@Harleaux

hi! What's the best thing to do to kill time?? I'm bored but I don't wanna do the same thing I did last sem break. I don't have money to buy electronic components and honestly, I don't feel like doing some electronics projects. Last time I said that I will use my free time to learn more about my program buuuut, I guess we've done a lot of projects this last semester and I think that's enough for now. I wanna try something different.

Nakakapressure pala kapag ang laki na ng progress ng ibang groups sa project tapos yung group n'yo ay wala pa hahaha. Grabe, hindi ko kung alam bakit patapos na agad sila sa Networking, samantalang ako, hindi ko alam ang gagawin hahahahaha. Kahit yung software na need i-download hindi ko alam. I think the table turned already 🤣😭

I've been constantly failing and messing up. I'm not doing well academically, actually, since last semester. I find myself crying frequently, and I hate this. I know I'm burned out, but I'm also aware that there's one more reason why I'm not motivated to do well. I can't accept the fact that things are no longer the same. Ugh! I really hate this. I miss the old us, my old friends. I miss the old me that always tried to figure things out. I mean, I miss how I used to try to learn the lesson so I could answer when my friends asked about it. Why did I allow myself to be dependent on them? Why am I allowing myself to be controlled by these emotions? Why is it so hard to let go? And why am I trying to distance myself when, in fact, I'm missing them? So immature. 😭

Having a complete 7 days of classes is exhausting! I'm tired of commuting. I also have no time to study the lessons 😭 Imagine, I need to take a bath 3 hours before my class since I have to commute 2 hours before the class. Then after class, it takes 2-3 hours before I get home 😭 So in a week, my 36 hours would be wasted (that's 6 x 6 since we have 1 day of online class). I always plan to study after getting home, but by the time I get home around 8 or 9 pm, I'm already tired and more likely to sleep 😭 I don't know how I'm going to survive this semester 😭😭

Arghhh!! Finally done with that paper I mentioned last time. Next time, I'll just say 'No, I can't' when someone asks for a favor again. Yesterday, I slept at 5 in the morning 😭, and now, I might fall asleep around the same time 😭. Good mornight huhu!

too tired... Argh, why do people keep on asking for favor?? Being a people pleaser sucks! It makes it hard to say no😔😔

Currently working on papers that aren't mine! Lol, I just wanna rest but I can't refuse whe someone asks me for help😔

Good evening! I had a truly heartwarming conversation earlier with my grandma, aunt, and sister. It made me realize the importance of engaging in serious discussions with the people we love, especially when making important decisions. Reflecting on our conversation brought back a flood of nostalgic feelings, reminding me the good old days. It's these moments of connection that truly make my heart happy. 🥺❤️

Hiiii!! So yesterday was a bit crazy for me and my phone was off all day (dead batt). Today, I just watched few episodes of kdrama. I wanna watch Senior High series too but maybe not tonight since I can't stay up as I have somewhere to go tomorrow hehehehe.

Hey there! Hahaha, I haven't slept yet. I'm working on an electronics project, not for university, just for fun. When it comes to projects like this, I can't help but stay up all night until I figure it out or until it works. I think I've been at it for 20 hours nonstop, hahaha.

12:45 am. Embracing the late cold night, lost in contemplation beneath the moon and city lights, pondering when everything will fall into place. 🌙🌃

Good afternoon! As mentioned yesterday, I discovered some Barbera coffee powder at my aunt's house. While I enjoy the aroma of the powder, the taste isn't to my liking, perhaps because I'm not a fan of pure coffee. I might add some creamer later and see how it will turns out hehe

Hello! I've decided to get back into being active online, both socially and in online giveaways. Last year started well for me, with significant self-growth and success at university in the first half. However, the second half was challenging as my emotions took over, affecting my academic performance and causing me to miss a big opportunity. I initially thought I could handle everything alone, but I've realized the importance of sharing my life experiences. This year, I'm determined not to spend nights crying anymore and aim to find happiness. To do that, I'll start sharing what's on my mind and happening in my life again. This post was meant to be about a coffee powder I found at my aunt's house, but I guess I'll save that for later. Hahaha!

Happy New Year, everyone! May this year be a journey not just to endure, but to actively pursue joy, accomplishment, and meaningful connections. Wishing you all a year filled with positivity, growth, and moments that truly matter.🎇❤️