Dear July, please be a little nice. **07/01/2022** What do you do when motivation is not on your side? It's been two weeks (more or less) of trying, and ending up not doing so, of pacing back and forth before choosing to stop. It is not like I don't have a choice.The thing is, I chose to be overpowered by a force stronger than my will itself. Do I regret it? The answer is 20% yes, because of the missed opportunities and wasted time. 80% NO, because I know in myself I just…
The rain came and went, along with a story to tell. **07/02/2022** The rain continued to pour as my inner world drowned into endless thoughts. Thoughts of tomorrows and yesterdays, the farthest future, and the oldest memories in the past. I am not indeed living in the present, am I? And then what's today becomes a yesterday I will only ponder on, when it's over. It somehow sounds pathetic. And stupid. I noticed the sounds of raindrops simultaneously falling on my window.…
I'll Win You Back. **07/03/2022** I know I deserved all these outcomes. I seemed to come back with greater efforts, and yet you did not seem to see them. I understand. Again, I deserved it. I have given you every reason to give up on me. I was full of grateful words towards you, especially on times I enjoyed your abundance. Those were all real though, my expression of gratitude. Whenever I can, I always want to express my appreciation towards having met you, and letting…
30 Days Writing Challenge from Somewhere | Day 14 **07/04/2022** How does one define style? I don't wanna give a specific meaning for it, since I believe that we all see it in our own ways. Let me just say my take on it, it's like our signature, we all have one of our own, and most of the times than not, it reflects a part or all of our personality. ****Day 14 of the 30 Days Writing Challenge talks about STYLE.**** It did not specifically tell style of what? Style of…
30 Days Writing Challenge from Somewhere | Day 15 **07/05/2022** **If there's a place where I won't have to worry about anything, I'd definitely wanna be there. As long as upsetting things are not there, take me there.** Day 15 of the 30 Days Writing Challenge talks about a place I'd wanna go if I could runaway. As a person who can be really imaginative, lots of places already started coming into my mind. Some are places that can be found in the map, and others are places…
Another What if adds to the list. **07/06/2022** I could not exactly remember the date I wrote some kind of a random prose one late night recently. When I say recent, it maybe few weeks, or months ago. Regardless, let me ask this because I am curious. Do you also like scribbling some words or phrases, or poems in your notebooks whenever you feel like it? I do. Even it's just about random things, or as deep as expressions of how I really feel, writing it down through some…
30 Days Writing Challenge from Somewhere | Day 16 **07/08/2022** This is written while traveling to work. I have approximately forty-five minutes to one hour time limit. Yes, this is for almost eight hours delay in last night's supposedly published article. I got caught up in other tasks before bed time, so I could not write. Yet, then again, I know I promised to write one blog a day, so this is me making up to all the days I've missed. I have checked again, and I noticed I…
A bit of Sharing before Ten. **07/09/2022** I said I'll definitely sleep exactly at ten o' clock tonight. Well, it's six minutes past nine, and I am still starting at this blog I have to publish. Today was another normal exhausting heck of a day. My head hurt right after work day was done, which was both a relief and a hassle, because I had to bear with it traveling home, but at least, I did not have to struggle with it while working. Must be because of my habit of tying my…
This is what happens when you don't schedule a break... **07/10/2022** It seems like he wants it when I share. He likes to visit me whenever I blabber about my day. So tonight, I'm gonna do the same. Please learn to bear. I spent the remaining hour of my free time trying to install a new tempered glass for my phone. Yes, I did it myself. The old one (a few months old, and costs $20) has got immense cracks already, and most of it was my fault. I bought a now one online last…
This is what happens if you don't schedule a break... Real. **07/11/2022** I opened a thought-provoking topic at the closing part of last night's blog. Yes, nice. Opening something at the end of something else. Interesting. (Correction: This was a draft from three days ago, which means it's blog from a few night before. LOL) I already put such statement in the **previous article**, but let me share it here again, for those who are new in my page.…
A Blank Slate **07/12/2022** I am into watching Korean dramas these days again. My hobbies change from time to time, but they just circle around similar themes. This time, I am so hooked into watching this fantasy-historical drama titled **"Alchemy of Soul"**. I love its story, really, as well as the amazing animation of the scenes. I also really like the chemistry between the characters, how each one shined on their own. I am a fan on stories where there are characters…
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