I Miss Songs In My Elementary Days
*Listen to the songs during my elementary days made my day, I remember that time when there were no toxic songs.*
This morning our neighbor played a song and I don't know the title, but I know the lyrics of the song. So I quickly went to google assistant to let him guess what song it was.
Did you know that? If you like a song but you don't know the title you can sing it or hum to google assistant and he will release what you sang.
**Selfie Song** by Jamich and Davey Langit
https://youtu.be/AHVNesY1ym8
That's the song that was played by our neighbor, ohh jamich I miss them and also miss watching their short stories. I enjoy the song like I went back to my childhood. This is the time when there is nothing toxic on social media. Because of this I thought of listening again to the old songs I used to listen.....
**Paasa T.a.n.g.a by Yeng Constantino**
https://youtu.be/W025XJSqV4A
I can't relate to this song but I always sing it to my friends when they have a crush and then they are not the crush of their crush, ouch HAHAHAHAHA. It's one of the song I sing with my friends, because they relate so much here......
**Titibi-tibo by Moira Dela Torre**
https://youtu.be/Cp_7VA7076I
I remember one of my classmates just told me that I would play the titibo tibo because I could relate to it because I'm a boyish person. Ate Moira's voice is really beautiful, one of the singers I admire. I used to watch a lot of it making music videos of this song, I miss it.........
**Dyosa by Yumi Lacsamana**
https://youtu.be/rmZueSHK6EY
When I listened to the ugly dairy movie, it's a pity I didn't know the wattpad back then because I couldn't read the ugly dairy on wattpad ....... It's really fun to listen to it HAHAHAHA........The song was famously used on tiktok last year, I guess.
**Magkabilang Mundo by Jireh Lim**
https://youtu.be/1nMngf0nUOs
I used to sing it with expression before, wait, I didn't know that Ate Donnalyn was the woman in the music video, then I just laughed at the ending of the MV .....HAHAHAHA ...... I was surprised that I still memorized the song lyrics.
**Dahil Sa'yo by Inigo Pascual**
https://youtu.be/JdSpWiUn_J0
I remember one of the song we danced at school but now I didn't know the step, I just remembered the fun and laughter when we practiced this dance. I really don't want to dance but because I like the song, so they convinced me to dance.......
**Simula pa nung una by Patch Quiwa**
https://youtu.be/JqX0puS-oCU
This is my favorite music before, even though I can't really relate because I don't even have a crush. But because Ate Patch's voice is beautiful, that's why I liked it. I'm feel like related to the song but not.....HAHAHAHAHA Sometimes it's hard to understand ourselves.
**Salamin by 420 Soldierz**
https://youtu.be/nldG8f4cuW4
I'm not really fan of rap but it's one of the rap song I like, I remember we even studied this with my friend and I memorialized it before. When I listened to it, it seemed like it was new to me because it was a long time since I listen to this song.
**Dati by Sam Concepcion, Tippy Dos Santos and Quest**
https://youtu.be/1llVoFQYoWM
This is what we often play with my friends at the computer shop and we will sing together. Then later someone will scold us for our noise HAHAHAHA I miss that..... It's really nice to go back to the past that there is no covid and no toxic song yet.......
**Tulad mo by TJ Monterde**
https://youtu.be/nYUCLJpewtU
Wait, I don't know my Ate Sachzna and Kuya Jomar, it's been a long time since I watched this, oh I thought before this is the official MV but I was wrong it's just a fan made. Ate Sachzna is one of the vloggers I watch. I remember we sang it with my male friend of mine in his crush, gosh I'm embarrassed because I remember our voice at that time was not in tone..........
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These songs, I really like it to the point I printed the lyrics, who did that too printing the lyrics? Say Hi! HEHEHE, this is the time we don't know the cellphone yet. we just printed it and then we practiced. Even if we singing out of tune, it's ok as long as we can master the song ......... I miss those times we going to the last seat of the classroom together and then we will practice there. Because of this songs bring me back in my elementary days, when me and my friends sing this songs together........
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What Is Baybayin?
Baybayin is from the Tagalog word baybay or in English is to spell. Each letter represents a syllable.
Baybayin is the ancient writing system of the filipinos. It is often mistaken that baybatin and alibata are same but baybayin is not alibata. Alibata is the Arabic Writing System 'Alifbata'. The alibata was mistaken by Paul Rodriguez Verzosa who was a teacher.
When the Spaniards did not conquer the Philippines, the coast was their writing system but the period of spanish came it was rarely used..........
There are different types of Baybayin. It is the B17, B17+, b18+ and modern baybayin.
B17
This is the oldest baybayin with 14 consonants (ba, ka, da/ra, ga, ha, ka, la, ma, na, nga, pa, sa, ta, wa and ya) and 3 vowels (a, e /i and o/u), there are 2 dots to replace *A* of the consonant to e, i, o, ou (dot above to make e/i the a and dot below to make o/u the a. This traditional baybayin before the spanish conquered the philippines.
B17+
Like b17, b17+ also has 14 consonants, 3 vowels and 2 dots but it has virama or the cross sign used to kill the vowels in consonants. You can use b17+ keyboard using Gboard. This is also what I use when writing on Cellphone.
B18+
It has 15 consonants and 3 vowels. They made ra symbol so people not to be confused with ra/da because in b17 and b17+ this symbol ᜇ can be ra or da. This is what I often use when I write baybayin on paper because it is easier to understand.
Modern Baybayin
There are ca, fa, ja, qa, va, xa, and za characters/symbols on the modern baybayin. I don't know much about the modern baybayin because I didn't study it because I don't feel I want to learn the modern and I really like the traditional baybayin and the semi modern baybayin(B18+). Most people who studying of Baybayin also prefer to write b17, b17+ and 18+ than the modern baybayin . Also it has more characters so others are confused to study the Baybayin because the modern is what they are studying.
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When I began to Study the coast?
I started got curios about Baybayin when we went to the museum where I saw the Baybayin, then I was amazed by the beautiful and unique hand writing so that's how I started watching how to write baybayin. I thought it was difficult to study this, but it wasn't hard at all. Actually, I really want to study writing systems like korean and Thai writing system but I know just a little bit.I studied Binary code and morse code too. And also I studied sign language, my friends and I used this sign language at school because we have to quite so it's the easy way to use to talk without voice or noise.
February 06 was my birthday
I'm already 15 years old
I will only have to wait 3 years to reach legal age but I don't seem ready yet because I feel like if I become I'm 18 y/o I'm too old and have many responsible......
In the morning, when I woke up, I immediately thanked God for another birthday he gave me and prayed that my day would be happy.
I really shouldn't celebrate my birthday but mama really insists even if she says only spaghetti and cake will be prepared. Will she agree not to prepare her only and only beautiful daughter HAHAHAHAHA............
So at noon, after we ate we went to the market but suddenly my left stomach hurt. So I didn't go to the market with her and I just went home. Gosh I thought I was going to faint when I was walking home, It's just that I calmed myself down so somehow it's not too painful. The more nervous I get, the more pain I get. The feeling that I want to speed up my walk so I can go home immediately but I can't because my stomach will hurt more.
Maybe because I couldn't rest after eating because after I ate we walked right away, that's why my stomach hurt........... I thought I might not be able to go to my friends house. I also can't just send them here because we just moved and they don't know yet our house.....
I'm thankful to God at 3 pm the pain in my stomach disappeared and I was able to go to the houses of my friends to pick them up. Only 3 of them went because my other friend didn't go because it's her second dose that day......
