@ENGINEERjacy24 25 June 2020

C.O.C.

Lately I been thinking how far this country can stand to our own people Lately I been wandering if it is benign or it is malignant for our nation I been thinking but it always end up to no comments and decision   I wake up this morning and receive a notification It said that a war has been ended But I don’t think it was, because all I see is the grudge of those people   The grudge that their heart carry Through all of the days of their life And leaves them a fresh wound that only time can heal   Their eyes keeps telling me how they suffer Their breath keep taunting the cold night breeze And the fear of death is circulating everywhere   I feel all of their emotions It hurts me and put me in the coffin And gives me this chill that scares my body   Then after I've done my things I received another notification And it said that terrorist101 is attacking your village   I want to fight but all I can do is watch And think how I will revenge And take what he got from me   I want to give back the fear that he had given me I want to double the murder and make him suffer twice as me I want to kill him and put his body in his own blood   But someone texted me He said that "to obtain peace you need to forgive” And I just stop, and at my back I saw the image of God   I cried and saw the image of our country I stand and shout not for justice but for humanity And pray that we obtain the right of our democracy