How do i feel?
Hello everyone. I am back.
Actually I have board exams right now so I was busy and couldn't come to post here but that obviously wasn't the only reason. Also I couldn't find my place here too, I don't like to write my feelings, I also don't know how to put them in words but I wanted to try it this time because I really needed to let my feelings out.
I thought i will free write my feelings here but nowadays i also don't know how i am feeling, maybe i am feeling so many emotions at the same time that i can't even tell what i am feeling or maybe i am not feeling anything? I am sad, angry, frustrated and also feeling empty.
I also wanted to free write my daily routine but i do nothing new in my daily life, I just follow the same routine everyday with which i am obviously not happy.
Anyway I will try my best to keep working here and find my place here. Also keep posting good stuff even though i know my stuff might not be good but i am still new and i can learn.
Thank you for reading.
Was there a time for you like that too?
Was there a time for you when you felt you were having a hard time all of a sudden when nothing happened because you are too tired to hide everything you hide everyday from everyone.
When you broke down, when you cried, when you needed someone the most and you had no one by your side. Then you wondered you have friends, you have family and everything, you are there for everyone whenever anyone need you even though you aren't that close but no one is there for you when you need someone. It hit you hard when you look around to lean on someone but there is no one.
Either there are fake people and about others you just can't share your story with them because of various reasons like you just find it hard to ask for help, don't want to let them know what you are going through, worried about bothering them with your problems, scared about them telling someone else, scared about their judgement or opinions etc etc .You are there trying to escape from everything. Just everyone and everything.
Thanks for reading
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I am new here.
Hello everyone.
I am new here. I don't know much like how this platform works or about rules of this platform but I read basic rules before starting my work here so i hope everyone here can help me if there is anything important i should know or if i do something wrong.
I really wanted to work on a platform like this because there were things i couldn't tell anyone so i wanted to share them here, there were things I wanted to talk about or share with anyone while I had no one to talk to or maybe I didn't wanted to tell anyone who know me because of various reasons like I didn't wanted to bother them with my problems, didn't wanted them to know so much about my life or what I am going through because It's hard for me to talk about it or ask for help and because there was no one I could talk to when needed someone so I though maybe it would be better to talk about it anonymously.
I am sorry for my bad english or off topic talks but I want to free write here about whatever is in my mind. I hope no one mind it here and some people like me can interact with me.
Also if anyone need to talk to someone, I am always here. You can talk to me anonymously too. I would love to give my fake insta account where you can talk to me if you are having a hard time, you want to share anything good or bad or need someone by making a fake account or with your account, anything you want if you need but I need someone to tell me if i can share it here or not?
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Thanks for reading.
@Eshaal_Fatima