@Freylin

@Freylin 25 October 2022

I'm dead ...I lost all of my energy after playing with gecko's tail. I stopped playing because I lost that gecko's tail. Maybe it's time for me to take a nap😴

@Freylin 24 October 2022

Today i wanna play to the street, i don't care about those cars, should i be afraid? But my mommy catched me and pulled me back home. 😒

@Freylin 16 September 2021

What is Your Choice? 너는 어떤 선택을 할까? "*What is your choice?*" Everyone is given a choice, even though it looks like there is no choice, basically, we can still choose what we think is the best for ourselves. Life can seem so confusing sometimes. It makes the choice hard to make. There are those who live their lives like flowing water (remember water always flows down), there are also those who always try to keep going up, trying to get the best. Many are trapped in their mistake of judging themselves so that they make the wrong decisions. Even though they finally realized, sometimes it was too late, so that what comes is only regret. However, even when we are in a very difficult situation when it seems that there is only one choice, there is never one choice. Yes... the choice is never one, there are at least two... it's just that our considerations of other things make it seem like there's only one. This is the conclusion I came to after watching two k-dramas this week. Yeah, for some reason, I'm very bored, and keep wanting to watch. Well, there's something that puts me in a bad mood, and it makes me want to distract it by watching. Watching these two dramas is quite entertaining. I will discuss the outline of these two dramas, why they are so interested in my eyes, and why do those dramas make me want to talk about choices? These two dramas have very much different genres. The other is a romance, more precisely a romantic comedy, while the other is a suspense drama that focuses on the theme of psychopaths (as you probably know, I like the theme of psychopaths, for some reason this theme is very interesting for me). So ... we will start by discussing the drama with the romance-comedy genre, **High School King of Savvy**. Anyway, I'm not here to recommend you guys to watch this drama, so I'm not going to discuss who the actors are (which might not really matter to you, lol) so I'm going to focus on the storyline and why this drama is memorable in my opinion. The story may be very out of line, a bit out of the ordinary (I don't know if it might happen in the real world or not) but there are messages that are tucked in some stories. *image taken from Asianwiki.com* So ... This drama tells the story of two brothers whose age range is quite far, actually around 10-11 years, but they have the same looks and can even be said to be twins. The only difference is the mole in the eye that only the younger has, their character and of course their age. The outline of the story is about how the younger brother must replace the role of his brother, whose whereabouts are mysteriously unknown. The younger brother who is still 18 years old, a high school student, must replace his older brother who is aged around 28-29 years as a director in a large company. This is the interesting part of the story, although of course there are lessons that are not good to follow. So, because he has to go to work from morning to evening, every day he skips school, but somehow he can cover it up with the help of his best friend (in this part it's a bit strange, it's very unlikely that the teacher doesn't realize his student isn't in class for almost a whole month). But then again, this is just a drama. In the office, the secret is covered by the finance manager and the board of directors, only these two people know the secret and try hard to cover it up and help the success of the disguise. As I described earlier, the genre is romance comedy, so of course there must be a romance story. And the romance story is about how a high school boy likes his employees who are about 10 or 9 years older than him (actually it's not that far, but because he's still in high school, this difference looks very striking). What's interesting here is, the woman he likes is a little weird. And very far from the ideal type of woman. Her body is very thin, flat, her appearance is a bit messy, and her personality is odd, but… she cares deeply about others and is a hard worker. That's what attracted this boy to her. Long story short, this woman does have a mental growth delay, even though she is an adult, she is still like a child. She has a younger sister who is still in high school, but her younger sister is even like an older sister to her. Dramatically, her sister is very infatuated to the boy who likes her -- they are in the same school. Of course, the conflict in this drama is when the girl finds out that the person she likes (who she initially thought was the director) is just a high school student, and how this high school boy can keep his high school identity a secret. The story is wrapped in emotional feelings, as is typical of the romance genre. But the story flows pretty well, at least for me, who doesn't really like romance stories, I can stand watching it. And back to the main topic, choices... well there are a lot of choices that make this story flow pretty crazy, but of course all of this is definitely possible. The craziest thing is when the lady decided to marry the boy, to keep him from continuing his studies in Germany following his brother (so it turned out that his brother had a plan to make the company where he worked -- which was replaced by his brother -- go bankrupt, because it turns out that the president of the company, once betrayed his father which he thought made his father bankrupt and eventually committed suicide) but . … he finally gave up his intention because he realized that what he did would not change anything (this is one of the big choices in this drama) the older brother who finally decided not to take revenge because he realized it would not change anything. OK, back to the issue of marriage. So, during dating, the girl ends up paying for the meal every time they date, because she is the one with the money, while the boy is just a student. Feelings of inferiority surround this boy, moreover he is not a smart boy who likes to study, he is only good at playing hockey but because of an injury he was unable to continue it to the professional level. Long story short, he looks without a future. But strangely, this woman even asked him to marry. Logically, this thought could not have occurred to anyone. Who would marry a man who seemed without a future? Moreover, the man is much younger than you! This is what makes their parents doubt. All they echo is a matter of love, which in practice, love is not the only thing that can guarantee the continuity of a marriage. Of course, after hearing various logical opinions from her co-workers about her decision, the woman was confused. And the boy who was already happy with the plan was a little disappointed, but instead he ventured to keep proposing to the woman. The woman wavered again and this time for the second time was sure to stay married to the boy. The boy's father reluctantly accepts the marriage, but the biggest obstacle lies with the woman's mother. No wonder why, every parent of course want the best for their child. Her child is a woman who is not good at taking care of herself, how could she leave it to a boy whose future is not even clear. But this boy characters are pretty great in my opinion. His character is able to make everyone like him, with the help of his former co-workers, his best friends and even his best friend's parents, the mother finally melted and blessed their marriage. It turns out that they can prove that their decision to marry was not wrong. Their 3 years of marriage went well, they still love each other and live happily, and in the third year, the boy showed his skills in the business field which were honed when he replaced his older brother who worked before. What I like about this drama is how it portrays a childlike love that is sincere and pure. Well, both the boy and the woman, they may appear to have made a reckless decision, but in fact they made a good decision. Sometimes thinking too much makes us even make the wrong decision, although of course deciding something without thinking is also wrong, lol. The point is that *the future is indeed difficult to predict, it all comes back to our choices.* Actually, I just want to talk about the outline, but I'm very tempted to tell the whole story. But anyway, I think it's okay since I write this to spill what's in my head. The second drama with the suspense genre is **Remember You** or also known as **Hello Monster.** This drama might be suitable for psychology students to watch because the theme is about personality. It is actually not pure suspense, crime, but also wrapped with a little romance, or maybe it can be considered 50:50, but of course the romance does not interfere with the storyline. *Image taken from fimela.com* This drama is about a criminal psychologist who thinks one of his children is a psychopath (which in this drama is considered a monster). This assumption is confirmed by the attraction of one adolescent psychopath to his child. So, his wife was killed by a criminal who had a grudge against him. This made his eldest son indirectly take on the role of mother in the family. His eldest son is very intelligent, and even seems precocious. He takes care of all household matters, and takes care of his father and lii' brother. He is still a child who is not even a teenager, but his behavior is like an adult, that's what makes his father feel his son is different and even thinks his son has a tendency to be a terrible person. Furthermore, he found some psychopathic traits in his eldest son, such as killing animals and drawing strange things that did not match his age. But ... one thing he did not know, that the one who actually had these characteristics was none other than his youngest child. because he has been in the criminal world for a long time, he is very afraid that his son will become one of the criminals he meets every day. His fear made him decide to lock his son in a special room in that part of the house. The eldest son who knows that his younger brother the true monster, doesn't dare to tell his father, but ... he made a mistake that turned out to be quite influential in his future life. He told one of the teenage psychopaths he met in prison which his father used to visit, that his father thought he was a monster when in fact it's his younger brother. The decision to lock up his eldest son turned out to be a bad decision made by his father. by confining his eldest son, the youngest became lonely. A terrible tragedy occurs when teenage psychopaths who find out who the real monster is, escape from prison and kill their father. Unexpectedly when trying to save himself, the youngest child accidentally entered the car of the teenage psychopath. This is where the misfortune begins. one of the policewomen in the prison where his father used to work, finally raised the eldest child. She sent the child abroad and the child succeeded in becoming a professor who focused on crime, his intelligence made him a reliable criminal profiler. He grew up thinking his younger brother had died, so he never thought of looking for him, until one day he got an email from the teenage psychopath. Soon he returned to Korea to meet the psychopath. Of course it wasn't easy, because the psychopath had changed his identity. Long story short, in his search to find the psychopath he also discovers the fact that his brother is still alive and the terrible fact that he has always feared, that his brother is also a murderer. He felt a mixture of sadness and guilt when he discovered the fact that his brother had been sending him signals, clues to find him. However, he who thought his brother had died was not sensitive to these clues. on the other hand, his brother who had grown up and was cared for by the psychopath, thought his brother had abandoned and forgot about him. it made him kill everyone abandoning his family. he vents his frustration on his brother through the people he kills. What's interesting about this story is, I can't hate the psychopath even though of course what he did was wrong. But the mistake he made was nothing more than because his life had been wrong since childhood. because since childhood he was confined alone in a secret room in his house and was never considered as a family member by his family, he can't analyze which are good and bad deed. He has a different interpretation of judging other people. he often misunderstood the thoughts and hearts of others. because he had only interacted with himself for a dozen years, he couldn't think from other people's point of view.. Hmm, more or less he did a good deed but in the wrong way. he is always confused by people's reactions to the actions he does, he is confused about why people consider him a monster, why people can't understand what he is doing. He needed someone who could understand him, and at that time he was attracted to the eldest child, because of all the people in prison at that time, only the eldest seemed to understand him. that's why he killed the eldest child's father and separated him (although not originally planned) with his younger brother who has a tendency to become a monster. According to him, personality was formed when he was a child, so he felt that he could no longer determine what he would be like, because he felt this was the result of his formation. while the eldest child, still has the opportunity to choose what he will be, whether like a psychopath or much different. in essence, he believed that being a monster was a choice. 10 children born with the same conditions in the same environment will not necessarily become psychopaths, it depends on choices and genes. Speaking of genes.... I remember **Mouse** drama that talked about the psychopathic gene. so that psychopaths can be formed if they have psychopathic genes. but still, it's still a choice. The psychopath was born as a result of sexual abuse. his underage mother was disgusted with him and never wanted to see let alone take care of im. His extended family also hated him and decided to lock him in a room where he never left the room until he was a teenager. Until he finally decided to kill his entire family. The desire to do so was triggered by his mother who committed suicide. 불쌍애 ...poor him. basically he just needs someone who can understand him, understand why he's like that. but... even though the eldest child felt sorry for him he didn't want to understand every single one of the psychopath's wrongdoings. The conflict in the story of course is when the older brother finally recognizes his lil' brother and finds out the psychopathic figure who has been close to him all this time. the psychopath turned out to have been waiting for him for a long time and even became his neighbor who sometimes took care of the plants in the eldest child house to keep it tidy (his old house was abandoned for years when he studied abroad). the story is wrapped in several criminal cases but that is just the spice, so is the romance. So... when reunited with his brother the younger brother hopes to live a normal life, but he also realizes that it is impossible, remember his past which has killed many people. so the choice is that he wants to live in the shadows, like the psychopath (live on the run) or live a quiet life by turning himself in to the police to pay for his mistakes. His decision is not very clearly described in this drama. but what is certain is that when the psychopath gives him a new identity, he chooses not to take it. It's happy ending, at least the older brother had a woman who was important to him, although in the end he had to be separated from his younger brother again. and even though the psychopath is still free, I love the ending. it's open ending but quite satisfying, not like the drama **Memories of the Alhambra** (bad open ending). uwaaa, it feels good to be able to express my thoughts, this may be my longest article here. I like to talk about dramas, movies or books that make an impression on me. and I feel excited after talking about it. I know the topic I'm bringing up is probably not your favorite topic, but if you accidentally read this article, I thank you very much for taking the time to read my thoughts. **Special thanks to my new sponsor, My dear friend Yelena and ate Angela... thanks for the support, so far i have 4 sponsors and i feel so great about it, it makes me want to write more in future.** the last but not least, Talk about the last drama, it always reminds me of manga "**monster**" one of my favorite mangas written by my favorite mangaka Mr. Urasawa Naoki, Mr. Urasawa has a bunch great manga, i love his story idea, very unique. until now i remember a phrase written by Johan Liebert one of the character in **Monster.**

