"So many broken children living in adult bodies mimicking adult lives". - Ijeoma Umebinyuo
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"I wanted to write down exactly what I felt, but somehow the paper remained empty, and I could not have described it any better". - W. Maugham
"And then one day, I finally realised that hearts around me are too cold-cold enough to kill the fire of hope burning inside me." _ Shivam | 313qoutes
"Anyone can love a rose but, it takes a lot to love a leaf. It's ordinary to love the beautiful, but it's beautiful to love the ordinary". -M.J korvan
"She's an open book with empty pages. But for those who can see beyond words, She's full of stories." -Abdulsamad S. M.
"I tasted all that was sweet, but I found nothing sweeter than good health. And I tasted all that was bitter, but nothing was more bitter than being in need of people. And I carried both iron and rocks, but nothing was more heavier than debt." - Hazrat Ali(A.S)
Hey guys I have just made my first video on YouTube. It would be nice of you to interact and subscribe my channel 😀. I think it's not possible to share it's link here, so kindly check out the channel by name " Art 4 Life's sake". And if you're on insta do follow, user name is same!
"You don't truly know the depth of your pain, untill you are pleading and crying out to God for help. When nothing makes sense and all that was once clear is clouded with doubt, you begin to realize just how fragile you are." - Morgan Richard Olivier
"I believe everyone just needs a little support at times. Someone to talk with, someone to help dry their tears by knowing when to speak and when to talk." - Robbie K Sherrah
"I felt there was no point in telling anyone anything that was happening inside of me." - Christa Wolf
" I look at them and read the sadness of their eyes, and for a moment I'm afraid... Can they read mine?" - Mandek Ahmed (Eyes of sorrow)
"Before you die experience the love of a writer, poet or painter. If you're lucky enough to be an artist's muse, they will immortalise you" - unknown
How fragile we are, That the things keeping us alive can Kill us too- water, heat, a conscience, Love! FRAGILE LITTLE HUMAN
"There will always be a person, who looks like a poem, earth wrote to keep you alive." - Juansen Dizon
"I think we forget things if we have no one to tell them to." - The Lunchbox
#40 Insecurities: Let's Bring it to the Table Hey Readcashers! I hope you are all doing great🌷. I think the topic under consideration is the one which we least talk about when we are with our family or friends, but this does not lowers it's need of discussion anyway. Being insecure refers to not thinking highly of oneself, to doubt one's worth and abilities or underestimating your value as a person. Insecurities are like termites which eat up all your talent and creativity. Insecurities be caused by many things. A child who could not get enough appreciation for doing little things, ends up being an insecure person. A friend, partner or companion who is always pin pointing at your weaknesses, make you so conscious of them that you cannot think beyond them and execute your plans. When your are constantly being compared to others, for not fulfilling what you were supposed to or asked to do. And there are many other numeral factors involved in it, like childhood traumas, being insulted in front of other by parents or teachers or not being listened. There are innumerable things to feel insecure about, one can be insecure for not being able to fulfill their responsibility, about ones physique i.e. height, complexion, any facial feature, for not valuing ones opinions or thinking of not being good enough. All these things things are the games of our mind. We think that "I'm the only person who is feeling this way", but the reality is the person sitting next to you can be insecure about the same thing, the thing is we are all good at hiding it from others. We feel ourselves singled out, as if being different is inappropriate. The beauty of human kind is in its individuality. The only way to get over them is to believe that not a single human is same as other, even the twins are different in many ways. So if your are seeing a person who is confident in talking to strangers and so good at being social, just don't say to yourself that he/she is better than you, because your individuality is in being a silent, calm and peaceful person. Challenging and doing what you're most afraid of, deminishes the feeling of not being good enough. We should often bring up such topics while discussions when we are with our family and friends. And when you feel comfortable do try to share your feelings to make them know that how they should not pin point things which you don't want to get expose for. Now here I'm talking about such things and giving you advices about not being insecure, does not mean that I'm not insecure about anything, or I didn't go through what I mentioned. Every other person feel this way, but the thing is we should not let our insecurities to swallow our inner beauty. Dealing with them is certainly a constant tug of war, but consistent work upon them can make you feel more valuable and feel good enough to deal with things. Thank you for your kind time, I hope you found this relatable, but if you didn't then I'm more happy for you 😊. Stay blessed! 😇 See you guys again!💕 Bye-bye 👋
"It's really sad to think that so many amazing people doubt their value because someone they cared about made them feel like they weren't good enough. Everyone deserves to be loved and appreciated for who they are, and it's tough when someone's actions and false love make them question that." - R. M. Drake
"Can you remember who you were, before the world told you who you should be?" _ Charles Bukowsky