I'm happy because I talked to my friends again. We're not really active in talking on social media, but you know that, even if you don't have communication on social media, but when you see each other in person, seems nothing changed in your relationship with each other......
They complained to me because they said why didn't I update them on what's happening in my life, like when we moved and I'll be Auntie soon because my brother's wife is pregnant, I just told them yesterday....
I just don't know. I'm just not used to telling stories about what's happening in my life, unless it's necessary. Because it seems weird for me that out of nowhere I suddenly tell them like this, like that, even if it's not on the topic ... I'm like that with other people, I don't have time to find out what's going on in their lives unless they tell me......
My friends told us a lot more that we had spent the night in conversation.......
I'm really thankful to God because even in the afternoon I feel like I can't enjoy my day because of the pain in my side but it's a good thing it's gone. I'm thankful to him because I was able to celebrate my birthday again with my whole family. Even if I didn't make or buy the one I wanted to buy on my birthday, I'm still happy and I don't have anything more to ask for because I was with my whole family and my friends on my birthday ........
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I'm sorry I don't have a picture because I haven't touched my phone all day because I want to bond with my whole family and friends. I don't want to waste my time holding the cp rather than giving time to them.
I haven't been active here for 3 days, it seems like it's been a few months for me HAHAHAHA ..... It's been so busy because now the 2nd quarter will end so I have to pass all the activities .....
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I Miss Our Old House
It's been a week since we moved house and I can't help but miss our old house. We also lived there in our old house for 5 or 6 years, that's where I grew up. Even though I was tired of going up and down in that house because that house is on the 3rd floor and it was scary when there was a disaster, it became a part of my life .......
I Miss.....
***The Terrace***
This is really what I miss the most, whenever I'm sad or want to relax I go there because the right view is the sea and the wind is strong there. When that build at the school on the left was not yet built, I could still see the sunrise. It's fun here in the new year because you can see the fire works when you come here. Here we also peek when there is a fight going on down hehehehe we are a marites family eh.......... Here I also see the moon here that I post on noise.cash........
***The Window***
Who can't miss it when there is a storm this is the reason why I can't sleep because of the unstoppable flow of water here. But what I like here is that you can see the sunset here every afternoon, If you see me noise.cash I have a lot of pictures of the sunset that are posted there..... Sometimes the wind is strong in the window and this is our Aircon in the house Whahahahha ......... In the window, where we can call my brother to go home.... That's the place he's playing on the sea side........... We don't have to go down to call him, we'll just shout at him here, he can hear that, I mean mama just shouted at him (Whahaha because mama's voice is so loud).
***The Stairs***
The tiring stairs, this is the reason why we also moved because it is tiring ehh ....... But one of the things I thank god is that in the 5 or 6 years we were there, there were no serious accidents on the stairs because on the other side there is no handle to hold when you go down or you go up......... I'm going to miss it because this staircase is the reason why I'm not ordered to buy at the store but now huhuhuhu they're ordering me, my mama to buy at the store because it's not that high our new house and I won't get tired of buying at the store...........
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It's fun to remember the past, isn't it? When there is a storm, it also rains in the house and also shakes when the waves are strong, so when there is an earthquake, it seems like it's normal for us and we don't wake up hehehehe ...... When someone comes to our house, we just laugh to them because they were tired when they went up to our house.......
But we have to live in the present, BTW I'm also happy in our new house because I already have my own room hehehehe .......... I've really wanted to have my own room for a long time and I'm happy to have it me now. I can bring my friend here without bothering mama and papa.
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Herz's Birthday Wishlists
I will be 15 years old this Feb. 6, time flies so fast.........
It's a pity I can't make my birthday goal which is to buy a new phone because I have no choice but to give my money to my mom... But it's ok because that's for us....
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Why am I writing this article now? because ..... I just want to put my wishlists or I want to buy for my birthday that I hope I can buy or I can just buy even if it's not my birthday. When the flow of money to us is good....... And I'll just let you know, just in case, you know ehem, ehem, ehem charot..... Just Kidding......
**My Birthday Wishlists (I hope can I get it)**
1. New CellPhone
This is really the one I want to buy the most, because my cellphone can no longer handle the ones I'm downloading .... For my brother to have a cellphone as well, because when I buy this cellphone that I'm using now, I'll give it to my brother . I also want to make my own cover here in read.cash but my cellphone can't handle the app to edit.
2. Alegria Series Book Set
Of all the series that ate jonaxx made, the alegria series is the one I like the most, I also missed reading it because I have rules, that when I read a story on my cellphone, I can't read it on my cellphone again, I can only read it if in the physical book.......
3. Binibining Mia Books
Of all the authors, I admire her the most, she's so good at making readers cry huhuhu ,,, when I first read her book "I Love You Since 1892", gosh I was traumatized by her story a few months before I read another book of her that also made me cry.......... My wishlist is more on books, including my shopee and lazada cart, only books are in my cart with a few moths piled up there......
**4.Room Decorations**
I really want to fix my room, I really want the room to be full of black, just a simple room. I want to buy curtains, mirrors, calendars, digital alarm clocks, tables, small cabinets to store my other things besides clothes and clothes hangers. It's just like that but it's too expensive .......
5. New clothes
I put it in my 2022 goal that I made an article (if you haven't read it yet my 2022 Goals, here's the link https://read.cash/@Herzy/herzys-2022-goals-76631e94 ) I really want to change my clothes but I'm really short on budget but I'm really going to do that little by little.
That's all I have 5 wishlists that I want to fulfill, I know I can fulfill that but it will take a long time before it comes true ........ So I really need to get rich someday because I want to buy a lot WHAHAHAHA........
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Me Against Myself
My greatest enemy in life is myself...
**Yhel Risilas POV**
I'm Alone walking the dark road, narrow and with a strange smell. I went to a door and I'm my surprise when I saw myself hanging and bloody, I ran to the door but it suddenly closed. I couldn’t get out, it was dark, scary. Suddenly someone spoke that caused me to shout.
“*AHH !!! STOP!!*" I woke up immediately to hear the voice. He is already in my room.
“*Yhel, listen to me! Your life is a mistake you should not have lived and formed in this world, you will only suffer if you will continue to live! Everyone doesn't like you, you're embarrassed you won't win at all. You are weak, unable to fight. Do you think your life will be better if you continue? No, it won't , everything will just be meserable to you. There's nothing you can do in this world because you're a weak woman who doesn't know how to fight yourself to others, so why do you continue if you're just going to fall, end everything, just end your life Yhel !!* ” said the woman, which was the same as my voice.
"*No, I won't listen to you, just let me go!!!*" I shouted as I covered my ears with both hands and pressed against the side of my bed. I heard someone calling my name. I screamed!
"*Stop! stop me!!* ” I shouted.
“*Yhel! Hey! It's me, Gino* ”said a voice. I turned in front of me, there was a man in front of me and holding my shoulder.
"*Gino?*" I said. I felt his caress my cheek.
“*I’m here Yhel, it’s me. You don't need to be afraid.* ” he said.
I hugged him. He led me to the bed, but I still wouldn't take my hug away from him. He sat on my bed while I hugged him.
"*Shh hush now, I'm here, you need to take a rest Yhel*" he said,he laid me on the bed and hugged me. He would have stood up properly when I stopped him.
"*Please stay, I don't want to be alone here.*" please. He nodded before sitting down again.
"*You need to go to a psychiatrist, Yhel.*" he said while gently stroking my hair.
“*Hmm, I’m afraid, I can’t control myself everytime I hear her voice, the pain, sorrow and loneliness in her voice I feel it. Its just like mine, she feel what I feel.* ” I said to him. He smile to me.