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@Freylin 5 September 2021

I Think I Got COVID I purposely made this article to share with anyone who may or may not have had COVID before. Those who have been through this may be able to share experiences with each other, those who have not been through this may be able to get a little picture about it. My writing here is will only about my experience and my point of view as a layperson, if there is something wrong with what I wrote, please correct me so that I will not repeat the same mistake. Thank you. At first, I thought I just had the flu, well maybe it is but... 3 or 4 days ago I began to lose the ability to taste and the ability to smell something. I know it's also one of the symptoms that might occur when we have a cold, but this time it's different because I really don't taste or smell anything at all. For smell is completely lost, but for taste, what remains may be a bitter taste. I can't tell if the food is stale or not if physically it still looks fine. Honestly, losing your senses of taste and smell is weird. I feel like just eating, the important thing is that I'm not hungry. No wonder, many lose their appetite when they are attacked by Covid. But it may also be due to nausea and discomfort in the stomach and chest. In my case, thankfully I didn't feel suffocated, nauseous and my appetite actually increased. I'm always hungry and want to eat all the time. Even so, I couldn't taste what I ate. But yeah, life does have a positive and negative side. The positive thing I can take from the loss of my ability to smell is, I'm not bothered by the smell of my cat's litter when I clean their litter box, lol. Strangely, I feel life is tasteless. The food still looks interesting, but not anymore when I've started to bite it, lol. Indeed, losing one of the five senses is very uncomfortable, be it smell, taste, sound, sight, touch. Well, it reminds me of Mattie's poem "Making Real Sense of The Senses" *Our eyes are for looking at things* *But they are also for crying* *When we are very happy or very sad* *Our ears are for listening* *But so are our hearts* *Our noses are for smelling food* *But also the wind and the grass and* *If we try very hard, butterflies* *Our hands our for feeling* *But also for hugging and touching so gently* *Our mouths and tougues are for tasting* *But also for saying words, like* *"I love you", and* *"Thank you, God, for all of these things."* Alright, that is just an intermezzo :) but actually what tortured me the most was a dry cough. I woke up several times because suddenly my throat was tickled. The second thing that torments me the most is sneezing (*Hmm... actually I have the flu or COVID, or both?*) so the sneeze made me cry, and because of that my eyes became swollen, and of course they were hard to open, my eyes looked like Garfield. But ... I feel nothing else serious. That's why all I did was self-isolate at home. Keep doing my daily activities. I do have a fever and was a bit weak, but it doesn't make me lose my energy for activities. I still do my chores, such as sweeping, washing clothes, dishes, and other routine things. And of course, taking care of my two furry babies who can't be patient, lol. Anyway, I had a headache which was enough to make me tired on the first day, but luckily after I took the medicine, the pain went away. Although after that I have had a dry cough until now. My throat is suddenly dry, and I have to drink immediately to make myself feel better. Well, it's no longer a secret that the symptoms of Covid really depend on the immune system and the health history of the person affected. So, what I experienced with what others experienced would definitely be different, even though there would be a slight resemblance. What's more, I've already had my first dose of vaccine (Sinovac) so the symptoms I feel aren't too severe. So... Today, I would say I'm pretty fine, but not perfectly fine. I do have rhinitis which seems to lead to sinusitis, so I'm a bit sensitive to colds. So yeah, sneezing and snot is my daily problem. And even though my sense of smell is getting better, and thankfully I'm able to enjoy the food on the table again, I still can't smell my cat litter and body odor, lol. Not being able to smell something that smells bad is actually a godsend, because we get rid of bad smells, it's just that we become insensitive and don't realize that it's us that smells, lol. But ... as long as you stay at home, there's no need to worry :P The cool thing about losing the sense of smell Yup, so I found something interesting with the loss of my ability to smell. At first, I didn't notice that I had lost this ability, not until I finally lost my sense of taste. Yup, so it turns out I'm not very sensitive to smells, but I'm very aware when the food I eat tastes weird. So it was all sudden. In the morning I feel everything is fine, afternoon to evening, everything is still normal, but... suddenly at night, my favorite food taste... stale? It's just weird... I could only feel the texture, but not the taste. Since then, I realized. And I tried to smell all the pungent smells, perfume, eucalyptus oil, and as a result... I couldn't catch any smell. And suddenly the world looks different, lol. Yesterday, my sense of taste returned, still mild, not very strong, but at least I can enjoy my potato chips and some snacks that I deliberately save because it's a pity to eat when I can't taste anything. But ... even though I can smell the fragrant smell and can taste my favorite delicious food again, I can't smell the bad smell yet, but sometimes, I can faintly smell it even though it's not too strong. Well, that's the story of my super short experience. I think it's 98% only about "smells" lol... but at least you guys have an idea that when you get COVID, don't panic, the important thing is, watch your food, drink, take vitamins and of course stay happy, and remember to stay at home, because You certainly don't want to be the cause of other people getting infected. Thanks for reading... Note: Last but not least ... Thank You so Much to MJ and Panky for the support by being my sponsor. I wanted to write a special “Thank You” note, but I'm bad at saying thank you. But of course, I'm still writing and being here because of seeing the icons of you two plastered every time I open read. cash, you make me ashamed if I don't take advantage of your support, lol.

