@Herzy 21 May 2022

I'm Tired Of Being What You Want Me To Be It's tiring, it's tiring to do everything *you* want. It’s tiring to be **smart**. Tiresome to **be well**. It's tiring to be **happy** with everything you ask me to do. It’s exhausting to be **perfect** in your eyes. When will you find what I **want**? When will you see the real **Me**? When will you get tired of interfering with what I do? I'm tired of you *controlling* me. In my **dress**, in my **hair**, in the way I **speak** and in my **actions**. Is everything I do you always have something to say? *That should be this and that* *And that should not be this and that* Why am I to blame if I can't obey you? Why is it my fault that I don't live up to *your expectations*? When will you see that I am not something you can control? I have my own **Life**, I have my own **mind**. **Yes**, I know sometimes I need the opinion and advice of others. But the opinion and advice you give me is too much, *you control Me.* You get *angry* when I cannot follow what you want me to do for **myself**. **Myself**, I will the one who make the decision for myself. That's none of your business. I don't like it anymore, I'm tired of this. ***That's enough self.*** It's time for you to **choose** yourself. It's time for you to **do what you want** for yourself. It's ok to listen to others, as long as it doesn't affect your happiness. It's ok not to listen to others, as long as you don't step on anyone and you're doing the right thing. You do not need to be **perfect**. And **obey all they want**. *****All you have to do is love yourself.***** I'm not sad, I was just carried away by the story I was reading last night so I wrote it WHAHAHAHA.I just want to express my sama ng loob even though what happened to the character didn't happen to me. How are you guys? I'm busy right now because we have groupings and then I'm the only one doing the activity. When it comes to reporting on Monday, if no one reported it and I was still the one who report this, I will really report this to our teacher. **Thank You For Reading and Don't Forget That** *****I LOVE YOU !!!***** —*Herzy*—