"*Your gonna be okay, I'm here you don't need to be afraid Yhel, I'm always here by your side baby, so sleep now take a rest.*" he said. He adjusted the blanket and leaned over me. He hug me like his protecting me in anything, I hugged him back, I feel safe and comfortable to his arms. Slowly as I wrapped up in drowsiness, I felt him kiss me on the forehead.
"*Sleep now Yhel, I love you!*" he said before I finally fell asleep.
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The next day he accompanied me to the hospital where I would see a psychiatrist.
"*Ms. Risilas, have you been experiencing this for a long time?*" doctor's promise.
"*It's been a long time, but I just now went to the doctor.*" my answer.
"*Based on the result, you are having hallucinations as well as your trauma, the words you have heard in past events come back.*" said the doctor.
"I often hear a voice like me, she says *what people say to me, from my parents my siblings and my friends.*" I said.
“ *Trauma dominates your mind, hurtful words that you keep hiding in your heart and mind so you also have hallucinations. Ms.Risilas, you just need to forget the past and build beautiful memories and activities. Make positive things that are negative for you, have the courage to speak up for your rights. Learn to fight Yhel.*” doctor's promise.
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After a month of therapy, here I am today.
"Gino, I did it!" I ran into him while saying those words.
"Gino you don't need to worry now about me, I'm okay now, you just need to rest there!" I said as I laid the flower and lit the candle at his grave.
Two years since he died because of the car accident that happened to us, he died because of protecting me. The hallucinations helped me to see him and he gave me courage. I did it.
**We need to speak our self!**
**Don't be afraid to tell what you feel!**
**Leave the past and make a present!**
**Be strong in every battle, you can win it.**
**Me against myself is hard, having mental disorder is difficult but you can cope up to that.**
**Be Positive!**
**FIGHTING!**
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Things Only Introverts Will Understand
Are you an introvert person?
Have you experienced
or feel these things I
would say? if I am asked yes
I have experienced, until now
This is based on my experience since I seem to be an introvert person they say ....
1.Prefer to stay at home than go out
2.They are also talkative but only for people who are comfortable. Being an introvert doesn't mean that they really hate talking, they also want to talk to a select group of people, it's really just people who are very close to them.
3. Hate being the center of attention
4. Not sweet people to family or friends, it doesn’t mean they don’t love or they don’t care about them but they are just really ashamed to show love to them.
5. Don’t care about people who don’t like them.
6. Did not add to social media acct. even if they know each other.....
*I don't know, I'm ashamed to add or follow others even if I know them.*
7. They are told they are arrogant, maldita, moody or bad tempered
8. They don’t know how to start the conversation and end the conversation so sometimes other people misinterpret them.
9. No longer bored alone can entertain oneself. More comfortable alone than with companion.
10. They don't share about what's going on in their lives not until someone asks him, sometimes there are things they want to say but like I said before they don't know how to start a conversation.
11. They prefer to write down how they feel than to talk about their feelings. So really often with me is my journal.
12. The feeling that they are very tired because they come from a place with a lot of people even though they did nothing there.
13. Avoid people with bad attitudes
14. Sometimes they spend more time thinking than socializing with other people.
15. Jokes are hard to understand.
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*How about you guys, are you an introvert or an extrovert person? or the one in the middle of the intro and extro?*
Sometimes it's annoying to be an introvert because even nothing should make you nervous but you get nervous when there are a lot of people. The feeling of being awkward or uncomfortable when someone is looking at you. Gosh, especially at school, even though I memorized, for example, the poem we memorized the most, but I couldn't present it properly in front of the class because of my nervousness..........
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Better Fish to Fry
We have one week of Mid-Year Break and I don't want to waste my time lying here at home and have nothing to do so I made a list that I will do for this week.
****Finish Unanswered Modules****
I will finish so that my modules are ready to pass and I don't have to worry about passing modules.
I still have five more subjects missing, but with mapeh and scince it's easy to do there so I don't have too much trouble....... I guess....
I'm not really worried that I won't be able to answer all my modules because I'm active in the online class, my teachers said even if the modules aren't complete as long as I'm active in the online class I will have good grades.
****Watch 'All of us are Dead'****
It's popular now, I've been waiting for a long time since 2021 but I haven't watched it yet because I'm busy. I really love about zombie movies like train to busan and kingdom.
*Do I need to prepare my heart and throat for the thrilling and shocking scenes?*
****Read 'The sun's heartbeat '****
Naks, that story is also over, so I can read it and I won't be hanged. I haven't read it before because it's not over yet, totally this story not really finished yet because he doesn't have Achilles 'pov but jonaxx said maybe she won't put Achilles' pov in the jonaxx app. So if I really like this story, I'll have to save money to buy the physical book so that I can read Achilles' pov.
I think I'll like it because I'm a bit spoiled by what's going to happen there, thanks to fb......
****Clean my room****
It's my first time to have a room and I don't like the layout of the room, I still have things I want to do because my bedroom tires ... I plan to buy a curtain to cover the wall. I will also experiment.
****Be active with noise.cash and read.cash****
These past few days I am not very active because I am too busy with school requirements. I plan to post, read and comments everyday on noise.cash and read.cash.
I even made a flow chart for what I'm going to do this mid year break, I already have a plan ay the time I've done the activity on TLE HAHAHAHAHA........ I'm sure maam will ask what its read.cash and noise.cash are......
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One Year on Noise.Cash
I don't really know the exact date when I joined noise.cash but what I remember is that I was about to have my birthday when I joined here. And my brain worked so I thought of noise.cash's notification to me about that code for conformation. So I searched in my gmail and January 30 I started with noise.cash, next Sunday is my birthday.... ehem..ehem... charot
When papa told me about the noise I'm not interested because on FB I won't post, that I am silent on social media, on my main social media I am not active any more than noise.cash.
It's been one year, it seems like I just told my dad, I don't want to join, I don't have time to post. But I'm still here in noise.cash now.
Like what others saying *don't say it's over*, eh, I don't really like to post and update other people on what's happening in my life but because of noise.cash I'm getting used to it, especially when I feel bad I'm saying everything in my noise.cash acct. hahaha ........
Papa really regrets if there was a former affiliate in noise.cash when he made me acct. maybe the size of his income in noise.cash increase. Papa is no longer active because he is confused by the noise updates, and it difficult to explain to him so he just stopped because he is also busy.
Because of that platform I was able to buy my favs. books, buy loads that I used for my online class and most of all I have savings to give to my parents in case we don't have any money. So I'm not really wondering why I don't have chat on FB more, because I enjoy being active with noise more. But these past few days I am not active because we are moving house.
If before I was no longer active on FB now I am even less active. I really enjoy scrolling the newsfeed more with noise.cash than FB. I think because of noise.cash I became more mature because I was more of an adults I've met here and how they think I adapted that is one of the things I am thankful for that I met the noise.cash site. Unlike FB, the posts of some teenagers people are pure nonsense......
I used to think that I would not make money from the noise when I was no longer active but I still continued to use it because I was happy that I was able to help other people when I gave heart tip to them, when I was not active at that time heart tip is the way of making money there.
So I don't have much to say gosh don't expect me to say something sweet, I'm not used to that. Just that,
Happy One year On Noise.Cash to mee!!!!!
And Advance Happy Birthday Din To Me!!!
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I Cried Last Night
Last night I cried and I don't know why, are you like that sometimes? One night you'll just cry because of nothing, because you just feel like you want to cry.
I tried not cry but my tears really come out, that why sometimes I'm confused with myself...Sometimes it's really confusing ourselves, sometimes no matter how happy we are in the morning it's the opposite at night, you will feel the sadness..