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@Freylin 30 August 2021

Apakah Google Translate Dapat Mengartikan Artikelku Dengan Baik? Aku baru tahu ternyata aku bisa menulis menggunakan bahasaku sendiri. Tentu saja aku ingin mencobanya, nanti akan aku coba untuk menerjemahkannya dalam Bahasa Inggris. Tantangannya mungkin lebih ke kata-kata yang akan aku pilih supaya terjemahan yang ditampilkan nantinya tidak membingungkan. Sejauh ini, jika aku menulis dengan bahasa yang formal, pasti terjemahan yang muncul lumayan sesuai dengan yang aku harapkan. Akan tetapi, tentu saja tulisanku terasa agak kaku jika dibaca dalam bahasaku sendiri. Aku memiliki banyak ide, tapi aku masih belum terlalu leluasa menulis dalam bahasa inggris. aku takut orang salah mengartikan apa yang aku tulis. Karena seringkali itu yang terjadi. Aku pernah menulis artikel dengan judul yang cukup memikat (setidaknya itu menurutku, lol) dan komentar yang aku dapatkan jauh dari isi yang ingin aku sampaikan. Sedikit kecewa aku membuat artikel lagi untuk mengungkapkan kalau kata-kataku sering disalah artikan oleh orang lain. aku sering mendapatkan komentar yang tidak sesuai dengan apa yang ingin kusampaikan. ide menulis selalu datang dan pergi. Aku seringkali mendapatkan ide di pagi hari saat aku sedang mengurus kebutuhan kucing-kucingku. Aku sampai mengolah kalimat dan topik apa saja yang ingin aku bahas. Akan tetapi, waktu aku akhirnya mulai menuliskannya, saat aku sudah berada di depan laptop dan siap untuk menuangkan ide-ideku. Aku terhalang bahasa. Aku seringkali tidak yakin dengan pemilihan kata yang akan aku gunakan. aku sering ragu, karena aku tidak ingin orang salah mengartikan isi artikelku. hal tersebut terkadang yang membuat artikel yang kutulis jadi terasa aneh, ambigu, membingungkan dan jatuhnya tidak menarik. Aku membaca beberapa artikel di sini. Aku kagum dengan mereka yang memiliki bahasa Inggris yang tidak terlalu baik tapi dapat menyampaikan isi pikirannya dengan baik. Aku berharap setidaknya artikelku cukup menarik. Akan tetapi, terlalu banyak yang ingin kusampaikan sampai aku bingung bagaimana mengolahnya dan ujung-ujungnya aku hanya menyampaikan sebagian kecil dari apa yang sebenarnya ingin aku sampaikan. Bahkan aku tidak menyampaikan inti dari yang ingin aku sampaikan, karena aku ragu, bingung, bagaimana cara menyampaikannya dengan baik dan benar. Aku dari dulu mencari blog dimana aku bisa menulis apa pun yang aku inginkan, tapi dari sana aku juga dapat menghasilkan sesuatu, sehingga setidaknya waktuku menulis terkesan tidak terbuang begitu saja. aku ingin membuat blog yang termonetisasi, tetapi ... aku bukan tipe pembuat artikel yang informatif. Isi blogku lebih banyak tentang kegemaranku, isi pikiranku, cerita pendekku yang sangat tidak menarik dan hal-hal yang kemungkinan besar hanya menarik untukku. bertahun-tahun memiliki blog, followerku hanya 6 orang dengan 4 diantaranya atau mungkin 5 diantaranya adalah temanku sendiri. Jika postingan ini aku tulis dengan bahasa inggris, aku yakin aku butuh waktu lebih lama untuk menulisnya, karena aku butuh waktu lama mempertimbangkan kalimat yang ingin aku gunakan. Walaupun demikian, tetap saja artikelku tidak mudah dipahami,lol. mungkin aku harus sedikit menenangkan pikiranku setiap menulis, supaya aku tidak terlalu terkekan saat menulis. untuk artikel yang tidak penting ini, aku hanya menghabiskan beberapa menit. Akan tetapi, jika aku menulis ini dalam bahasa inggris, mungkin saja aku akan menghabiskan berjam-jam. Ya... berjam-jam untuk artikel tidak penting. Baiklah, berhubung ini artikel coba-coba, karena aku ingin menguji google translate, aku sudahi postingan tidak jelas ini sampai di sini. Jika ada kalian yang tidak sengaja singgah ke artikel ini, mohon komentarnya, apakah google translate bekerja baik bagi kalian. Terimakasih telah membaca.

@Freylin 24 August 2021

oh my ... i'm so happy i've passed my first milestone, 100 views 😁

@Freylin 3 August 2021

Memories will always be remembered. August 3rd 2021 I always want to write about my childhood since it is my best time ever. Nothing to worry about because we know almost nothing other than playing and playing, lol. That's why I'm so excited when I found this challenge " Getting to Know You More: When I Was A Kid " by our lovely friend @bmjc98 Well ... it is always fun to get to know each other better than before, so far I just read I think 3 articles about this topic, and wow ... they all have such a great story. It makes me wonder which memories should I share with you? When I was a kid, no days without playing. But anyway every moment leaves some memories, I hope I could make my story fun to read. Alright, so ... let's go to the topic. When I was a kid, I have never worn a shirt yes, I didn't like to wear a shirt. For me back then, wearing a shirt is exhausting and impractical. Because I was so active, I sweat easily, and the shirt just makes me sultry. Every time my mom put me a shirt on, I would take it off and bring it everywhere I go. And every time my dad commented on my strange behavior, I always replied by saying it was because of your prayers when I was not yet born. Yup, my dad wants a boy. When I was a kid, I was afraid of cat So, for those of you who may not know me. I'm a cat lover and have 4 cats by now. I love cats so much that I forgot that I was once afraid of a cat, I can even say I was so scared. But actually, I was only scared of my friend's cat, I forgot his name and how he looked. All I remember is that I was chased by him and I was screaming until my tears came out of fear. Maybe back then, I was like being chased by a beast. What sucks is that my friend laughed out loud at it. She looked very content to prank me. I remember it so much, ever since I've been scared to go to her house. When I was a kid, I like to mimicking scenes on tv Childhood was a time full of "imitating" I really liked watching and imitating what I watched. it gave me pride at that moment. I grew up with Chinese drama ==> wuxia (martial heroes) so I really like kungfu, I often play toya like a shaolin, and the toya I use is a broom.lol. While playing swords, I used a broomstick, haha. if I remember my childhood, I feel that I'm very active. My friends and I even acted after the comics we read. We made a story that was far beyond that comic story, our imaginations were unstoppable, very absurd. And sometimes we also imitate children's stories that I'm sure all of you know, cinderella, sleeping beauty, and more. of course in our lame version. When I was a kid, I hate to make up It's true, but it's not entirely true. More precisely I don't like to be seen using makeup. whereas... Secretly I like to try my mom's makeup. lol. I don't want to look like a girl, but on the other hand, I'm curious about lipstick, powder, eye shadow, blush on, and whatever is applied to the face. One day, I was put on make-up when there was a wedding in my family. At that time, for some reason I wasn't eating, I don't know ... the make-up makes me lazy to eat, I wasn't comfortable. wearing make-up even when it's only a powder makes me feel like something stuck on my face, like wearing a mask. and that time lipstick makes me feel my lips so big. I'd rather wear my own makeup than put on someone else. But hey... that was back then, not now,lol. When I was a kid, I used to dance every time i listened to Kuch-kuch Hota Hai soundtrack There may be some of you who don't know what kuch-kuch hota hai is. so kuch-kuch hota hai is an Indian movie (1998) that was once popular when I was a kid. Almost all kids my age are even much older than I, know this movie. I watched this movie myself when my brother watched it with his friend. I still remember how I watched in the corner of the room. I was so into the story that I cried myself. Oh my God whenever I remember that time, I always want to laugh. I still have a story to tell but it's time to take care of my fur babies. It's even too late now, lol. anyway ... thanks for reading if you stumble here.

@Freylin 7 July 2021

Misunderstanding Have you ever felt people misunderstand what you say, what you have written, even misunderstood the reaction you gave? Yes... It happens to me a lot. And from there I understood I had to learn a lot of how to get people to understand what I really wanted to say, what exactly I meant by every word I wrote, or the reaction I gave. I often talk about something that might be simple to be a bit complex for people. I admit my weakness is, I easily understand what people mean, but people have a hard time understanding what I mean, lol. Furthermore, I wouldn't be surprised when I get all kinds of responses, some give the right response, but many of them give different responses that are even very contrary to what I mean. If that's a response to my writing or my comments, I often reread, maybe I chose the wrong word or said something offensive. Maybe people will say it's a matter of language barriers and cultural differences. Yes, it's possible, but... So far what I've felt is not that, it's more about my ability to convey things. I know, I need to fix this. Sometimes, I have a feeling that people don't read what I write, or don't listen to what I say well. But the reality is, it's not that, they read and hear well, just don't understand. Lol. Sorry. Why I'm so sure this is not a matter of language? Because writing in my own language alone sometimes makes some people do not understand. My friends often misunderstand what I'm saying, let alone what I write. I had to explain many times to convince and make them understand what exactly I meant. Well yeah, talk in my own language even sometimes make people misunderstood. That's why I always try to simplify my language, hoping people don't misunderstand or even be offended by what I write or say. My bad. I love learning languages, any language. But I'm so bad at delivering things. I'm easy to understand what people are saying, but since I'm hard to convey what I mean, make people assume I don't understand them. I even love writing, but I often write without really conveying clearly who I mean, making people often think what I'm talking about is only about me. Therefore, now that I'm trying to be more open, if I talk about myself I'll just say "I'm like this, I'm like that" but when I talk about people's things, in general, I use "them." I thought it will make people more understand that I'm not talking about myself, but it seems that, it doesn't fully work, I don't know how to convince my readers that what I write sometimes has nothing to do with me at all. Well ... I hope writing a lot will help me to convey what inside my mind better. I'm often confused about answering responses that don't match what I want to say. A lot of them think of me as this and that. Well, I can't blame them, it's just that I got a bit scared writing, haha... joking. Anyway, sometimes it's hard indeed, has a style of language like mine that hardly saying something directly to the point. I often make ambiguous sentences that make my readers deduce something far from what I think. Hmm... Sometimes I wonder if I need to straighten out what I'm actually writing. It's uncomfortable when people misinterpret what you mean. But... I'm not sure if I can even explain well to them. I need to look at their faces firsthand to see if they really understand what I mean, or just try to understand, to end the discussion. This is what I often experience, my friends often choose to end conversations with me when I struggle to make them understand, but they are lazy to listen. So the conclusion of the topic this time. I have to learn to focus when I'm talking about a topic, I often lose focus and talk about other topics, maybe that's what confuses my readers with my writing. I often write my confusion makes others confused with my understanding. They often think I don't know or don't even understand what I'm writing. Sorry. Don't take this topic too seriously, I often write things not in a serious mood, although maybe my words sound serious. Therefore, I often slip emoticons but since now I write using a laptop, I can not slip emoticons that may reduce the misunderstanding of my readers. I get comments from someone I don't know, and I'm happy about it. I feel like my writing can attract readers, lol. Anyway, I used to have a blog, and I can see which topics bring people to read my blog. It feels good when your blog is read by others. Because all this time, my writing was only read by friends I know. Of course, it feels different when you finally realize that your writing is also read by people you don't know at all. Alright then, I know everything needs research, time, effort, and patient to shine. I believe there are no instant things, and instant things will not stand long. I think I have made a clear conclusion, I hope there's no misunderstanding in my post anymore. For you who just accidentally stopping by here, thank you so much.

