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Feels like my depression is bleeding way too much into my articles these days so i think I'll go back to my nerd cave and just keep playing my rpg games because why not. Will still pop up every now and then, I guess
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What is rpg games by the way?
Real player games, mostly adventures where you fulfill the duty of the default hero
I see. Have you tried playing asassin's creed? That's what my cousin is playing before. 😅
I did but the graphics was too high for my laptop so i just got frustrated and stopped playing. The gameplay for that is nice though
It really is. What is your laptop's processor by the way?
Just i3 so it can't handle that game and some other games too :""
I see. But that's a good starting for online work and gaming though. It still delivers.
I have no idea 😁
I just realized lately
Hmm well do well dear sis and comeback stronger and better
Will do
That's it good
I would say: be yourself, depressions included. Why keeping up appearances? As long as it helps you it's fine. If it drags you down it's a problem. What games do you play? I hope you enjoy the time you need for you. Nothing wrong with that either. 🍩🍩🍩🍩 and love for you.
Don't know about appearances but i just don't enjoy that it's too obvious these days. I mostly play rpg games like ragnarok, dragon nest, bloodstained, castlevania and other games but a while ago I was playing bloodstained because it doesn't require internet. Thank you for the donuts and loveee 😊
Try to do draw...it's helpful.. 😊 I've been there.. so i now how it feels.. and yeah it pop out anytime...so I'm just trying to divert my thoughts everytime it happens .
It's hard to draw again. I'm not in the mood for anything besides playing, really
Sabagay, kht alp kpg wwalasa mood hndi mka guhit ng perfect kaht shapes..lol..
What makes you say that? I think you are a wonderful writer with a deep insight on various topics of science
Just feels like it. Because most of my writings tend to be so dark again. Feels like not everyone understands or tries to so i needed a break and decided to play. Even yesterday, all I did was play
Lol yes own time is very important and there is no harm in playing the day out as long as you don’t make it a habit
It's just sometimes when I need a quick stress relief and my man isn't around to help out
Take a time off if you feel the need for that. We will always be around as usual when you come back. And as you've said you will still pop up from time to time. I'm sure many will miss your extraordinary posts though.. But genuine supporters will always be there no matter what. count me in, BTW.. 😊
I will pop up but I'll mostly just read, i think? Depends if i have any writings that don't actually seem so depressing. Would still read your works though. I like a lot of them
awww thanks... 😊 you seem to be getting so much emotions with your writings...😊 why don't you join the singing contest instead. hahaha maybe singing can brighten up those depressing thoughts. 😊💜
I've been trying to record but i couldn't decide what song i want to sing. I was thinking of a Japanese song but now I'm not so sure
haha. The only japanese song I know is "First Love" by Utada Hikaru... hahaha
Ohh that's a classic but so many jejemons use it that it lost its sentiments to me ;-;
hay naku, don't even get me started ahaha. i also didn't appreciate one singer sang it in english. I mean used the rhythm. It wasnt the exact translation. Sorry for saying this but I really didn't like it. haha
Ohh you heard that too. I swear, i never wanted to delete a video so badly in my life besides when i heard that. It was disrespectful to a great song ;;-;;
I'm surprised she wasn't charged of copyright. Or did she? I don't know. It is disrespectful. When I first heard it, it literally ruined my day. I love "first love" so much that I memorized the song and researched for it's meaning. And I was listening to it almost 24/7.. then came this (dunno how to describe it without being rude) song... People are liking it cause it sounds awesome without knowing the original is far far far more remarkable. and that pissed me off haha... It made me look at her so cheap. She should have known it wasn't original. if she has "respect" she shouldnt have agreed... Unless she finds it justifying even when Utada actually made her permission (if ever Utada did)... You get where I'm coming from? It's like making carbonara but adding sotanghoon noodles instead... (wait eeew haha)
I get what you mean. She wasn't ever charged of copyright and utada never knew about this whole fiasco. The people here enjoyed it because it was a veey unique style to the kinds of songs we usually have here but no one ever bothered to find out who or what the original version was. Youtube wasn't really that famous back then compared to now so it's one of the reasons why but i swear, that version ruined the song for me big time that it honestly should be deleted and reported but it's far too late now
and that rap song???? no better than the song we're talking right now. hahhaa though it again is a different song. I can't remember if I know the original but I also think the rap version is a disgrace. I don't have anything against rap songs or covers but for it to make it to the billboards, just insane. haha sorry again... Maybe it sounds cool to others. Well, we all have different views and taste. This is just my own opinion haha
It made the billboards???? Lol what? I don't know about the rap part, i dislike tagalog raps in general except for a few artists ;-; but yeah, to each their own taste. I just wished proper credit was given in the end because it wasn't even her song to begin with
Exactly. it may be the writer's words but the rhythm that made the song even great is not theirs. hahha.. didn't they make it to the billboards? haha I just assumed because it was heard everywhere ahahhaa.... good to know it didn't, then hahha... I also like some rap songs from some artists but I don't think I am really into it. hahaha But some can he good with rap.. 😊
It never made the billboards for as far as i know but i guess this just proves how great the original was if it was heard everywhere. Because people will rarely remember the lyrics. They'll remember the melody and that's good in the end because it was still heavily based on the original
But mind that people will remember the other because that's what they first heard and knew. I mean, even with hearing the original, they will still sing it as the other one. unless they love the original more...
Take time off the internet - it's really helped me, especially in this period. Even when we're not aware of it, the current situation is spilling a lot of negativity into our lives.
Well inmuy case, my cause of depression is in the real world and not the internet. Every time i tale a break from the net and look around the house, i see my parents at each other's necks again
Woah, that's really tough! keep holding on.