"To live is to suffer, to survive is to find meaning in suffering." _ Friedrich Nietzsche
"What if I Fall? Oh, but my darling, What if you Fly?" - Erin Hanson
#39 Surprise 🎉 Hey Readcashers! How are you all doing. Summer is in its last days, soon the winter will prevail with all its beauty and charm. Wish you a happy October. Okay okay! Now guess what? Who got what? M Sooo excited! I have received my parcel of art stuff which I had ordered recently. Everything turned out so fine!☺️ Parcel literally made my day😇. And I had bought all stuff from the money I got from here, so I think it's legitimate to show you what I have got. 😆 And all the credit goes to you guys who have been spending time on my posts, and last but not the least to the @TheRandomRewarder whose tips made it possible ☺️! Now have a look of my stuff: This is the gloss which I have been wanting for a while to varnish my acrylic paintings. These are the pens used for highlights, look how pigmented they are even on black paper. These are the brushes I was most obsessed with, this include a variety of types of brushes! And most exciting was all the bag they came in😍. These were some detailing brushes! And best thing was these monte marte watercolors. I have been wanting Winsor and Newton water colours for a long time but now they getting out of reach🥲. So I just compromised on these, though they are also of very fine quality. The best part is its tin body, which really classy , doesn't it? Hope you guys liked them too! ☺️ And if you're an artist you would definitely have!😉 Thank you so much for your support and time! Okay, Stay blessed! 😇 Bye-bye 👋


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#38 Meaningful Moon Hey Readcashers! I hope you're all having great life and a good health. My vacations just ended and now I'm quiet busy in my daily university schedule. I don't know why, but the moon this month is looking brighter and more beautiful, may be because it is the birth month of our Holy Prophet Muhammad (PBUH). One afternoon I was playing with my nieces, and the moon showed up when th sun had not set completely. I tried to take some pictures of it, but I didn't had much hope of taking a good and resolute picture. But when I was reviewing all the pictures one of them turned out just gorgeous. It had a silent hidden meaning to me, like talking and sharing your inner sufferings to the heavens, because none of the humans is capable of understanding. Here's the picture;
I have just ordered some art stuff, from the money I got from this platform😇. I just wanted to say to @RandomRewarder that the money you tipped me is being used in a good cause😂. Thank you for your support 😊.
#37 New Hobby unlocked 🧶 Hey Readcashers! I hope you're all doing great in your lives. Recently I was scrolling through Instagram, and I saw a reel where a girl had made some leaves and flowers from crochet. I immediately went to her YouTube channel and tried to learn it. But then I could not stop myself from continuing it on and on. People who are even slightly familiar with crochet, like me, can relate that how addictive it is. Like you cannot say that I'm tired and stop it for a while, instead you try to take out some chunks of times from your routine and do it whatsoever. And I think every crochet video should have a caution, like; "⚠️ Warning ❗ Most addictive content ahead" 😂 It's most good part is that you don't need much stuff to be around while doing it. You can literally do it everywhere, traveling, watching TV, anytime, just you're hands need to be available. And stuff needed is just a hook and yarn (and there are many other options too) At first I learnt making some leave vines : Then I made some flowers: Next was a small cute mushroom: Then a small pouch, which I'm currently using to hold above small stuff. Next I made these cute little cat paw gloves for my niece 😻: That's all for now. And I'm not stopping here, insha'Allah 😂. If you liked them please comment and show your appreciation, that will make my day🤗☺️. See you guys later. Take care and stay blessed 😇. Bye-bye 👋


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#36 "Skies" Hey Readcashers! How you all doing. I hope you would happy and healthy in your lives ❣️. I have been away for a lot of time, could not manage to update and I really missed it! Following notification motivated me to resume: Thank your so much guys for your precious time 🤗💕. Today I wanted to share some amazing pictures of sky. To me sky is most primary thing which fascinates a child when he/ she is getting a little bit sense of this world. It has the attraction which makes everyone stuck in itself. Night skies are beautified by stars and moon, but unfortunately I don't have a better resolution camera to capture those beauties. But the clouds of the morning skies are in no way less beautiful than the former one and are easily capture able. The story behind these pictures is that, I had to take my classes online for about 2 months, and in my village the signals were not strong enough inside my home so I had to go to our roof. It used to be quite hot at that time, usually from 12 pm to 5pm, a time of really high temperatures. I had no other option! There during class these beautiful clouds used to be my soul soothers (and sometimes a desirable distraction 😛). These foamy clouds☁️ have always been my dream house. I used to wish to go into them when I was a kid. Do let me if skies do same to you, we will meet again through our words insha'Allah. Stay blessed 😇 Have a look of pictures!💫


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Chand Raat Mubarak!🌙✨ May this Eid bring happiness and joy to your lives, and all your prayers be accepted. Eid Mubarak in advance!❣️
