@Doctor5588 16 June 2023

What Is Happening 🥺 From few days and I just crying and I don't know how to avoid it because sometimes everything is not in your hand and you have to face it ! We had a lot of dreams but it is not necessary that everyone will be turn into reality. We make plans but indeed Allah is the best Planner ! I was planning to go to Skaradu Trip and I also Submitted fee for the trip and Also did shopping of almost 8k in one day . Still we have to buy some shoes and shirts . But Now I had cancelled my plan and I am not going to trip. In my first year I decided to go to every trip of the class because I love travelling but this time this is last class and I am going to skip it . But it's Okaay Because I am happy for that and Proud of myself ! Actually from few days My mother is not okay and she is doing just overthinking and overthinking again and again . She is taking tension and I don't know what type of tension it is. Because My Grandmother said I tried my best your mother to speak about her tension but all in vain ! She is missing Baba . Everytime she is going to say something then at the end the topic will be BABA SAEEN . She has also developed a valvulus in her abdomen . I am totally helpless and Don't know what to do and crying all the day . I don't have anyone with whome I can share things and from few days This thing really hit me hard and I realized that at least you should have one person in your life for sharing things . Well , I am happy because I never forget Allah in this matter and I always remember HIM and HE responses me in no time ! Alhamdulillah ! InshaAllah My mother will be okay in No time InshaAllah InshaAllah ! I have firm believe in Allah Almighty ! Let's see !