugh, I can’t even make chika to my parents because of this sore throat. I can’t finish a sentence without sneezing. I hate it—my head feels so heavy. I guess I should take some medicine for now. Hopefully, I’ll feel better by tomorrow.
How do I stay when I’m the only one still standing? How do I fight when I’m the only one still fighting? Would you blame me if I slowly let my hand slip away? Please… give me a reason to hold on— a reason to keep the promise I made.
Oh my, I finally found my blockmates’ group chat! But the sad part is… it’s so quiet. Unlike other sections that are already chatting and getting to know each other, ours is silent. The one person who had the courage to start the conversation just got left on ‘seen’ by everyone. I want to try starting a topic too, but I’m afraid they’ll just ignore me as well. Should I take the risk or not?
That’s how it is—getting older makes me anxious. More responsibilities keep coming. Sometimes, I just wish I could stop time… stay young and naive a little longer. I want to rest in my mother’s arms for a while, without worrying about the world outside.
One, two, three... where are we? Where should I find my blockmates? Hmm… I’m really excited to meet them! Though, to be honest, I already know I’ll probably get tired of them eventually—after all, we’ll be stuck together throughout my entire college journey!
Arghhhh, I really hate how shy I am. I get so frustrated when I hesitate to do what I know I should. There are so many opportunities I’ve missed—just because I didn’t have the courage to act.
Up until my life will bi like this? Oh girl, I hate the way I'm living—but I just sit in it, doing nothing. Yeah... right? I just hope I find the courage to face the changes I need.
Oh wow, who is this person waking up early in the morning? Surely not me… not anymore. I used to be the master of snooze buttons, the champion of late starts. Now look at me—awake before the sun, making coffee like I have my life together. Who am I even?
When something that was once broken becomes whole again, I can’t help but feel anxious—afraid that this happiness might not last. Seeing my parents laugh, joke, and talk like they used to fills me with joy, but deep down, I fear it’s only temporary.
How does it feel? Knowing that someone is waiting for you—someone who’s willing to wait, no matter what.
Going out with my old friend brings a mix of happiness and sadness. We reminisce about the old days—how we used to laugh and enjoy life with our other friends. Now, it's just the two of us. I miss them deeply, but I guess that’s just life. No matter how much we want people to stay, sometimes they have to leave.
Not today. I'm just not in the mood. I hate days like this—when I don’t want to do anything. All I want is to lie down, do nothing, stare at the ceiling, and let my mind go blank. I’m not sad… but I’m not happy either. Just somewhere in between.
Filipino time is really testing my patience. Here I am again, waiting… Can we please try to be a little more on time?
Nothing feels better than singing your heart out—even if it’s just me, my voice, and an imaginary Grammy. I just hope the neighbors love my passion more than they mind the voice, hehe.
Patiently waiting, hoping for something new—longing to feel that same rush again, where excitement and nerves collide in a beautiful chaos. Where emotions blur beyond words. Where sadness has no place.
WHSHHSHSHSHSHS I’M SO EXCITED ABOUT MY CROCHET WEARABLE TOP! I’ve been working on it all day since I got my hook, and I’m really hoping to finish it by tomorrow. It’s turning out SO BEAUTIFUL—I'm obsessed!"