It's hard to be an overthinker because no matter how much you avoid thinking but when the night comes that's time for you to overthink again and again and again.. and your night or rest time will be ruin, when we alone and in the dark like night time our minds enters so many what ifs and it's effect our emotional state .....
So sometimes I tend to exercise at night to get tired and I'll just go straight to sleep and I'll not be able to think . Or doing my hobbies, reading Novel.....
Sometimes when I cry at night it's not because I'm sad but because I'm happy. I'm happy with what's happening in my life, I'm happy with what I've done and I'm so happy I'll just cry, tears of jo
Especially if there are serious problems that I have to go through, I will really cry when I remember how I went through that. But now I'm probably crying because I just realized that when will it end, when will I be free again?..... I can go to school and roam around without worrying that I will get sick? When this pandemic end?......... I really miss my old life that's I cried last night........
If you really know the reason why you are crying, it will be easy for you to fix the problem, but if you don't know, I should find out why you are crying because that will make you more miserable.
You guys when did you last cry? And What is the reason? How do you manage not to cry?
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We Are Moving House
*****Hello everyone!*****
**We** just finished moving our belongings to the new house we were going to move to, I was tired.
The reason why we moved house
In January, the owner of our house came because we had not been able to pay for the house for 6 months. My mama didn't like what the landlady of the house said and of course mama was embarrassed because we haven't been able to pay for 6 months so she just said that at the end of this month we will just move ..... So, mama and I are a bit busy looking for a place to rent, that's the reason why I'm not active in noise.cash and read.cash.
The second reason is we really don't want our house anymore because our house is too high which is 3rd floor, it's hard to go up and down if we buy something, especially when we have to fetch water we still have to carry the water from the bottom to our house which is on the 3rd floor .......
And when it rains, our house really floods because of the window that no matter what we do, the water drips and drips. So it is also difficult to buy equipment because it can get wet when it rains. When night and there is a storm, either me or papa had to stay up to squeeze the water coming from the window because if we didn't do the flooding on us and all of you wouldn't be able to sleep. Especially me because I sleep at the window, so when it rains and we're asleep, I'll just wake up wet.
Then when the waves are also strong because of the storm, when the waves hit the dike, in our house you will think there is an earthquake because it shakes when the waves are strong.
Why we haven't paid for 6 months
**Because** of the pandemic, papa is a tricycle driver and because there are no face to face classes, the income from tricycling has decrease. sometimes papa doesn't even come home at noon because sometimes he doesn't have any money......
Tita got sick, when tita was sick mama needed to watch over tita so mama couldn't work because tito was in another country so there was no one to watch over tita. Mama only depends on what aunt gives. Mow that my aunt has been ok so now my mom will look for a job again. Auntie lost a lot of weight because of her kidney disease and I'm thankful she's ok, now.
So we really had a hard time paying for the house, so papa looked for a source of income which is he met noise.cash papa is really the reason why I met noise.cash and now I met read.cash with the help of niose.cash . So my plan is that whatever I earn here I will give to my parents to help in household expenses ........ and my mama is also really annoyed because of what the hurtful words say of the landlady, we have been living there for 5 years now we just got into trouble because of the pandemic and it happened to my aunt.........
I'm really tired, tomorrow I'll just write down what happened when we moved the equipment, I'm really sleepy.
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*—Herzy—*
Sometimes I Don't Get It The Mindset of Some Teenagers
**Disclaimer: These are just my thoughts and based on what I see.**
**Boyfriend/Girlfriend**
Having relationship at a young age, I can't understand why they want to have a relationship that even 12 year olds start looking for a relationship. Instead of studying and bonding with family, others have a relationship, and they are still proud of that, ha, at a young age, they already have some bf/gf. for me it's ok to maybe have a relationship at the age of 16 if it can't be stopped, but the age of 12,13,14 or 15 are still young for that. It would have been better if they had a relationship, they are both rising and they are becoming more mature, that's not what happens instead they both become toxic. Other girls want a bad boy, are they seriously looking for someone who can hurt them physically and emotionally.
**Teenage pregnancy**
Due to the early bf/gf entering the teenage pregnancy and it's ok for them to be young parents. Because of the worldly thoughts at an early age have already had s*x, what makes proud there ? Because others are so far away from their parents that they are neglected, I keep asking myself, do young people today really lack knowledge about adult things or do they just ignore the warnings and reminders of the elders? the young people are becoming too curious about what they are being not told to do but they still do.
**Wearing heavy Makeup**
It's ok to put on makeup but don't make it too thick, because others put on makeup too thick like put lip tint on the lips and cheeks,which is severe in red . I know that putting on make up is one of the things that boosts their confidence. But for me teenagers faces are too young to put on heavy makeup.
**Bad attitude**
Bad attitude that others are always proud of, why do they want to be shown that they are abusing the elders, their parents and the teacher? They even show how to bully other people. Is it cool that they are embarrassing other people because I can't do that because I'm thinking about how people will feel I'll do it. The others are still proud that they are lazy, is that seriously impressive. Those attitudes are so embarrassing for me, and I can't be proud of.
**Bad Influence Friends**
They know that what their other friends are doing is wrong, but they are still inciting them. They are the ones who will tell you wrong things, that they won't pay attention to you if you don't do something but that what they call cool. The others are still doing wrong just to be noticed by other people. The others waste time with toxic friends, tsk, tsk. I can’t understand that they prefer to be close to bad influence friends than their family. Maybe those friends of yours are always there for you but they teach you wrong things and that's what will lead you to lose yourself and become a bad person. There are many friends who don't have a bad influence on us, that's what we have choose, in fact the friend who doesn't have a bad influence on you is also fun. Like my friends we are happy, there is a little naughtiness sometimes but our priority is to study and to feel our respect and love for our family and other people....We never tire of reminding each other of the wrong things we do
**Always Using Cellphone**
I'm guilty, I'm also one of those who are always focused on cp because that's where my hobbies are reading and watching. But I'm not choose cellphone than my family and friends. When bonding time I don't use my cp because I want to spend time with them. I don't want them to feel that I don't care to them and they are just nothing to me. I don't really use my phone when we meet my friend because we only meet once and if I just ccp instead of bonding with them for what the reason we meet then . others spend more time on their cp than in the real world. Today, using CP is really unavoidable, but I hope our lives don't just revolve there, especially on social media, I hope the lives of others don't just revolve there.
**Having 75 grades**
Some teenagers say it's ok that the grades are 75, are they serious, yes, the grades don't have the basis of being smart, but will they be satisfied with those grades, in fact, not only can the grades go up in intellect, but in diligence. No one can get 75 grades if the teenagers just work hard to study.
**Tattoos**
One of the things I don't like the most is the dirt on the body of tattoos, but for others it's cool, but not really for me. Especially for those who get tattoos who are not yet of the right age, they are already pushing their bodies into tattoos and then the others get tattoos without the permission of their parents. I don't know if tattoos are really ugly in my eyes, for me we don't need tattoos, or anything else that can be put on the body to be cool, the way we are there we will be cool.
Alcohol and Cigarettes
That's what I often see in young people today that even smoking and drinking alcohol make them proud. They are still proud that they can drink alcohol and smoke cigarettes at the age of 15. Cigarettes, I really don't want the smell of cigarettes even vape I don't want to inhale, so even my older brother I kicked out of the house when he smokes here inside the house. it is so bad for the body, even though others say it is the reason why it calms them down. Sometimes the others, due to early exposure to such activities, end up using drugs.
There are other young people today who want to be thrilled in life, so they do the wrong things because they are more thrilled.
