@Grecy095 2 November 2025

Remembering our Loved Ones, I feel Okay Now November 2, 2025 Hello guys, how are my favorite people? I will go straight to the point telling that I haven't visited my parent's grave but me and my siblings are inyo remembering all the good things our parents did to us. We lost three special people. First, my father that passed 2017, next my bro-in-law who died 2018 and my mother, 2023. Too much broken hearts huh? Yes, it is painful. There is a snap of regrets and bitterness but I think I already moved on. We move forward as we are still breathing. We are always doing our best to live but the life that we are living are not the same.. We are living but it is always challenging. I am always tired with all the household chores and responsibilities. I ran errands almost every day. I ran, literally running here and there just to do the chores that my mother was doing when she was still with us. I hope I can make her proud that despite doing two jobs, I am doing all the stuff that I never imagine doing. What makes me do it despite the challenge, my love for my siblings. We help each other but I have to say that I do most of it. I don't want them to worry. I get tired, always tired at the end of the day. Even when I feel not okay, like body pains, too much shoulder and hand pains, I never absent to chores. I always show up. I don't want you to pity me. I just want you to know that I am a person trying to survive. All of us have our cross to bear every day and we are just surviving. I am not alone in the "surviving phase of life", you too. Instead of being sad and feel pity we must encourage each other because we don't have a choice. I am okay and sometimes, I am not. It is okay not to be okay. What matters now is a second chances and the many chances we have to take. Life is ati beautiful, we will get by.

I posted a picture of myself from 2024. That was the day I realised my sibling needs me and they don't want a weakling. Let's fight for this life, because this is still a blessing.