@Gloxinia 19 January 2021 more from that month

Moon 🌙

“The moon is beautiful, isn't?”

Those were the words you told me after we watched the night sky. I just nod not knowing what’s the real meaning behind it. Whenever I’m with you, it’s like a dream come true. I feel like I’m safe and sound hearing your deep voice, feeling your presence that I don’t even want to go anywhere else without you. Three years of relationship, we say. Those years aren’t enough to show how much I love you. I wanna grow old with you. But, something is bugging me. You never... You never say that you love me. I never heard it from you. I’m always giving you my I love yous, but I never heard a response from you.

I’m tired but I never complained. Maybe someday, I will also hear those words.. Those words that can give me contentment. To feel that I’m loved. Don’t get me wrong but... I just wanna hear him saying it. When? But, all I can say is I love him and I will always do.

2 years later, everything has changed. No... I changed. Before I decided to stop everything, you will still always tell me that ***“the moon is beautiful, isn't?”*** But, I'm too dumb.. Too dumb for not realizing that you did love me since the very beginning. I’m just a fool for not knowing... The moon is... beautiful... isn't? Isn't too late to go back to the days our love was still strong? I’m sorry, my love. I thought he’s the one who was not responding. But, I was wrong... I was the one who is not. ***I LOVE YOU TOO, LOVE.***