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Are you okay? July 20, 2022 Hello to my beautiful co-writers of this amazing site. I hope you are all doing fine! Me, I just finished watching BTS in the Soop Episode 3. I told you, my outlet is BTS and watching their reality show really gives me tranquility. Earlier, when I got home from work, I feel tired because I had a walkathon going home. However, beside it, I know I feel tired because of the cycle of my life. As I rested, I took a nap and when I woke up, I went to TikTok. On my other account on TikTok, the content that is suggesting on me are all about life. There is no BTS content on that other account I have. The contents are all about depression, money manifestation, faith and hope and anything about the real deal of life. I switch my account if I am on my recollection episode of the day.
There is this one post that ask, are you okay? As I read it, I truly felt the question is for me. If I am going to assess my life, I will answer, I am okay. I might be sad for an hour, crying and hurting, but I will smile and laugh again before the day ends. There will be something that will change my mood. I will think positive again and regain positive energy but I can't promise that before I sleep there will be nothing that will make me feel sad, because there is. However, I make sure that before I go to bed, I able to lessen the sadness and it is a must to be calm.
However, it happens everyday. As soon as I wake up, I am tired already. My brain is automatically giving signal to my body to prepare for work, but my emotion is down. I am grateful that I have another day and another chance, but still I feel sad. When I saw something worth smiling and laughing, I do not hold my emotions. I really do laugh hard for something funny. If I learned something positive and inspirational story, I get inspired, but it doesn't last long. It will all boils down to feeling tired and sad. That is not good isn't it? I am not the only one experiencing this. I usually say to myself that I am just tired that is why I feel low, yet I feel more sadder and sadder. I could be happy. I can be happy, but I will feel sad. There is an emptiness. The question is what is that?
I think it is something about being jealous for the people around me that has the same age and they are living the life. I always question myself, am I not living a life? I know I am living a life, but maybe it is a wrong one. It is a product of wrong decision. It is a result of wrong planning of life and not serious about my goals. However, I know I am okay. I still need to try and make things happen. It is not too late but it makes me sad. Do you feel the same way? Do you feel sadder than happier? I am glad I have an outlet. I have something to do when I am feeling this way. I either paint, study Korean language, sing or dance, exercise or sleep. Or I can do what I do best, and that is watching BTS Contents. However, I still feel sad. I guess even the most loving and precious people, the one that is loved, the one that everyone likes has the same problem. Sadness could happen anytime. We cannot have happiness all throughout. We will feel burn out when we have lots to do. We become tired and wants to just rest till we don't feel it anymore. I guess it is part of adulting. I guess it is what humans after all. Whatever it is, I might be sad and tired, I will surely fight all the odd of my life and continue living and that is what we all need to do! Images from Unsplash
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This is life for us, it's impossible to fill Happy all the time, there are challenges that will come our way and they cause depression. Though some of these feelings don't last. It's normal to feel sad sometimes because we are humans and we have heart
Yes, ans we need to know the difference of both happiness and sadness so that we will know what we long for and we aim for it.
We all experience that. And that feeling is valid. Inggit na inggit ako noon, full of negativity back then. But we grow up. We change. We got motivated. Everything gets better. In its perfect time or make every time a perfect one. It's always up to us.
Tama ka dyan. Minsan yun mga ganito nakakatulong kasi may ways tayo to reflect sa buhay natin, at much better if we change yun dapat i-change
There are times we felt being tired of things we do coz it something makes us unproductive and we are not happy anymore, but still life must go on and everything will be okay🤗
Phase, it is just a phase. Rekindling in ourselves what we need to change for the better.
I can very much relate to this. Feeling sad with unknown reason. Pero after lang yon makakita ako ng mga kakilala ko na parang ang layo na ng naabot. Di ko maiwasan na mapaisip ba. Pero, in the end naaalis ko din naman yan so nagiging okay ma din ako. Di pa siguro time natin to shine. Sana soon.
O Baka talaga Mali lang ang plans ko talaga, kaya na sa sad ako, minsan okay naman ako sa decision ko pero minsan parang may mali
Gantong ganto din ako minsan sis, Yung feeling na okay naman ako but parang pagod na pagod at the same time, ramdam na ramdam ko yung pressure at expectations sa paligid. But I need to pick up myself and to be ok
Yes sis, need natin bumangon sa ganito, wag natin tatambayan kasi ma dedelay tayo.