@Doctor5588 19 September 2021 more from that month

Ishq Kar Aur Bhut kar Aur Haar jaa !! میرے جلتے گھر کو کیا معلوم میرے گھر کے چراغ مجرم ہیں Some dreams never come true and you should be compromise on your dreams because every dream don't come true . But its all true that we can't move on and when we say that we don't care but actually we care about them . We can't move on because Some conditions have a great impact on our life . We want to get rid of them but we can't . Its not easy to move on when you have decided some things about your future and you have decided that in your this decision you are confident . We have to be mature enough to understand this condition that everything happening in our life has a , although a minor one has at least some effect on our life . دل سے اترے تمام لوگوں میں ہائے ! اب تو بھی شمار ہوتا ہے We want to move on but believe me its not easy . They will be happy when they will destroy you but when you will handle the condition and will be stable then they will come weeping that they want to come back . I sleep daily while listening to her last voice msgs when she was weeping and saying that she want to come back . I told her that I know I am going to do a big mistake and this may take my life in danger . Last time I met Almost death but Alhamdulillah Survived but next time I couldn't be survive . Everything is happening according to expectations . Life is no more to enjoy and is in danger lol. We are mature but when we are hurt we don't think that maturity is the matter . Its all about to free ourselves from this Ffff pain. We want to be stress free but we can't. Its hard and we all know its hard. , remember me in prayer 🙏 میرے مرنے پہ لاکھ روئیں گے میرے رونے پہ کون مرتا ہے #RandomThoughts