Making my Days Productive☑️ Hey Readcashers! I hope you are all doing great and trying your best to have what you want🌸. Today I would talk about how I'm in constant struggle to make my days productive. Being productive is the ultimate thing which satisfies a human in his life. Productivity could be defined as adopting an attitude for continued progress and improvement. We can say that productivity has further two strong building components i.e. effectiveness and efficiency. These terms are usually used synonymously, but they differ slightly. Effectiveness is completing your specified task. On the other hand, efficiency is doing a task with all its completeness, within specified or available resources (these could be time, money and other stuff). For me, being productive makes me feel secure. If I skip any of the activities, which I had earlier planned,I feel as if I didn't used best of myself. Now the problem with me is, that I'm an embodiment of the saying "Jack of all trades"( I'm not flattering myself, really if you had met me in person you would have seen it by yourself). This is often wanted by the people. But it has a drawback that you cannot decide what you should do at a specific time. So I tried my best to come up with a routine to give my time to every single thing I like doing. And this makes me feel more productive. So here is what I do: Reading: Now reading is something which should be in the to do list of every person. Reading is broadly catagorized as fiction and nonfiction. I have added both of them in my routine. In nonfiction I'm reading a book on foreign policy of our country since it's existence on world map, while the other include a short story book recommended by our literature teacher. As reading nonfiction requires your full attention, I have placed it in the morning. And most suitable time for me to read it, is on my way to university, as I have to travel for almost 1 and a half hour. At the beginning of university I just used to listen songs and spend all my time looking outside. I had wasted my there a lot. But then I scheduled. And for the fiction part, I think most you would agree with me on this, that no specified time is required to read fiction. I usually prefer reading it in the times when I'm a little tired and can't do anything else. It opens and refreshes my mind. Reading both these genres at a time makes us ponder on our surroundings. One of our teachers told us that, "There's a fiction of truth, and then there's truth of fiction". Both go side by side. News: I have also decided to appear for the competitive exam, for that I watch news on daily basis. Usually headlines of the 9 pm cover whole day news, so I just go for it. And besides, it is better to have know of the world around you. I also check some articles and editorials I'm online newspaper. Drawing: As in my previous article, I told you guys about my artistic journey,( and I also have yet to update you guys about that). I have dedicated one hour of the day for drawing. I didn't specified it because, for me drawing is a more than a hobby, I do it when I feel doing. I usually exceed more than one hour for it. Writing: Writing is a recent addition to my schedule. I have been writing a diary, like a diary of quotations and poetry since I was in my school. But a diary of writing about other stuff, like the challenge I did, was new. And now I'm addicted to it. I always keep my diary with me to document every single thing. And obviously writing on readcash is another building habit. 🌷 So guys, here would end for today. I think there's no need to mention of other tasks like chores, home work and praying etc. I just wanted to fit in these activities in my already existing routine. Let me know about your schedule of activities. Would love to hear from you❣️. Till then 👋. Stay blessed ❤️. Bye-bye 👋.


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My Artistic Journey🎨🖌️ Hey Readcashers! How are my buddies! I hope doing great. I was trying for a long time to share my artistic skills with you people. And finally today I gathered up my courage and collected some of old my drawings. My recent ones are not with me yet so I would be sharing them soon. Here just have a look at the my most possible old drawings. I even don't remember when I made them, I guess when I was like 9-10 years of age, I don't exactly remember. How miserable they are🥲. Look at the red coloured tape I had used to paste them on the wall 😸. Till my 6th grade I didn't had arts as our subject. It was all matter of interest that I was doing. I was so lucky to have my arts teacher. She was literally so talented and a really really good teacher. Later I tried to learn drawing but I could not get a good like her. So in my 6th grade I started arts as a subject. These are some of them which I had preserved (though I lost many of them). These are I guess when I was in my 7+8th grade of school. And these are the ones which I made later on, (probably after my intermediate). There's an improvement or evolution you can say, with time in my work .I had many others but for now I could gather only these. ( Middle one is not complete yet, I think it's artistic procastination that you start a work and delay to complete it till that golden moment, and I think I'm not the only one doing so😁). I'm more into water colour, and using pencil. But I have also tried oil paints (they are quite messy to use, but have a lot of room for mistakes). I have a set of water colours but now I want to advance them. I will insha'Allah buy "Winsor and Newton" water colours by my first withdrawal from readcash. In upcoming article I would update about what and how I'm doing in this domain right now. I'm expecting your reviews and comments on them. And do share if you are interested in art or what are your approaches. I would love to hear from your side. Till then. 🌷 See you tomorrow ☺️💕. Bye-bye 👋🌃.