But one thing I realize is that young people like that shouldn't be avoided because others are going through something in life so they do that and there are resentments in our hearts that we should understand.
*But when we approach them, they should not be able to influence you for bad things but you will be able to influence them with good deeds.........*
**Thank You For Reading and Don't Forget That**
*****I LOVE YOU !!!*****
*—Herzy—*
Mathematics
*Are you also one of those who hate math?*
**When** I was a child, I was in grade 1 to grade 2, I really had no interest in math, but I don't know, when I was in grade 3, I excelled at being good at math, but I don't think I'm really good at math. Maybe I'm just get used to solve mathematics Problem because of that it's easy for me to understand math. I have a hard time understanding English but I don't know why I understand the math module quickly. It's because my advisers was all math major when I'm in elementary from grade 3 to grade 6? And in elementary when we don't had change of subject teacher we have no choice but to study the subject of our adviser, which is math...... So maybe i'm really used to answering math.
But what I don't like about math is that I participate in math competitions like mtap, that my teachers involve me even though I don't like it. How can I want that, it's just extra work for me, of course I'm already busy with school and my responsibilities at home and then now I need to review for Math Competition.
I also don't like it when they make me little teacher in math, I hate to speak in front of people then they make me their little teacher. I'm an introvert and I don't want attention, I can teach but not to many people. I can't........... but I have no choice because they will force and they will force me and forcer and force me.......
One of the things I don't like about teachers is that they make decisions for us, such as participating in school competitions ........ I'll be surprised if I participate even if I don't participate.
But I'm still happy that I can quickly understand math formulas because according to my friends, it's really hard to understand math, especially when no one explains. It also helps me everyday, especially that we can balance the budget at home because I can compute more quickly in advance. Maybe that's one of the reasons why when it comes to decisions at home, I'm with the decision maker. Math is really a big help in our lives because every day there is not a day that I do not use math.
Until now I still don't know what course I will take if I am an accountant or a civil engineer ....... Those are my two choices ........
Math for me is important that you know how to subtract, addition, divide, and multiply whole numbers, fractions, decimals, and integers (negative and positive numbers). Sometimes my friends make mistakes there because even though they know the formula, but their way of subtracting, adding, dividing and multiplying are wrong.
***Thank You For Reading and Don't Forget That***
*****I LOVE YOU !!!*****
*—Herzy—*
My Boyfriend's GirlBestFriend
Hi! I'm Febian and Acelerh is my boyfriend he have bestfriend her name Ashtel.
Super duper close of the two, Acelerh and Ashtel they are so close that they tell all to each other even their dark secret. Until I come to their lives, Acelerh courted me and I say yes because I see he serious on me.
Now I'm his girlfriend........
Acelerh:
Love, are you doing anything? Let's go out for a date
Aceleth text me, I have nothing to do so I texted him yes immediately.
I was at the parking lot of my condo building when I was stopped because I thought it's a date, just the two of us, why are he with her bestfriend?
"Love, I took Ashtel with me because she can't do anything in their house. Is it ok?" Acelerh told me after kissing me.
What else can I do, I don't want to be harsh so I just say yes.
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Here we are at the mall and walking
"So, Ace where are we going?" His bestfriend asked.
And me? Here beside them listen to the them because it seems that I am not beside them when they talk.
"Hmm... Where? I don't know.... Ah! Let's just go to the arcade!" Acelerh said.
"Yeah come on, whoever loses, will pay for food later! HAHAHAHA!" Ashtel agrees.
"Ok deal! Let's go!" -Acelerh
They both laughing and me here out of places. I thought we were dating, am I? they won’t ask where I want to go. I wanted to watch a movie but I couldn't do anything because Acelerh had already dragged me to the arcade.
The first place we went was basketball. They busy competing to each other.
"Hmm.... Love?" I call him
"Why love? Just a minute, I'll just finish this." His response
"Love, I'm not feeling well. I'll just go home, just keep playing." I said.
"Can you go home? I'll just finish this, I'll bring you home." He asked without looking at me.
"Yes, I can"
"Fine, be careful love. Hey what is that! That's all you can do ash! just now prepare your money."
I went home to the condo, I feel heavy in my heart and disgusted. You can really see in them how close they are to each other. It's like they have a own world when they're together. I just gasped....
You just overthink Febian.....
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A few days passed, A week, two weeks, three weeks became a month that was still happening. That every time the two of us are together there is always a woman who will show up and every time Ashtel is there I always get lost in the picture.
I understand that he is Acelerh's bestfriend, they were friends before I came. But I'm jealous the way they are close because they are even closer than me. I'm his Girlfriend, he should know how I feel about what he's doing. When he got a girlfriend they must have known that they should have boundaries with each other, shouldn't they?
But what can I do? They met first........
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I'm here at the seaside of the MOA at 5PM, waiting for Acelerh because we planned about having a movie date here in MOA. He promised me.....
But One, two Hours passed without Acelerh to come. I waited again until 9:30 pm, he was still not here.
'10: 00pm self if he's still not here I'll go home'
I'm getting cold and I'm drowning here but I didn't take it that I just kept waiting and hoping that he would come.
Until 10 pm my tears dripped because no ace came, He didn't really show up or text me I didn't have any .........
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Meanwhile
Acelerh POV
I’m here now at the Arcade with my bestfriend Ashtel. She came with me because she had fight with her mother again, so she was sad. So I invited her to go to the near Mall here.
I'm happy that my bestfriend is smiling again, after we play and wander around the mall, we eat at Jolibee.
I just now looked at the phone and my phone have 50+ messages and 32 messed calls from Febian.
"Sh*t!"
"Why?" Ash asked
"F***! It's Febian! We have a movie date! I forgot! F***! I'm leaving ash." I immediately stood up and hurried out
When I got there she was gone, it's 11:15 we talked at 5 pm. So I'm going to her condo.
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Febian POV
I'm already here in the condo, here drinking and watching TV that I can't understand when there is a sudden knock.
I'm emoting here, who is it at this night is still disturbing. I immediately stood up to open it.
When I opened it, Acelerh came up to me panting..
"Oh, why are you here?" I asked coldly
"I'm sorry, Febian. I'm with Ashtel because she's sad so I went with her, I didn't realize the time and I forgot the movie date, sorry."
"Then you forgot about me like that?" I ask sarcastic
"It's not like that, believe me I didn't mean to forget"
"HOW WAS YOU WITH YOUR BESTFRIEND!?! DO YOU ENJOY!?!"
He didn't answer he just kept quiet..
"WHAT!? ANSWER ME!?! YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S HURTS! WHEN YOUR BESTFRIEND IS THERE IT'S LIKE I DON'T EXIST IN YOUR LIFE!"
"IT HURTS THAT I WAITED FOR NOTHING! 5 HOURS ACELERH I WAITED! BUT YOU DIDN'T COME! I'M WORRIED THAT SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED BUT F***! YOU'RE JUST WITH ASHTEL AND BECAUSE YOU ENJOY IT TOGETHER YOU FORGOT ME! TELL ME, WHO REALLY IS YOUR GIRLFRIEND HA! ASHTEL OR ME!?! "
"You of course, Ashtel is just my friend. Sorry"
"I AM!? I REALLY AM!?! YOU'RE SERIOUS THAT WHEN SHE'S THERE YOU CAN'T SEE ME! IT ALWAYS HAPPENS! I'M YOUR GIRLFRIEND BUT YOU DON'T FEEL THAT I'M HURTING WHEN YOU'RE TO CLOSE AS IF I DIDN'T THERE! JUST LIKE I'M THE THIRD PARTY WHEN SHE'S THERE! YOU KNOW WHAT WE'LL JUST BREAK-UP, I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. "
"No p-please ... I'm sorry, I don't know that's how you feel. You know he's just my friend. L-love no please ...." He begged
"I'm sorry too because I can't. Go home we need to rest. Goodnight." Once the door closed.