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@Freylin 6 July 2021

Unfortunately, I'm not motivated. I wish I could motivate myself, but instead of being motivated, read someone who succeeded didn't make me feel motivated. Why? The reason is simple. That successful post even though not brag about their income, but also didn't give any solution to those who still not successful. But wait... they are not bragging I believe, they just don't know how to tell us to don't give up and don't know how to make us try hard to make better content. Their post actually wants to say *I can achieve this, you can as well*, don't give up. But unfortunately, even though they have good intentions, many of the readers are not lucky enough to have someone or something that could inspire them. That's why many of them give up and think that they don't have a chance, and just think that succeed person just a lucky person. In fact, those who they thought lucky people, also have been through all difficulties, which maybe they didn't talk about. It is human nature, thought their selves the most unlucky, miserable, and various other negative thoughts. Funny, but yes, that what we always find anywhere. Anyway... this is not a topic, I want to talk about, but... I don't know, just want to write this thought, not important, but well I just want to say this. Since I feel better to write on here than on noise. I hope good news also comes to me... just to inspire me to do better here and there. Am I still have a right to think about it?

@Freylin 6 July 2021

Maybe♥️ Deep inside the forest Is a door into another land Here is our life and home We are staying, here forever In the beauty of this place all alone We keep on hopi-in' Maybe There's a world where we don't have to run And maybe There's a time we'll call our own Livin' free in harmony and majesty Take me ho-ome Take me home Walkin' through the land Where every living thing is beautiful Why does it have to end We are calling, oh so sadly On the whispers of the wind As we send a dying message Lyrics by Thom Pace -Maybe- this is a piece of the lyrics of the song "**Maybe**" by **Thom Pace-**an American singer-songwriter, who is best known for this song "Maybe", which became the theme of  ***The Life and Times of Grizzly Adams*** *-*  a 1974 independent feature film played by **Dan Haggerty** was loosely based on California mountain man **John "Grizzly" Adams** (1812–1860). I really like both the song and the lyrics. the lyrics give me hope while the music makes me want to keep singing. I knew this song from a collection of songs remake by Declan Galbraith - a British musician . He is best known for his 2002 hit single , "Tell Me Why", which peaked at #29 in the UK Single Chart. https://youtu.be/g2sL0CPWQc4 well i will not talk about Declan anyway even Thom Pace. I just wanna focus on talk about this song... Maybe... my favorite part of the lyrics is the first part... ***Deep inside the forest*** ***Is a door into another land*** ***Here is our life and home*** I admit, I'm not a kid anymore, but I still like all things about fantasy ..my mind still wanders whenever I see winding roads, lush forests, vast meadows, endless skies, seas that are very beautiful but scary , the mountains, the abandoned house, a lot of things that can awaken my imagination of a fantasy world. but I still can't make a fantasy story. I've always wanted to create fantasy stories, build my own version of an imaginary world. Just like Mrs. JK Rowling who made a very cool wizarding world, just from seeing the vast meadows.. I really want to be like her. I also really like the story by JR. Tolkien with his Lord of the rings and the hobbit awesome series... there are also some fantasy stories that are out of the box but very entertaining and unforgettable. Talk about "another land" ...we still talk about this first part of the lyrics...My mind is always wander to the world of Oz and Narnia... surprisingly I didn't think of the world of Alice, maybe because I'm not a fan of Alice in Wonderland, I didn't even think of Peter Pan, the Neverland world... I really hooked on "Return to Oz" movie when i was little, watched it again today, make me wondering how am I when i was little, quite fun think of it... The little me could watch it over and over again without getting bored, i even remember the cast, the Dorothy Gale played by Fairuza Balk. and for Narnia series (i talk about the movies) i love it, especially the second series, i even memories its dialogue🤣 "The Chronicles of Narnia and Prince Caspian", seeing the casts now...wow...it's been a looong time ago... well talk about the Chronicles of Narnia and Prince Caspian... the end song of this movie is my favorite as well until now... "The Call by Regina Spektor" I love this song and still sing it today whenever my mind wanders somewhere https://youtu.be/OAMSu1T47DU this second movie series of Narnia for me is the best. well... same with this song, the music and the lyrics both are great for my mood. alright back to our main topic. the second part of this "Maybe" lyrics that i love to repeat when sing this song is. ***Maybe*** ***There's a world where we don't have to run*** Well... yeah...sometimes...when we are into a trouble where we can't solve and dunno how to handle it, we wanna hide or run to somewhere. this lyrics dunno why just like give me hope that ... there's a place where we don't have any worries, we will be okay for sure. talk about this matter, i have another song that i love to sing when i have a bad day... "the great escape by Patrick Watson." but i love the cover song by Elie Dupuis, here it is... https://youtu.be/uUGFcqGBPtg this song has been used as one of the soundtrack songs of the film he played- *Mommy Is at the Hairdresser's* *(Maman est chez le coiffeur)*. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mommy_Is_at_the_Hairdresser%27s my favorite part of this song lyrics is... Bad day ... looking for a way home, looking for the great escape well yeah that's a little bit thing i wanna share today, i still have a job to do, the sun is getting hot, time to start my day...thanks for reading, hope you enjoy the songs... Sampai jumpa, Bye...