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Useful Mobile Apps Hey Readcashers! How are you all! I'm hoping everything great in your life, and if you don't feel so, just have patience you will know the worth and get result of this suffering🌷. Guess what! I have reached 500+ views here on readcash🥳! As I'm over with my writing challenge, now I'll have to go through all that finding topic to write process! I have seen some people here talking about the apps. Some of them are for side hustles and the others were games. Then I thought why shouldn't I talk about the apps which I have used and give review of them. I usually look for the apps which are fun to use but they can be for more than just fun, and useful for different purposes. So here are few of them! 1- "Dr. Wolf" Dr. Wolf is chess game. As you all know that playing chess improves ones cognitive abilities. I found this one very useful for learning chess. In this Dr. Wolf not only plays with you but also gives you tips side by side. Being a beginner, I first took some lessons and then now and then apply them by playing a game. All the lessons are very elaborate and practical. One can easily grasp the concepts! I hope you will enjoy playing and learning here. 2- "Duolingo" Duolingo is a language learning app. I have been using this app to learn Korean language. This app adapts its teaching according to the user. If you are familiar to any language then they have the option of intermediate level. Otherwise a language is totally alien to you, then the lessons start from learning the letters of the language. It's exercises are fun. And most important thing, they have that streak system. And you get notifications for continuing your streaks. If you are lazy like me, and procastinate things easily then welcome dear this app is a match for you. You can have alot of options for languages here. 3- "Daily Life" Daily life is like a diary. You can give any topic to your day and start writing whatever you did all day or you can write anything you wish. And most amazingly you can express your day through emojis, they appear at top and define your day. And if you're a person who doesn't want to let anybody know about your days, then its a duo for you, as this app have security system. You can use a pin or finger print to open the app. 4- "Duocards" This app is a flash card type app, where you can improve your vocabulary. Different words are given there and the words you want to learn are to be added to your list. Then it also have different exercises to make you remember words more accurately. There is a variety of languages you learn here, like Duolingo. And I think it is some version of Duolingo. 5- "Drawing References" This app is actually for artists. Because here you will a number of references for drawing humans. There are references for portraits, postures, and even hands and foot. So, it would be quite convenient for the artists to find everything at one place. So these were the apps which I found interesting to share. And most interesting of all them are free and easily available on Google play store. Although there is a premium version of them, but free one is also quite good to use. If you have any interesting app, I would love to hear about, and try it. See you soon!🌷💐❣️ Till then! Bye-bye 👋🌃. Disclaimer: Everything mentioned above is totally my own opinion. It's not a promotion just my thoughts about them. Photos given in text are screen shots, while lead image belongs to Unsplash.


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"Review" of the 30 Days of Writing Challenge Hey Readcashers! How are you people! I hope you are great in your lives! Inspiring all around you. Inspite of heat and increased temperatures, fasting has become a habit. Now it feels like I have been abstaining from food whole day for ages. And other thing, Eid is approaching 😍. For it, there's hustle for having nice dresses, bangles and mehendi(Hina) everywhere. Now getting onto our topic. Today I would briefly review the 30 days writing challenge. If you want to take this challenge, then this the name of the site "escribir.me" ( tried to paste the link but couldn't). But you can easily get it by visiting this site, and most importantly, there are paid courses but this challenge is for free. If you can afford the paid courses, then I think you should go ahead. Let's see what I have to talk about the course; This challenge included a variety of things to write about. From the unobserved to the most prominent things of life. This made me spend my days more consciously and with more attentiveness. And made me talk about the things which mattered to me the most. There were some times when I could have easily procastinate, but I sticked to it. May be it was the interestingness of this challenge which made me to do so. As Aniko stated at the beginning, that mostly it takes 30 days to build a habit, and I think she was right. Now writing has become so usual as if having meals. And now I have decided to make another diary by myself, and start a daily journal by applying the last challenge, which was "4 scene". I would also try to share the making process of the diary. Regarding my earning for the month, it was not much but I think expecting more at the beginning can demotivate us. So I'm just hoping better for the upcoming days. Well that was all! I really want you people to try it. Just take a notebook,( or you can simply use this platform)and start writing according to the given triggers. I hope you will enjoy. It's not a promotion, rather a personal opinion. I enjoyed it, and simply wanted you guys to try❣️. Okay peers that was all. Stay blessed and wonderful 💝. Bye-bye 👋🌃. Credits: Lead image is downloaded from Google.