I just sit on the floor and cry, The pain hurts. I hate you Acelerh! You are too numb!
And that's the story of my first relationship, my first boyfriend who has a GirlBestFriend.
The End
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Ang tagal na nito sa notes ko, ang drama ni self again. It's just a Fiction.....
**Thank You For Reading and Don't Forget That**
*****I LOVE YOU !!!*****
*—Herzy—*
Late But I want to say Thank You for being my sponsor @ErdoV, for the first time nagkaroon din Ako ng sponsor..... I'm really Happy........
Herzy’s 2022 Goals
This year I will be 15 y/o and I realized that I really need to change my many bad habits. That must be changed while still young.
**My Goals This 2022**
1. **HAVE GOOD HYGIENE**
*-Take a bath every day*
*-Brush teeth 2-3 times a day*
*-Have own body supplies (soap, towel, comb, etc.)*
*-Wash face 3 times a day*
*-Once in a week to cut my nails*
*-2-3 times a week clean my ears*
*-Habit to comb hair when I wake up and before going to bed*
It's just sad on my part that I have bad hygiene that I don't pay much attention to myself, so it's one of the things I want to change until it's too early. It's hard to get used to those who don't take a bath and are lazy to try to pay attention to ourselves. I hope I can do it ......
2.**CHANGE CLOTHES**
*-More on long shorts*
*-Long skirt*
*-Over size t-shirt*
*-Dress*
My clothes are bought by mama and my mama loves short shorts, the clothes and shirts are very tight on the body. So of course I was young about 12 y/o when I bought my other clothes that I still use until now, and of course mama bought that for me,eh,so I have no choice but to wear that but for me.Now that I'm getting older it's just uncomfortable of wear that clothes. I want my clothes that what I wear is no matter what I move, no one can anything..... And my plan now, I buy myself clothes. I like the dress that is not a reveling dress but still I don't look like a weird or nerd......
3. **MAINTAIN HAVE GOOD MENTAL HEALTH**
*-Sleep at 9-10 pm and wake up at 5-6 am -exercise atleast 30 mins a day or every morning*
*-One a week find a time for self time*
*-Keep the house clean*
*-Be open minded and be positive in your thoughts to avoid getting angry, sad or any negative emotions that can cause depression.*
*-do hobbies without using a phone (Ex. Reading Novel)*
*-Learn something (cooking, doing arts or discover my hidden talent)*
From what I experienced in 2021, I always felt negative emotions, so hopefully in 2022 it will be more positive emotions. I don't want to come to the point where it will be difficult for me to control the negative emotions that I feel. I wish after this pandemic I am better person than what I am when the pandemic started and I more confidence to express myself.
**4.BUILD A BETTER RELATIONSHIP TO GOD**
This is my main focus this 2022 because since I went to high school I have lost my connection with god. I'm totally scared of mama's reaction if she finds out I want to change religion, mama is a catholic but I don't really like catholic actually I haven't learned anything from catholic, I don't feel the interest to listen to the priest when I go to catholic church I don't know why .... I want to join papa's religion MCGI, I really want their way of teaching the teachings of God. When I was a child in grade 4, my dad used to take me to Dating Daan when my dad did mass indoctrination and I was interested listening that I can't do in Catholicism, until now I still remember some of what I heard there. Maybe the only thing that prevents my fear is that people or my friends will come if I change my religion but now I want to face my fear and do what I think is right and my heart wants ............
5.**EARN MONEY**
In the hardships of life, I don't want my parents to have all my needs at this age, I feel useless at home because I see that they are having a hard time with the daily expenses at home, then me here can't give them anything and I don't want that. So instead of scrolling on fb I will find a way to make money on cp, right? .........
It's just that simple, but it's hard for me to do ... I hope this 2022 I will have the courage to do it. Do you also have a goal this 2022? Whatever your goal is, don't be hard to yourself okay?..... I hope we enjoy year 2022.
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**Thank You For Reading and Don't Forget That**
*****I LOVE YOU !!!*****
*—Herzy—*
Always Expect Someone Leave You
**W**e must be accustomed to someone leaving us. We shouldn't expect or just trust the word "*I'm just here*" Because sometimes even someone doesn't want to leave you but he has to leave you for your own good or for his own good. Not everyone who stayed with us was good for us.
**Sometimes** someone leaves us because they are not satisfied with your presence or they don't care about you anymore and it hurts but we have to accept, that's really how not everyone stays by our side. Even you or I leave someone for our good, just like we left a relationship because that relationship is toxic and has no destination. Sometimes we will also leave for his good and for him to learn to live without you.
But it's better for me that if they leave, I hope they say goodbye even if he just says "*I need to leave*" or "*I'm leaving*" it hurts but that's better than waking up one day without him or they.
I'm at the point where I'm really used to someone leaving and leaving me
I just accept but it's sad especially when the important person to me leaves without saying goodbye and an explanation why he left. I'm not the person who will sue or make it harder for you to leave, *so why people always leave me without saying goodbye and explanation?*
**And for me**, if someone wants to leave, I will let go because it will be just difficult for us if I force him to stay, right?
Human life is not always perfect and happy so you also get used to being alone sometimes, we don't have to force them if they don't want to stay anymore. We have to let them, no matter how much we don't want them to. I also believe that ***you will not find the new person who will make you happy and it will be important to you if you force the person to stay who should not be by your side.***.......
Leave it to God, he has a good reason why he lets important people leave you. Also don’t be afraid to get close to people just because there are people who will leave you and you know you will lose eventually. ***There is nothing permanent in this world except God and God's love for people.***
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Ang drama ko today hehehehe, hasyt buhay ay parang life. There is nothing permanent in this world except God and God's love for people.
The article is just short hehehe, I have something to do and I will definitely be busy later ......
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**Thank You For Reading and Don't Forget That**
*****I LOVE YOU !!!*****
*—Herzy—*
My Lutang Moments
Sa araw araw na nabubuhay tayo hindi ma iiwasan na malutang tayo pero minsan yung pagiging lutang ko nagiging araw araw na eh, hehehe.......
Some Of My Lutang Moments
Binasa yung suot na sapatos
*Kainis kasi ang akala ko tsinelas yung suot ko kaya ayun takte naglakad ako nang basa yung loob ng sapatos ko...*
Hinipan Yung Ice Cream
*Ang saya saya.*
Binuksan yung electric fan tapos
magtatago sa kumot
*hehehehe.......*
Inaamoy yung tubig bago inumin
*Baka kasi may lason yung tubig kaya ko inaamoy hehehe, ewan o talaga kung bakit minsan ginagawa ko yun. Pati ba naman sa tubig may trust issue ako.....*
Umutang sa tindahan tapos ito akong
si lutang nag hintay ng sukli
*Isang oras ata bago ko na realize na utang yun teh utang........*
Bumaba sa tricycle na hindi nag
babayad tapos sabay sabing
"Thank you manong" naka smile pa
ako sabay alis.
*Tapos yun tinawag ako ni manong.Huhuhu di pa pala ako nagbabayadddd.......Nakakahiya*
Nagpakuha si mama nh charger sa
taas tapos pag akyat ko natulog.