@Freylin 25 June 2021

Habis Gelap Terbitlah Terang This title actually a book title. If you're Indonesian, this title must be very familiar. Yup... this title derived from a book, which is a collection of letters from Raden Ajeng Kartini that had been recorded. She is one of the heroines from Indonesia. She is an activist in education for women in Indonesia. Although she is better known as a fighter for women in terms of equality with men, from my point of view when reading her story, I think she struggles not to ask for equality but rather to respect for women. ***Habis Gelap Terbitlah Terang*** in English it could be means**,** ****After the darkness there's a light.**** I use this title actually without intending to discuss R.A Kartini. But somehow this title came to my mind after I made a post on Noise.cash. I just woke up, and somehow I was thinking of checking my noise account. Nothing new, as usual, it's just that I saw some of my friends who initially only got 0, now start to crawl even though it's still teetering. I tried to check my own account, and well I got a little as well. That's good. Maybe some of my friends thought why I'm not active on noise due to 0 tips, in fact, my reason is that since i got 0 tips, my interaction also become zero. I don't know why. But, well ... yeah, that happens. because the interaction on my post is almost none since my zero tips, I lose my appetite to post anything. But then dear MarSou aka Marissa which not really often comment on me before, come to encourage me and give me a reason to stay. Honestly, I feel touched by her. Because well... when you feel like there's a problem with your account, and you want to try to survive, but none of your friends are encouraging. Of course, there's uncomfortable feeling. I saw friends with zero tips, still got comments and likes as usual. Whereas in my case, both likes and the comments are lesser than it always be. Actually, that's what makes me a little pessimistic about surviving. There's a piece of thought, why survive when you don't have anyone around you, even cheering you up? It's like I have no reason to stay, no friends to talk to, at least whenever I made some post. I know some friends still respond and replied me whenever I left some comment, but none leave a comment on my post. Yeah, it could be because of my post, I mean... they don't know what to respond to, but well since I don't know who gave me likes, cuz i can't get any tips, the comment is the only way to know who still with me. That's why it's important for me now. By the way, I also wanna say thanks to "MegaKyodaiBanrai" I don't even know his name and I don't know is he on read.cash as well. He is the one that always comments on my post, makes me feel visible. Thank you😃 Of course, I have some friends to talk to before, but one by one, never left a comment anymore, I hope I didn't say something that annoyed them. Sometimes I have that thought. Yeah ... Whenever a friend I used to interact with is no longer interacting with me even though they are still active, I always feel like I might have done the wrong thing to them. I don't want to think like this, but that thought comes down to it. I know, I had to get rid of this bad habit of mine. Therefore, I always try to forget about it and keep trying to establish communication with them. May my bad thoughts be only because I'm too sensitive. Okay, move on! So ...actually, I always open Noise and read cash to post something, but especially on noise, I don't know what to write. Sometimes when I have no idea what to write, I write a quote along with my opinion, but since I thought that kind of post makes me tag as a spammer, I tried to lessen it. Whereas if I want to talk about Zoro and Poppo, there's nothing interesting about them, other than Poppo that still has diarrhea and Zoro is getting naughty,lol. So ... finally, I have a laptop. I thought I could be more productive since then. But ... everything just still the same, well not really, but it is. I thought I could be more active writing here, but it turns out I ran out of ideas. I have so many draft posts, I don't know how to finish them. When I write half of it, I don't know what to talk about anymore. I wanna write a long post here, but I always stuck in the middle. Therefore, I tried to motivate myself to keep running my shop that still does not attract buyers, while still making a variety of designs that hopefully attract someone later. Actually, I just wanted to focus on one marketplace site, but after watching the stories of the people who were successful with this business, I decided to try another site. With passion and confidence. I signed up and started having a store there. The process is easy and smooth. I started uploading my designs that were quite a lot. There's no warning for me for uploading too much, so I keep uploading until I upload about 23 designs a day. This is still quite a bit, in fact, there are those who upload 500 or more designs in two days. Everything went well and smooth, I actually spent almost a whole day uploading and editing all the products I was going to sell. Don't ask how exhausted I was. Good thing is, there are my boys who always comfort me. Honestly, I really like this new site. Feels more comfortable when it comes to editing, not as exhausting as the sites I've joined before, especially when it comes to editing and color-defining products. I can tell you I like it so much. The features helped me a lot. Because it seems simple but makes it easy for its users to use it. Well, I feel like I'm going to hang in there. I really enjoyed my first day opening the store. It's never been in my mind that I'm going to get kicked any time soon. I still have a lot of designs, but since there are conditions if I want to be promoted I should at least have uploaded at least 20 designs, I ended up forcing myself to upload at least 20 designs first. I uploaded my designs from morning to afternoon even evening, well more or less ... because I did take a while in editing, too much consideration😜. But ...after uploading 23 designs, I decided to take a break. I closed the site and started entertaining myself with other things. There's no problem when I finish uploading my last design. After a little while, as usual, I checked how my store is progressing. But suddenly besides I saw I've been automatically ejected. I saw a warning at a glance, which really appears only fleetingly. It said my account was deactivated. I was confused, why? And what's wrong? I tried to re-login, but I couldn't. I was also trying to check my email, maybe I'll find an explanation there. And sure enough, I got an email from the site informing me I had violated the terms and conditions, but they didn't specify which part. Therefore, they ended up deleting my account. Without any prior warning. I was really shocked and felt very uncomfortable with the behavior of this site. I also tried to dig up information on YouTube, who knows there anyone who has the same experience as me. It turned out to be a lot. And even some who have been there for a long time are also kicked for no apparent reason, let alone warning in advance. I don't know, which rules make them act like that. Of course, we as users need to know the reason behind our account being removed just like that. I'm basically lazy to care about it, let alone the many complaints that say their emails have no reply for months. But after finding that someone had the email replied to, I tried the 0.1% chance. Then, I decided to email them. I said they're probably wrong in assuming I'm a bot or something. I even included evidence that the designs were purely my own ideas. And ... Until now, there has been no reply. It hasn't been a week, but I'm sure there won't be a reply. I was more convinced when I found someone who stated that this site chose who deserved to open a store there. They choose which designs deserve to be on their site. Well, if that's true it's really hurting, but... at least by finding out that statement, I'm becoming more and more sure to no longer have hope on this site. After all... there are still many sites that give me the opportunity to open a business, open a store on their site. Anyway, even though we are only users, at least they appreciate us, let alone we have tried to follow every rule. They shouldn't have kicked us just like that, at least they give a warning first. As human beings, perhaps we are negligent and made some mistakes. That's why advance notice to confirm is it true that we made a mistake, I think it's very necessary. The sudden expulsion turned out to have a negative impact on me. I got lazy about creating new designs and had little doubt about my design. I feel lazy to try again. Moreover, with the fact that I joined that day and was kicked out on the same day, who wouldn't wonder and be in shock at the same time? Yeah ... getting a rejection is never fun. But that's the part of life, there's no way we'll always be accepted anyway. It's just that the rejection made my confidence drop. And of course, it's not good. That's why I try to keep positive thinking and motivating myself, I can also succeed like everyone else, as long as I keep trying and confident. Eventually, I started to get up and try to create some new designs. Honestly, I really enjoy making designs. Knowing there's a place where I can share this hobby, certainly, I won't waste it. I'm so happy when someone likes my design, even though no one buys my stuff, yet I'm still trying to give the best I can. I won't tell you the site, I hope you won't face the same experience as me. Maybe half of this post or probably 80% of this post is about my nagging. But at least I feel better after share this. May you not be affected by my negative aura. After reading this. I always wish I could give you a useful post, but it looks like I have to learn more about it. *Anyway ... to make it not out of the topic, my conclusion is whatever we have been facing or through, just remember when we are in despair there's always hope, see... in the darkness, there's a light.* **Habis Gelap Terbitlah terang.** Well, I think I need to read this post again before post it, but ... let it be. Sampai Jumpa, See ya !

@Freylin 22 June 2021

Singing ... Alhamdulillah ... after waiting for almost a week, finally I have a laptop. To be exact, I bought it on Sunday, but I started to use it on Monday. The first thing I did is open read. Cash, I wanna finish my draft article. But my bad, when I wrote my article on the phone, I didn't save it as a draft. I just left it open. My other fault was I've been writing two articles, but I didn't save them both, instead of left them on a different tab on my browser. Then ... when I tried to connect my read. cash on the phone with my laptop, I was shocked. My writing, which at least only needs maybe two or three paragraphs more, was lost. Huff ... that's why I post nothing yesterday ... but today I think I have to post something to make me feel better after disappointed yesterday. Then when I open read.cash. Oh! I have a notification, ate Angela just published a new article, it looks like she didn't publish anything for days. She uploads her Saturday karaoke challenge. Yep! I know this challenge. And I've joined it too. It's very fun since I love singing. I always take my time to record my so-so voice, only to join the challenge. And from there, I knew how wonderful my friends' voices are. Talk about singing. Singing is one of my hobbies. I did it almost every day, nope ... I'm singing every single day, lol. No days without singing. I don't know why I like singing and ... actually, this is an embarrassing secret, I like to listen to my own voice.lol ... yeah... You can think I'm a narcissist in this case. Because I think so too,lol. When I like a song, I will record my voice and listen to my cover over and over again. I prefer to listen to my voice than the original one.lol. Well ... before we continue this topic, I wanna share with you my story about my favorite singer. Let's change the topic for a moment. So I had a favorite singer when I was little until now I like him, but certainly not like before. This singer is my age. I started to like him since he first debuted at the age of 11 years. His first album won countless awards, I forget the names of the awards. He's a singer born in the United States, precisely in Nashville Tennessee, that's why I wanted to go there, lol. He's the one who got me into country music. Oh yes, his music genre is country. He was very well-known at that time. But unfortunately, his fame continues to fade until now. But I was still looking for his latest news. Until one day, I found him on Twitter. At first, I wasn't sure it was him, because Twitter or other social media are full of scams. But somehow I was sure it's him. And sure enough, after his followers grew, his account had a tick mark (you know what I mean) indicating he was real. One day, I idly asked him if he liked hearing his own voice? I didn't expect him to answer my tweets! OMG! I was so surprised and happy, I even screenshot his answer. But of course, now I don't know where I save the screenshot. Even the Twitter I used to ask him, I no longer use it. Alright, so ... He answered me, **"I don't like hearing my own voice."** Oh MY Goodness!!... I feel like...sooooooo weird at that moment, realize that maybe I'm the only creature in this world who loves to listen to her own voice, lol. *It seems like only people with mediocre voices enjoy hearing their own voices, lol.* **He has a voice that never bores me, but he doesn't like hearing his own voice?!** Alright, I think I'm weird. My voice not fantastic, but I'd rather listen to my voice than the original singer. Disclaimer, I still love hearing the original singer's voice, it's just that sometimes I prefer to listen to my song covers collection. Well ... I have a funny childhood story about singing. So ... I'm not the one who loves singing when I was little, my sister is. Yep! When I was little, there was no such thing as a cell phone to record voice, let alone applications like We Sing, Smule, or other karaoke applications like today. There is only a very booming Walkman when I was a kid. Walkman could only play cassettes that are no longer produced now. lol. Oh my ... I didn't realize I was old. So by buying blank tapes, my sister and I, hmm, to be more exact, it just my sister, who often records her singing voice. As a kid with a bunch of curiosities, of course, I wanna imitate what my sister did. Sometimes I sang along with her. However, she is not a good big sister. She always gives me backing parts which made me not even sing, I'm not sure how I'll explain it. Basically, she pissed me off. So sometimes without her knowing, I record my own voice singing some songs, which she didn't allow me to sing. But since I was just a kid who can only imitate, I unknowingly overlapped her recording, so an unavoidable world war happened, lol. My sister loves to sing and even has a lyrics book. We love to sing anime songs that aired on TV. Anime songs when I was a kid was translated to Indonesian, and it's very memorable. Some anime whose songs were previously translated into Indonesian are Doraemon, Captains Tsubasa, Yugi-OH, Candy-candy, Chibi Maruko chan,Shinchan, P-man, Pokemon, Dr. Slump,Inuyasha, Dragon Ball, Detective Conan, Hamtaro, Sailor Moon, Ranma 1/2, Saint Saiya, Ikkyu San, Mojacko, Ninja Hattori,some series that look like Power Rangers (I never knew that Power Rangers was inspired by the Japanese series. Because I know power rangers first, various kinds of Japanese series with the same theme still remind me of power rangers) and many more. Oh my God... I'm getting nostalgic,lol ... reminiscing childhood, time without a burden, is fun. Ok ... so I still remember some of those anime songs. Sometimes I sang it along with my sister, to reminisce about our childhood. Ok ... back to the main topic. What the main topic anyway, lol. So ... Without me knowing, I turned out to be singing a lot and finally couldn't stop. And maybe because I used to often hear my own voice recordings, so that habit continues to this day. Yep. I keep recording my voice using a tape recorder, it is very tiring and requires an effort that is not easy, to get sound without noise. Still vividly recorded in my memory, the memory of my attempt to record my voice, the moments that I will never forget. Imagine how difficult it used to be to get clear sound, now, by using karaoke applications, we can even make our voices sound like the original singers. For years, I sing alone. Then my friend told me about an application, a karaoke application that will help us to sing along (duet) with other people, from all over the world. I think I will continue this singing topic in my next post. Thanks for reading until the end. See ya...

