@HarryChest 17 July 2021 more from that month

Family and having kidz Perhaps in a different momment I'd describe it a bit differently, but it's the most fulfilling thing ever. It's all I never imagined. Now I understand my parents differently too. It's difficult to explain, but it's as if 'I' is bigger than 'me'. With my kid, Lili it's the other way around. Anything, almost everything that comes out of her is us (N and me). She is my mirror and honestly, it's mostly satisfying, but can also be scary and even horrible. The worst/best part is that I can mend it all. By bettering myself. And we all grow this way.