*Tulog is Life*
Naglalaba ako tapos di ko alam na
sa lupa ko pala nilalagay yung
nilalabhan ko
*Ayun napagalitan ako ni mama at nilaban ko ulit, magaling self.....*
Yung tapos ko ng nilabhan,nilagay ko
ulit sa washing machine....
*Akala ko kasi hindi pa nilalabhan takteeee..... Double gawain tuloy*
Nagpaload ako, syempre hiningi no. ko
tapos ako naman tong maraming inisip
kaya ang sinagot ko ng "Bakit po?"
*Self nagpapaload ka.......*
**Sumakay ako ng LRT pauwi na ako**
Yung card ng LRT dapat ipapasok yun
ang ginawa ko dinikit
ko lang dinikit doon, naiinis pa
nga ako eh bakit ayaw tapos yun
yung sinabi nung ate nasa likod
ko sakin na
"Ipasok ninyo po sa loob"
*gosh nakakahiyaaa......*
Bumili ako tapos sabi ko sa tindera
"pabili po bottle watter nga po
yung tig15, Magkano po?"
*Si ateng tindera napatawa na lang sa akin tapos ang dami ko pang kasabay na bumili pati sila napatawa......*
Yung nag abot ako ng bayad pero
tissue na ibigay ko
*My gosh nasa likod ko lang yung driver tapos pagkakita ng driver ng bayad ko tingin agad siya sa akin huhuhuhu.... Nakakahiya pati yung mga pasahero nakatingin na sa akin..*
Noong face to face classes pa toh,
natulog ako ng tanghali tapos
pagkagising ko ang akala ko umaga
na kaya nagmadali
akong mag ayos para pumasok
*Mag uuniform na sana ako ng tinanong ako ni mama kung bakit daw ako nag uuniform, gosh hapon pa lang pala....*
Nadala ko yung libro ng bunso
kong kapatid kaysa sa libro ko
na kailangan dalin
*huhuhu....*
Nagtimpla ng kape at pagbukas ng
kape tinapon sa basurahan yung
lalagyan
*Kala ko kasi naibuhos ko na hindi pa pala..*.
Tinusok yung ballpen sa
buhok tapos maya maya hinanap at
pinagbintangan yung mga kaklase ko
*Muntikan ng mag wala kung hindi ako humawak sa ulo ko. Takte natawa na lang ako sa sarili ko*
Iniwan ko yung bag sa school paguwi,
Ako kasi huling umuwi dahil
ako nagsasara ng room.
*Nalala ko lang na di ko pala dala bag ko ng malapit na ako sa bahay..... Tapos pag balik ko doon sarado na yung gate, may assignment pa naman kami nun.*
Binanlawan agad yung hinuhugasan
at nilagay sa platuhan
ng hindi pa sinasabuhan
*Ayun tuloy hinugasan ko lahat ng nasa loob ng platuhan kasi di ko aam kung ano don yung malinis sa hindi huhuhuhu.........*
Ang hirap maging lutang kasi pag narealize mo yung ginawa sa sobrang lutang talaga mapapasabi ka na lang na "*Lupa kainin mona ako*" at gugustuhin mo na lang mag laho sa kahihiyan, lalo na pag madaming nakakakitaaa.......
**Kayo ba guys ano yung mga lutang moments ninyo?**
**Thank You For Reading and Don't Forget That**
*****I LOVE YOU !!!*****
*—Herzy—*
Today is my Papa and our Dog’s Birthday
Today is the 36th birthday day of my father and 4th birthday of our dog Sanya. Actually we don't know the exact date when we adopted Sanya but because Papa and Sanya were so close, so we just accompanied Sanya to papa's birthday.......
Papa really doesn't want to celebrate his birthday, I don't know why? But my brother went to our house with his wife with a cake this afternoon.
But when kuya went home, papa was at grandma's house to connect wifi because there was free wifi. I went to him to go home, then I didn't let him go home because he was lazy to go home. all just need is mama tell him to go home so he can go home tsk.......
We forgot to include Sanya in the picture and she can't taste the cake because it's chocolate, that's why she's sad earlier...but It's ok doggie because mama bought you a Bone Shaped Candy.....
Because I can't think of anything to give as a gift to my papa, I just give my money in my BCH wallet (Na alam kong ipang loload load nila lang)..... So this is me now collecting bch again......
Mama, on the other hand, bought jolibee, I didn't picture what mama bought, I just pictured my food.It's a pity there are no french fries that I like to eat when eating at jolibee or McDo. I feel like I can't eat tonight because I'm really full........
I’m glad my dad was happy on his birthday. I really love my dad because if he doesn't have the quiet of the house, he's the one who makes the house laugh and makes noise. You know I'm daddy's girl, papa and I often get along better than mama. Of course I love my parents very much because they look like troops to me but the respect is still there, you know they are strict but they are not that strict. Hasyt, I don't really know how to write a sweet letter, I'll just let them feel how much I love them and how thankful I am that they became my parents.
( ◜‿◝ )♡(灬º‿º灬)♡(｡♡‿♡｡)(〃ﾟ3ﾟ〃)
May Isa pang dahil kung bakit masaya ako ngayong araw dahil gosh..... Ang saya lang makita toh, ito yung first kong naranasan toh dito sa read.cash.............
**Thank You For Reading and Don't Forget That**
*****I LOVE YOU !!!*****
*—Herzy—*
I'm Tired, But I'm Still Trying
*I'm tired*, I'm too tired to answer my modules. I'm tired of arguing with myself not to be lazy but here I am still nothing has changed no matter what I do I'm always piled up with modules. Whatever I try, I'm really lazy.
I’m too tired to argue with Internet Connections being even slower than the turtle. I'm tired of the silence of every corner of the house, I miss the noise of the classroom so much that even though the work is hard, the fun is still there. My eyes are tired of looking at the screen of my cellphone, it's not just tired, it hurts when I'm soaked in the cellphone.
I'm tired of understanding our lessons alone. That even if I sleep is not enough to relieve my tiredness. One day I will just cry to myself for the sadness I feel and the pressure I feel at school.
***But no matter how tired I am, I still have to keep going .....***
Even though I feel like that, I'm trying to understand that it will end anyway. It's hard but just go with the flow because it's for my future. I know that even though I am tired of this kind of education system, I can handle it because there is a God who is there for me.
This pandemic will not be the reason for me to stop my dreams, I have many dreams in life and I can't do that without suffering in life. Even though it's hard, I try to be able to answer at the right time and understand our lesson.
I was able to cope when I was in grade 8 last year, eh, now I can, I can. Every time I think of my family, my friends and my dreams, all my tiredness disappears. I always tell myself whenever I get tired of studying that I will give up, if in this hardship I will give up immediately even though I know I can overcome it. Then, how else in the future it will be even more difficult than now.
I will finish this school, someday I will be proud of myself that I was able to cope with life like this, that I survived. **I CAN FINISH STUDY TOO!**
**I CAN MAKE MY DREAMS IN LIFE TOO! CLAIM IT!**
**YOU TOO GUYS FIGHTING FOR YOUR FUTURE!**
**JUST FIGHT FOR US, FOR OURSELVES AND FOR OUR FAMILY AS LONG AS WE LIVE!**
**Thank You For Reading and Don't Forget That**
*****I LOVE YOU !!!*****
*—Herzy—*
Groupings
Isa sa namimiss ko sa Face to Face classes ay ang Groupings. Yung ang aga aga tulog ka pa tapos yung mga kagrupo mo tatawagin ka na pero ang sarap din mabulabog ng mga kaklase namin na may practice na tulog pa rin, katulad ko pero minsan naman maaga akong nagigising.Yung naubos yung oras namin kaka sundo sundo sa mga kagroup namin. *Nakakamiss yung ganon*.