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@Freylin 19 June 2021

Be patient ... Patient... why it's easy to say but hard to do😂 patience and waiting are interrelated. to be able to endure in waiting we must be patient. waiting is boring, Holding on to boredom takes patience. Patience is a word that has a very deep meaning. because to be able to do it we need a high level of resilience in facing every test and trial that comes and goes. everyone must be patient, because without being patient it will be difficult to survive in all situations. Patience is also associated with emotions. It is very clear that people who cannot control their emotions are people who lack patience. as has happened lately... many are easily angry because of trivial things, they have difficulty controlling their emotions because they are not used to being patient. Patience has a very broad scope of meaning. Patience is not only related to time, emotions but also soul. maybe later the further we discuss it we will find another side of patience. People who have high patience are known as people who have great self-control. Alright, we found another word related to patience, self-control. If you are a moviegoer, maybe "Kung Fu Panda" is familiar to you. This animated film is not only very entertaining but also brings a lot of advice about life. *Shifu*, in this story often says "inner peace" this words is a form of self-controlling so that everything inside him is balanced. By keeping his mind and emotions in balance, of course he can control himself better. and to reach that level, requires a high level of patience and enthusiasm not to give up easily. Patience as we talk before relates to time, time in life relates to process. People who are impatient with the process will be more fragile than those who is patient with every process they go through. Many choose shortcuts because they can't wait to go through each process, an instant way is the answer to immediately get the results of what they want. they can't wait to go through various stages and processes even though those are very meaningful to give better results. Results-oriented people are usually only concerned with the results or less focused on the quality that matters. it doesn't matter if the quality process of the results is weak as long as the results are quickly obtained. but there are also those who are concerned with quality, they will pay more attention to the process, because they believe a good process will definitely give maximum and strong results. ***many say that patience has a limit... actually patience is unlimited, what is limited is our ability and our desire to be patient***. and no one knows to what extent they are able to endure to remain patient in accepting every trial. they will never know, until they feel and experience the ordeal themselves. and the level of patience of each person is different, depending on their belief. their belief that everything will be fine in time. hopelessness is a form of depletion of patience, despair as a form of loss of hope because the belief in the future is getting fade. when you lose patience all you think about is that moment, you won't think about the future, because that's why people who have lost their patience can act as they please, no longer care about the future risks that they might face. when people lose their temper, they get out of control. the emotions they had been holding back overflowed like a volcano. however, that sometimes happens, might often happen especially when someone triggers emotions over and over again. have you got my point? i think I'm talking here and there, it's not very consistent, lol... btw I might still be able to continue this article by spilling my thoughts which are increasingly unclear where to go, but before your brain nerves are tangled because I take you around before reaching the destination, I'm done it's up to here. Thank you.

@Freylin 19 June 2021

Kroncong 🎻 So... i have so many topics on my draft. I even deleted two of my previous posts, cuz i feel don't like it. i don't like to talk about my self too much, it somehow bring negative aura🤣 and i don't want my reader think i'm in a bad mood. I'm totally fine and sometimes thinking too much of something make me thought of many things from many angles. And sometimes i forgot which is my ownself thought or others thought. it's ambiguous. for me. i have prepared some topics, but none make me feel excited. i always stuck in the middle. and yesterday for the first time, my design was under review, i don't understand, i hope i will get good news sooner. I always feel bad when i got a warning sign... cuz i tried my best to always follow the rules. but... i once wanna be a bad kid. i didn't follow my school rules. i wanted to rebel that day. but... i felt bad, then i went to my teacher to get a punishment, i didn't care about all eyes from all over school that watched me standing in the middle of the school field. i didn't even care about the the sun heat that was getting hot that morning. it was supposed to be an embarrassing experience, but I'm proud instead, why? I can't be a bad kid, i think that's good. I dare to accept any punishment to calm my awry mind. That day, suddenly I wanted to be a bad kid because of the Weasley Twins characters that influenced me, Fred and George... oh my... ~~dasar bocah~~. but unfortunately, until now I still feel guilty to my friends who may ever get annoyed by me. because apart from they didn't accept my apology, they just punished me with guilt until now. they probably forgot that problem already, because it's not a big deal, but i still remember my fault. i think this guilt will haunted me forever. Well ...it looks like I've said too much nonsense, let's move on to the main topic I'd like to share with you guys. I will talk about a music that is not really well known by Indonesian generation today (i think). Although this music is sometimes used as a guest accompaniment at weddings but it seems that only a few know its name. so ... Kroncong, pronounced : Kronchong in english, actually comes from its instrument that make sounds like chrong chrong chrong that's why the music called Kroncong🤣 tbh, this is funny. Kroncong music style is an adaptation of Portuguese musical tradition, brought by sailors to Indonesia in 16th century. By the late 19th, this music quite popular through out Indonesian archipelago. Traditional instrumentation usually used in Kroncong such as the flute, violin, cello, contrabass, cuk (ukulele with 3 nylon strings), cak (Ukulele with 4 or 5 metal strings), guitar, and vocalist. For modern kroncong can add other instruments such as saxophone, drum kit and keyboard. Well... this is one of the best so far i could find for you, if you curious about this music... https://youtu.be/iCmsEYWRE7U The origin of this music came to Indonesia, brought by the Portuguese in 1522. However, for almost 2 centuries, keroncong music can be said, have not been born because the instruments used, still do not show the identity of keroncong music, which is supposed to have the sound of chrong chrong chrong. It was only in the early 1880's that kroncong music was born and continues to develop to this day. The beginning of the birth of kroncong music was the discovery of the ukulele in Hawaii, in 1879, the ukulele immediately became the main musical instrument of kroncong because of its chrong chrong chrong sound. when i was looking for reference for this article my focus was distracted by watching another thing🙄 i think enough for now.😅

@Freylin 16 June 2021

Joe Taslim Hello, this is my 5th article here and i want to talk about an actor, Indonesian actor, who played the character of **sub zero** in the Mortal Kombat film that just released on this April, 2021. He is Joe Taslim. Joe Taslim is an Indonesian actor, who was born in Palembang, South Sumatra,39 years ago. Besides an actor he is also a model, a singer (*~~Honestly, I just found out myself, haha ​​I've never heard him sing)~~* even an athelete, former athlete, who once made Indonesia proud for winning a silver medal for Judo at the SEA Games 2007. To be honest, I familiar with his face, name, because he is very popular in Indonesia as an martial art actor. Therefore i often saw him on TV, ads and on. The film that made him began to be considered was the **Raid : Redemption.** https://youtu.be/m6Q7KnXpNOg *The raid is Indonesian action movie that after its release had perched in the top 15 of the American cinema box office and the top 5 of UK cinema box office after its premiere in 2012.* Yes, this film was quite successful, and even the second sequel was finally made. **The Raid 2 : Berandal.** **He played a role as Jaka, a police sergeant.** But!😅 I've never watched The Raid at all. and I'm not sure I'll watch it, because I've watched the fighting scene, and it's really scary for me. Ok! back to the main topic! Btw, I just watched Joe's movie this year🤣. First. **Swordsman.** a Korean movie that released on september,23rd, 2020. https://youtu.be/zLSXfcs3nFQ This movie was played by a Korean actor which maybe quite familiar to you if you are a fan of Korean dramas or films, Jang Hyuk. **Here, Joe played a role as Gurutai, a villain from Qing. He is a ruthless and merciless commander of a swordsmanship from the Qing Dynasty.** He was the main villain who will fight Jang Hyuk at the end of the story... to be honest... for me it's less exciting, I wish the battle was more intense. *However the beginning of the fight that was shown when JangHyuk was still young, (played by BTOB's MinHyuk), is quite awesome, I like it, it reminds me of Batosai (Kenshin Himura)* Alright, after swordsman. I accidentally watched **Mortal Kombat**, which just released on April this year. Because I wanted to watch an action movie. And ...😅 I was surprised to see him playing there again as the main villain. *For those of you who are familiar with this film which was previously released in 1995, or even the game version, you must be very familiar with a sub-zero character.* and Joe played a role as Sub Zero, who has lethal power because he could freeze anything he touches. He could even control the weather, like he could make snow fall which is pretty cool actually... but terrible. Again! sub zero was described as very terrible, but for some reason the way it was defeated was less attractive in my opinion. lol. *I'm a little bit disappointed, because the concept of this film is good, the acting of their actors and actresses are also good, but... the storyline is not that good... this is my personal opinion as a fantasy action movie lover😬 And what I don't like about this film is that the amount of blood that looked unnatural, yeah i know... maybe because it based on a game.* I would say this film is not recommended to be watched by children because it is very sadistic ... the murder was uncensored, such as a crushed head, split body, and some sadistic scenes.😹 anyway the trailer is great. https://youtu.be/NnjJiwYsT9c Besides of those 3 movie i've mentioned above, Joe also playing in some international movie. And none of these i've watched. 1. **Dead Mine (2012)** **T**he first horror action movie on Asian HBO. He was one of a team of mercenaries who accompany Warren Price (Les Loveday), the son of a billionaire in search of a Japanese military bunker on Una-Una Island, Sulawesi. https://youtu.be/gKbcieoLkd0 **2. Fast & Furious 6 (2013)** This film have made Joe Taslim began to be known in foreign countries. In the film, he played a role as Jah, Shaw's henchman, a criminal who sells illegal weapons. Here, he got a fight scene against Roman Pearce (Tyrese Gibson) and Han Seoul-Oh (Sung Kang). By the way, he's always been a villain😹 **3. Stark Trek Beyond (2016)** In the film, He played the antagonist named Manas, a former first officer of Captain Balthazar Edison (Idris Elba), who later turns into an alien. Here is a cut fight scene of him vs Jaylah https://youtu.be/IYZV70hAsIk **4. Warrior (2019)** Warrior is an American martial arts crime drama television series based on the original concept of Bruce Lee. And the executive producer of this series is Bruce Lee daughter Shannon Lee. Here, Joe played a role as Li Yong, a secret lover of Mai Ling, Long Zii's wife. In addition, Li Yong is also Ah Sahm rival. Ah Sahm is the main lead played by Andrew Koji. References: https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.pramborsfm.com/amp/entertainment/aksinya-di-mortal-kombat-bikin-bangga-ini-daftar-film-internasional-yang-dibintangi-joe-taslim https://id.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joe_Taslim https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mortal_Kombat_(2021_film) https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Warrior_(TV_series) https://www.unisifm.com/the-raid-sukses-tembus-posisi-lima-box-office-inggris-raya-di-pekan-pertama/#.YMlfwx7mg0N https://id.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Raid#:~:text=Film%20ini%20setelah%20dirilis%20sempat,15%20juta%20di%20seluruh%20dunia.

