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Just a wish 🤞☄️ There are times that I wanted to be like 'them'. Wishing that I was the 'same'. Most especially...In terms of insecurities... I have a lot of insecurities in my body. I know that we born imperfectly, but, I can't stop myself thinking why, asking am I the only one? Even I know the answer that I'm not. Ha ha. Honestly speaking, it's fuckin* hard when anxiety attacks. It makes me feel so low and unmotivated. That's why, I am controlling myself from those things that may triggers it to enter my mind and destroy my emotional and mental health. And it sucks most of the time, most especially when I didn't expect it coming, and I'm not prepared. It's hard to cry alone, nonstop, asking why is this happening when it shouldn't and maybe not but you can't do anything because my body react automatically. Plus, It's hard to divert your attention when you're in a middle or chaos, inside your head. But, still lucky... Because I have few (as 2) persons that I can count on( not totally anytime, but I can trust enough and open up) to make myself better. Sorry for an early drama hahahah. Natrigger lang ako 😔 but I can handle it. Heheh. Minsan kasi super liit na bagay, ang big deal na. Anyway, sorry ulit ✌️ Good Morning, let me make a bawi by sharing this cute little buddy, doing its role, balancing the eco system. Char Hahaha Kamusta ang Lunes niyo? Ps. Akala ko ito yung bulaklak na kung tawagin ay 'wish'. Hindi pala may katigadan kasi kung hawakan itong nasa picture. Tuyot ba. _Evda #Noisecash

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