Miss ko na mga ka group ko dati na pag matagal pa bago ang presentation, nagkikita kami pero wala kaming ginawa, ang tanging ginawa lang namin ay mag kwentuhan at maglaro..... tapos syempre pag last day na bago ang presentation saka lang kami mag practice. Kaya ako hanga ako sa lider namin eh, kung kailan last day na saka lang nag isip kung ano gagawin namin. Ang nakakatuwa lang nagagwa pa rin namin ng maayos yung presentation namin kahit 1 day lang namin prinaktis.
Pag Groupings talaga ayoko maging lider, ayoko sumakit ang lalalmunan ko kakasaway ng mga members na makukulit. Pag talaga groupings ako ang isa sa nagbibigay ng idea sa gagawin, oh diba may pakinabang ako sa group namin baka sabihin ninyo isa ako sa pabigat sa group pero parang ganon na nga. Pabigat talaga ako minsan kasi nga tulad ng sabi ko introvert ako so ayokong humaharap sa stage, ilang pagtatalo pa ang magaganap mapapayag lang akong pumunta sa harap. Pag sa math ang groupings ako ang living catculator nila hehe....may one time nga na nakalimutan namin mag dala ng catculator tapos nag groupings kami. Ang nakakatawa lang ay second kami natapos naunahan pa namin yung may catculator, may catculator nga sila naguluhan naman sila equation wala rin hahahaha..... So may deal ako sa kanila talaga na magbibigay ako ng idea or plan na gagawin basta hindi ako haharap sa unahan.
Naalala ko pa nga eh loko boys namin, kasi practice kami tapos ang ingay namin edi napagalitan kami tapos itong boys noong tapos na kami magpractice nag sisigaw sabay takbo loko talaga yung mga yun tapos yung ale na nanaway sa amin binuhusan kami ng tubig pero syempre hindi kami nabasa kasi nakisabay na kami sa takbuhan ng mga boys hehe..
Pero isa sa mahirap pag groupings maliban sa nauubos ang oras kakasundo sa mga kagroup at pag saway ng mga ka group ay yung wala kaming mapag papapractisan. Kaya no choice kami nag practice kami sa public place, tapos syempre minsan nahihiya kami pag may dumadaan.
May isa pa akong ikukuwento noong grade 5 ako, so yun sabi ko nga wala kaming mapag paparaktisan ang ginawa namin doon sa bangka ng tatay ng isa naming kagroup namin yun na sa dike pa nun, doon kami nag praktis. Yung tumawid kami doon sa may balsa papunta doon sa bangka nakatawid na ako nito, yung balsa umandar siya pa kanan eh nasa kaliwa siya, umandar siya papasok sa baba ng bngka papuntang ibang side, so muntikan ng mahulo yung kaklase ko nun, tapos yung isa kong kaklse tiwanan lang ang gag*. Buti na lang talaga nakahawak na siya sa bangka bago umusod pa kanan yung balsa. Noong time na toh napagalitan kami ng teacher namin, kasi naman daw delekado nga.
Pero ang pinaka dabestt na groupings eh yung boung section ang groupings tapos kalaban ang ibang section. Naalala ko noon nakikipag inisan pa talaga kami doon sa ibang section eh, hahaha tapos nakikipag unahan din kami ng pwesto ng pagpaparaktisan. May isa lang kasing lugar sa amin na pwedeng pag praktisan maliban sa school doon sa shipyard. At masaya nun yung last na groupings namin na ang kalaban ay ang section at kay tagal tagal namin pinaraktis ay hindi namin na perform kasi dumating nga itong pandemya.
Sarap balikan yung ganong paangyayari na kahit kinakabahan kami sa gagawin naming presentation nakukuha pa namin maging tamad hehe, tumawa, at mag laro. Namiss ko din yung crush dati na madlas ko maging kagroup hahahaha...... charot.
Kayo ba guys anong kwentong groupings ninyo? Anong ang role mo sa group? pasaway ba, tiga isip ng idea, the leader, the mayaman, o yung tiga saway.
**Thank You For Reading and Don't Forget That**
*****I Love You !!!*****
*—Herzy—*
Ang Pagbabalik Ko Dito Sa Read.Cash
HELLO GUYS!!!
I don't kung may nakakakilala sa akin dito but I had read.cash before username niya is Hhearty24 (Username ko din sa noise.cash, siguro naman sa noise.cash may nakakilala sa akin noh). https://noise.cash/u/Hhearty24
Hindi ko na maaccess yung account na yun since ang tagal ko ng hindi yun nabubuksan tapos nakalimutan ko na yung password niya pati na rin yung password Gmail ko kaya hindi ko talaga siya makuha. Kaya naisipan ko na lang gumawa ulit, Care to welcome me hmm..........
Totally, tinamad ako magpost dito kasi nga hindi ako pala kwento unlike other people dahil wala akong magawa at ayoko naman sayangin ang oras kong tumulala sa isang tabi, pipilitiin ko na nga lang gumawa ng maipopost dito. Ewan ko kung mag eenjoy kayo sa mga ipopost ko rito maski nga mga friends ko naboboringan sa akin eh, kaya pag aalis kami magkaibigan kailangan tatlo para may madaldal kasi pagdalawa lang kami parehas kaming tahimik.
Mayroon story ako na ginawa sa wattpad nasa chapter 10 palang yun, balak ko ding balikan yun eh. Nasa 100 views yung story yun sa pagkakaalala ko lang.... *Wala lang na share ko lang hehehe.*
Medyo wala talaga akong ma isip na content dito comment nga kayo guys ng pwedeng icontent para masaya hehehe....... Hindi rin naman akong magaling sa word of wisdom na yan eh yung mga kaibigan ko nga puro katarantaduhan nalalaman sa akin nun eh. Ako lng naman to si **Heart** na ma **ARTY**..... So yun nauubusan na ako ng sasabihin.
Exepct na puro walang kwenta rin naman yung ipopost ko dito so hindi kita pipilitin na magbasa ng post ko basta sasabihin ko lang kung ano ang gusto kong sabihin ghe bye na.
*AY HINDI PA PALA TAPOS HEHE.......*
**I Want to Intruduce Myself Again**
Introduce ko ulit ang ang sarili ko I'm Herzy (Herz means Heart) ang pinaka maarty sa lahat sabi ng magulang ko. Ang future engineer ninyo ( pero nagdadalawang isip pa ako kung engineer ba talaga o accounting). Ang pinaka sweet sa aming magkakaibigan.... charot lang cold at manhid daw ako sabi ng mga kaibigan ko pero kasalanan ko bang friends lang ang turing ko sa lahat duh. Saka bawal pa kayang magjowa ang bata pa namin noh, sagabal lang yun, magjojowa na ako pag nakapagtapos na ako tapos dapat may savings na ako para sa panahon na magbreak or magkaroon ng hindi pagkakaunawaan kami dapat may pera ako, syempre pagna heartbroken ako mapapabayaan ko nun yung trabaho ko edi hindi ako makakapgtrabaho, kung walang trabaho walang sahod, kaya dapat may nakatabi na akong pera para kahit magdrama ako ng magdrama pag broken ako may makakain at magagastos pa rin ako diba,,,,, Advance ako magisip eh hehehe...
So yun lang wala na akong masasabi kundi ang ganda ko char.....
Wala din akong maisip na ilagay na cover Maya ayan na lang kinuha ko, pic ko with my dog......
**Thank You For Reading and Don't Forget That**
*****I LOVE YOU !!!*****
*—Herzy—*
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