@Freylin 15 June 2021

Mouse Mouse is one of the Korean Dramas that i had finished watching last month. One of? well yeah. i love watching and i always take my time to watch. My favourite genres are thriller, mystery, horror, fantasy, sometimes romance (comedy-romance) As for thriller,my favourite is about zombie, psycopath (*or psychology related stories like multiple personality disorder, DID*),serial killer, or it will be better when the genre are mystery, thriller plus fantasy. Fantasy of course a fiction, but in higher level. I love fantasy, and I've always been amazed by people who can create fantasy stories that make us feel like it really exist in real world. As for fantasy, i like a story about magician, kingdom, time machine... well...i love almost all kinds of fantasy stories. Alright... enough for that... my topic today is Mouse. Mouse is a korean drama that just finished airing last May this year. The story was about a psychopath who killed people related to the 7 deadly sins. it has 20 episode, but because it's thriller, I didn't realize I've watched 20 episodes. and believe me if this genre is your favorite then you will really enjoy this film without feeling bored. *oh really*? yep! I've watched a lot of movies/drama of this genre so as usual when I watch movies/drama like this, I often make speculations, hypotheses regarding the storyline. And for Mouse... i even started my hypotheses in the second episode. I was sure enough of my hypotheses. but ... writer nim made me doubt in episode 4. in episode 3, I still have some speculations, some opinions that are still evolving until episode 4. I hate episode 4/5, i forgot... that episode seemed to break all my hypotheses so far. To be honest, I'm a bit disappointed because the story wasn't as complex as I thought but it's actually very simple. I had a feeling the story was a bit uninteresting because of that but I kept on watching it. in the middle of the story, I forgot which episode, it started to be full of mystery. And ... 3 or 2 last episode... BANG! all of my hypotheses are almost right, you can even say that they are pretty accurate. Gosh! I feel tricked by writer nim. but anyway, kudos to writer nim had made me, who was very sure at first, be doubtful, even forgot all my hypotheses before, but the story suddenly showed us little by little the truth behind everything that happened, which told me indirectly that actually my hypothesis was almost right. And i couldn't guess the end of the story even until the last episode. That's why i said, you will not realize have watched 20 episodes. each episode, always make me curious, especially when the mystery was revealed little by little. Okay, so ... I don't want to be a spoiler, then I won't telling you how the story is, instead I'm just expressing how I felt while watching it? however, I was very intrigued by the idea of ​​the story that raised the seven deadly sins as the reason for the murder. It's just that he killed people who have the opposite of the seven deadly sins. it is a form of resistance to God because he considered God to be unfair to him. He always hoped and prayed to be a good person not to become a monster, but God didn't answer his prayer...at least that what he thought. But... it turns out that God has an unexpected way in answering his prayers. And how God answered his prayer is one of my favourite. The answer that God gave was really painful but on the other hand it showed a form of love. Well yes... i will give it 10/8🌟 ... Why 8, not because there's something bothered me, but there might be more like a feeling of dissatisfaction with the ending, probably because those who should have received severe punishments didn't seem to get what they deserved. well... anyway, that's how the world really is. I think i've made pretty long post, but when i scroll it... hmm... Maybe I should be a spoiler🤣 well next time, i'll try to write a longer article. And maybe i have to be a spoiler when talk about movie or drama😹

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@Freylin 15 June 2021

Uju, a little mommy😺 April 17th, 2020 A little kitten meowing, and entered my house from nowhere. She was so cute and couldn't be ignored. I had 2 adult cat and 4 kittens already, so i didn't want to raise another cat. However ... this little kitten looked confused but adapted very quickly to me and the rest of my family. So i decided to take care of her (i didn't know at that time that she is not a male). I never raised a female cat. Well, of course i ever had a female cat before, her name is Poppy but we're not too close, different with her brothers Payitang and CenCiaLuo (I love those boys). Yeah no wonder i like male cats better than female cats. Ok... forget about Poppy let's focus on Uju. After i decided to raise her, i started to giving her name. And without thinking too much, like i always do whenever i decide what should i call my cat, the name **Uju** come to my mind. Uju is Korean name, i like this name after watching a Korean drama **Hospital Playlist.** There's a cute boy named Uju, and when i saw that little kitten, i just think of him. https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.haibunda.com/parenting/20200622111847-63-147575/7-potret-kim-jun-pemeran-u-ju-di-hospital-playlist-yang-uwu-banget/amp **Uju** (우주) in english means **space.** It sounds cute to me. Even though i finally found out that Uju is a female, I always think that she is a male. That's why i couldn't accept it, when a boy came to my house, looking for Uju, ask her out on a date. 😭 For me, Uju is still my little princess. Ok... skip that! Well ... like i told you before. I already had 6 cats. but 5 of them just came to my house. More precisely, mother cat (out of nowhere) gave birth on the ceiling of my house. But ... that mother cat was afraid of us. That's why, I couldn't be close to her babies. Well... that was what happened anyway, but all had changed after Uju finally became a baby sitter for those babies. Yep. At first, Mother cat (*i called her Iname. This name is abbreviation of "****Inaq Meong****" i took it from my local language which means cat mother*) always hissed when she met Uju, but because Uju was basically an easy going cat who was quick to socialize, she didn't really care about the mother cat, instead she became her babysitter. Whenever that mother cat looked for food, Uju took her place to look after the babies. accompanied them to play and even fell asleep among them. The funniest thing was that she ended up suckling to the mother cat, lol. Uju finally had a family, 4 cute little sisters and brothers and a mother. I had one male cat, his name is Mea. I think, Iname liked him😹, she always followed Mea wherever he went. And not long after Mea died. Without any clear reason, Iname disappeared and never came back. The kittens were still suckling when their mother left, and because they no longer had mother, they suckled to Uju instead. Poor Uju, she couldn't enjoy her young age. She still a kitten back then. When she was about 5 or 6 months-old, she had become a mother to her siblings. Of course no milk was produced but i didn't get it, her siblings never wanted to stop suckled her, especially the youngest, Kol. look what i did to Uju, I tried to prevent her from being breastfed by her younger siblings, but this certainly didn't work. My dad had another idea, he seemed to concoct something that tastes bitter when licked into Uju's nipples, in the hope that her younger siblings are deterred and no longer suckle to Uju... but again... it still didn't work out. Poor Uju. Since she was crowned a mother by her younger siblings, her appearance often looked weak because she lacked of sleep. Every time she fell asleep her younger siblings always make her up, because they often scramble to suckle. let alone Uju, me, myself, tired of seeing those kids who always suckle without knowing the time, morning, afternoon, evening, midnight. 😵 but sometimes I was also annoyed with Uju that couldn't refuse her younger siblings suckled to her. well here is bonus😹ignore that hooman voice. https://youtu.be/zAatWgCHh0s well... i still wanna talk about Uju. But... I'm tired of opening and closing, opening and closing, looking for photos, looking for videos, so for this story, I'll end it here. Thanks for stopping by, thanks for reading♥️ I hope i could tell you more about my cats. And hope you enjoy reading it.

