@Germhel 13 April 2021 more from that month

Unhappiness is not shame. It can even be a good thing. It can be a reflection of your desire to improve things and end suffering around you. It is not equivalent to weakness or unworthiness. Try giving it a different name, like "purpose" or "mission " or "direction" and you'll probably find out that there's nothing wrong with you. And that what you have is a reason to keep moving forward and live life...