@HarryChest 23 August 2021 more from that month

This time I F-ed up big time As you all know I am unemployed. My dear N usef to have a firm but as she got a job I reformed it into an additional employment. Her employer gave her a contract for 6 hours only for a month and I did not take care of the additional 2 hours. Today she went to a doctoc and she has no insurance, looks like I F-ed up the one year money she would recieve for being at gome with our new child. Now we will have to pay for everything, even childbirth and suddenly we cannot afford it. OMG, I messed up so bad! Lost some 13.000€ we would desperately need next year and we cannot afford a hospital?! I'm devastated and she hates me. Fuck