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@Freylin 14 June 2021

What Happened that Night? Well... this is my second post, I wanna post my lame short story😹 maybe you will find a lot of grammatically errors, please bear with it, I'm sorry. I wrote this in my lazy day. Hope you can understand the story. Happy reading.♥️ She's sitting right in front of her desk, seriously looking at the monitor of her computer. She has been on that position for almost 8 hours already, she's really tired right now. She's looking at the clock which hanging on the wall, it almost midnight, 5 minutes more will make today become yesterday. She's yawning, she feels that her eyes are getting hard to open, oh no she will fall asleep, she can't do that, no... she should not even think about it. She's trying to move her legs, oh...crap...she can't move them. She looks her surrounding...but there's no one around. It's only her in that office room tonight, lonely... cover by the darkness where the only light is coming from her messy desk. Huff... Her mug is empty she just realized it, and when she checks what inside her desk drawer, unfortunately, nothing left besides dust. Sigh... she just too weary even for to  get up and take water. Suddenly her phone is ringing, but she doesn't know where she put it. Her ringtone sound fills up the room, very noisy for a quiet room. "Hello.." "Laura?! Where r u?" "Well.. I'm still in the office, why?" "Why? how could u ask me why I call u?" "Ok.. Tom, I'm sorry but I think I will stay up all night here, there are still a lot of things to be done, I haven't finished yet." "Wait... r u alone? or..." "I'm alone... why?"  "Hmm... " Tom paused, silent for a moment."Oh, nothing... never mind, but I think u should go home, you want me to pick u up?" "I told u I still have many things to do... and everything must be done today." "But.. u can do it at home... why u must force urself doing it alone there." "What happen to u, oh c'mon I really tired I will hang up this phone if u asked me to get home again." "Ok... Fine... should I accompany u?" "If u wish, well at least I need someone to talk to anyway... oh yeah please buy me food." "Alright, take care... I'll be there ASAP. bye.." "Ok... bye.."   Laura giggling, she feels so relieved, even though Tom was annoying sometimes, but he always there for her in the right time. Yeah, the right time...  Without her knowing, someone has been watching her all day-- Robert-her co-worker who truly admires her.  *** Tom really come so fast, his hands are full with many kinds of foods. Wow... Laura is so impressed by him, she gives grateful smile to him.  "You can't sleep?" Laura begins to eat the pizza alone. "Of course, how can I have a good sleep when you're outside." "Oh dear, you are so lovely kid,  mom and dad must be proud of you." "Stop talking, just eating, how could you speaking while eating, very not u." "Oh really, wow... am I that adorable for ye?"  "Give me a break, I just don't like seeing u like other girls." "Other girl? Ah...you have a crush on someone?...tell me who is she...c'mon." Robert who doesn't know what those two are talking about, feeling disturb and jealousy... he always watching Laura and this is the first time he sees Laura smiling and talking so happy with a man. Who's that man?? He never saw him before, never...  "Giorgina... I met her in Liverpool, in Harry's wedding, but I never see her again after that." "Why?... you don't exchange number?" "Nope... hmm I don't think about that, and I think she has a guy." "Ouch.. Sounds not good, hmm but well ... here is London, there are still a lot of cute girls around here." "Yeah... just finish your eating, you don't forget your work, don't you?" "Ouh Yeah... right.." Since Tom beside her, Laura feels her strength come back. Tom sometimes corrected her typing, so helpful for her to keep concentrate. Meanwhile, Robert feels more uneasy and more uneasy... Laura and that man are too close, they must be a not just friend, it seems like they are lovers... no... no... Laura doesn't have a Bf, He knows that He had looked for any information about Laura, But... but... is that already all the information? did he miss something?!Aarrrghhh!! What the heck!! Who Is That MAN!!! "You know that I just have 3 days at home but you aren't home, it's really boring." "Sorry... but I really can't avoid this, I promise this is the last time I stay up all night outside a home." "I think ur currently job spent much of ur time, why you must working here, I have a better job for ya.." "I know I will work for ya, but I really enjoy what I'm doing right now.." "Just don't force urself, you don't want ur face wrinkled faster, don't you?" Laura doesn't really pay attention to what Tom's said, her eyes keep on the computer screen, trying to keep focus, but it looks like Laura can't hold herself to reply Tom. "What r u talking about, stop teasing me... don't u realize how cute I am?" ... "Tom? why r u silent? I am asking u..." "Yeah, of course, you are very adorable." reply slow deep voice. "Oh yeah Thank u, finally u admit it, haha...hmm why ur voice change?"  "My voice never change..." "Oh yeah... of course...Oh no...!!! argh!!... I did it again... huff  I think I need more water, could u take water for me please..." ... "Here..." "Thanks... oh yeah Tom, how do u think about this, is this make sense?" ... "Hey.. c'mon... I'm waiting... why u take so long think about this simple thing..." ... "Why u always call his name!! is he that special for u!!?" Laura startled, she stops her typing but she afraid to turn her back. "Who r u? Where's Tom?" "TOM...TOM...TOM... !!!! I hate to hear that name!! ..." He takes a deep breath and exhales it loudly,"I've stabbed ur guy, dunno he is still alive or not?" Hearing that makes Laura get up on her chair and screw up her courage to face that strange voice. Her eyes wide open seeing who has that terrifying voice. Robert?! the wimpy?  "Su--r--prise!!" Suddenly Robert nervous, looking at Laura's eyes so closely. Laura stares at Robert without blinking, in dim light, she can see Robert's hand that holding something, but it's not clear what it is.  "Where...where is my brother?" "B-brother? who--who is ur b-brother?" "Tom... Tom is my twin...you said you stabbed him, where-is-he--now!" Laura's voice trembling. "T--t--twin?!! hahaha... ur t-twin? r u kidding me!! how come he could be ur twin?? is he??"  "Yes, He is, He is my lovely twin, why? Why you did it to me!! how could u! what I've done to u? Where is he!! tell me!!" Robert stands up still, bite his lips--anxious. "Laura? Why r you shouting?" Laura turns her head, someone standing behind her, but it's too dark, she can't see him clearly. That man approaches her until light from her desk reach him. Laura blinking her eyes rapidly, then rub her eyes, then slap her cheek," Ow..." "Hey... what r u doing, what happen to u? why u hurt urself?" Tom immediately grab Laura's hand to stop her strange action. Laura staring at Tom deeply and then she hug her brother tightly and soon she burst into tears."Please don't leave me!! hu hu hu..." Tom who doesn't understand and really confuse let her sister crying until her feeling gets better. "Are u ok? you will make me freezing in this cold night if you're not stop crying in my t-shirt." "Hush... is your fault if you're freezing, how could ur big body so weak." "Oh, c'mon even the superhero will freeze if their costume is wet in the cold weather." Laura keep smiling, it makes Tom frown. "alright... so what happen to u earlier?" Laura think for a while, she looks her around trying to look for Robert, but Robert had vanished, she even  not sure with what happen to her earlier, is it real or just her imagination. The most important is, Tom is standing in front of her right now... again she hug Tom tightly," so where are you earlier?" "I went to the bathroom, it takes a long time to find it when all the lights off." "You r not scared? u know that ... the bathroom is where the spooky things usually exist." "I'm not scared of all that things, I am more scared hearing you shouting like a crazy granny." "What!! ahh!! feeling it..feeling it... you naughty kiddo!!!! Laura hit Tom repeatedly while laughing. "Aw.. aw.. Laura!! hey!! stop it... hey granny!!" "What !! how dare u still call me that!!.. I think I have to shut up your mouth!! hahaha!!" "Hey!! stop it... what the heck!! hey!! you are a woman, hey!! where u get that smell!! mine not that bad?!" "Really? how come ur armpit has better smell than mine?" "Wanna try?" "Oh No!! What is this!! OH no!! no!! I need a fresh air!! HELP!!!" *** Laura and Tom's Voices fill up the office room, they are laughing and playing hit and run like children. Inside the deep darkness standing Robert watching that sibling, he smiles and feels so relieved that Tom is just Laura's twin. But He's afraid his stupid lied back then will make Laura doesn't want to talk to him anymore, however, he wish that Laura didn't remember that stupid thing. It was really stupid, the jealousy made him said a scary thing. Stabbed?? the wimpy kid like Robert even can't kill cockroaches. Well yeah... maybe Robert has to be more patience, it really needs the courage to ask her out. Robert holding two movies tickets and squeezed it tightly...  *** **FIN**

@Freylin 14 June 2021

What an Ordinary Story This is my first entry on read cash, i don't know what i have to talk about. I'm not good in writing even though i love it. Tbh, if you know MJ, she has been asked me to join read cash since almost two years ago, could you imagine? until now... our first met was on KiKi time. Kikitime is a kind of Blogging platform, we love to write some articles back then. And after it broke, we've met again on Tsu aka Display, which is a social media that paying (even though i'm not that lucky got paid there😹) When i was on Tsu, MJ offered me to join read cash, at that time ... she just a newbie here (probably, sorry MJ, if i'm mistaken)... when MJ offered me to join,i was not sure back then cuz this platform use cryptocurrency, and i was blind of it. And again ... when we met again on Bluefire (another social media that paying like tsu)... she offered me again...and still ... i was in doubt. Everything was changed after this year, my former Kikitime's friend like MJ, maybe you know her, Clarissa, offered me to join Noise cash. I still in doubt at that time, like i always do about read cash. but ... might be because i was a little bit curious about crypto world back then and wanna try to explore it. I finally decided to give it a try. Then i started my BCH Hodling from Noise Cash. But, anyway... I'm still blind about crypto world until now, so far, i only know what is "seed" and how to connect my wallet to another wallet😅. So... It's been a long time, i've never write a long article. When i was on KiKitime in 2019-2020, i pushed my self to write an article with 400 words minimum. There's a time i feel so tired, cuz i have to use english and i'm bad on it. I like to write a blog, yes i have a blog. But the contains? phew.... only my short stories, my mumbling, my movie, drama or book reviews and some ordinary things that happened in my daily lives. Very not special and interesting. I only has 6 followers and 5 of them are my friends (real friends)another 1 is unknown. Well... I always want to upload something here, but i don't like writing an article or long words using a phone, but i don't know today, i'm in mood ..so... yeah here i am. yep...i'm not hoping anything here. at least i have a place to pour what's on my mind. Just like what i did before, when i was very active writing my blog. *Hopefully i could be a better writer by keep writing. Forget about grammar, i just hope you don't misunderstand what i wrote.* I hope this is not will be my first and last post here... i have something to post after this... i hope that's okay... Oh yeah...my name is Liana btw, thanks for reading and stopping by on my post.