@Doctor5588 26 June 2023

Today was the Nikah Ceremony of one of my class fellow and I was also invited but I couldn't go because of the health of my mother . But I apologized him for not being there and he said it's okaa because he knows my condition very well and he can understand . Well, I am very happy for my Friend and also anxiously waiting for this day when it will come to me and I will be wearing a Dulha Suit and Cap Etc. I don't want any special character in my life and No one is my priority because my mother asked me again about my wish or will but I said I don't have anyone special in my life because Now I made myself special to me. Just making myself happy and Making my mom happy . She is the key of My Jannah and InshaAllah I will Get this key and trying my best to make her happy. To be honest I don't want anything now in this world from Allah . I want just one thing that My Allah and My Mom should be happy with me and Nothing else. I am making a lot of laziness in obeying Allah's order but I have firm believe in Allah That HE will make me in such a way that I will be liked by HIM InshaAllah InshaAllah ! Tomorrow we are going to our village InshaAllah and I am happy and sad at the same moment. Happy because I am going to my village where my Father is . But sad because I am afraid how I will face my father when I will go To His Grave . He is my Love and I daily miss him because I had a lot of dreams but What Can we say when it is the will of My Friend , My Allah ! I am agree with the will of Allah Almighty . May Allah Bless My Father Highest rank In Jannah. Aameen ! Well, What is going on in your life guys ? Now a days We are at home because We have vacation till 19 July and this is a very long period . But I will go to hostal few days after Eid because I am too much sensitive and sometimes the health of my mother goes down and I can't See my mother in this condition. Now a days I am much much sensitive for my mother . She is my everything . She is my total universe. I have a lot of plans after my graduation and first one is to perform Hajj or at least Umrah with my mother InshaAllah InshaAllah. I made a promise that If Allah Will give me life then I will perform Hajj of my father InshaAllah InshaAllah. It would be easy if My Life partner will also be a doctor or at least so much supportive that I would achieve these wishes of mine. Yesterday I discussed about my future wife with my sister and she said you should get a doctor . She is my cousin and my mother gave me two options and both are nice and Beautiful Mashallah Mashallah. One is doctor and other one is , Nothing I Guess Lol Hehe. Actually some days Ago when I was in hostal Her uncle was in my room and he asked me about her. He asked which profession should we choose for my niece because she has completed 12th class. I said there is nothing in BS programs now a days , so you should try Medical profession whatever you want to try like LHVs , LHWs , Nursing etc. Then he said she Doesn't have marks for Nursing because the merit is high. But we will repeat and will try to get admission in Nursing. I said Okay as you wish. The doctor option is also good and their family is also willing to marry thier Daughter to me but I am a little bit confused. Few days Ago A girl contacted me and said she has a crush on me . After a lot of thoughts , I Came to know that She can also be that girl Because Her name is also starting with A and also ends at A ! She is also living in DGK because she is studying in Ghazi Medical College. But all the other hints were not matching like , She is not the only sister of two brothers, She also came to my brother and sister's wedding. Then I said she is not because the other girl who is my second cousin is in full matching with all the details except just one . She is not living in DGK but she is In DIK. But I am not interested in Her because She is never less than A Taxi Lol because I had a little bit information about her. Taxion say Door Rehna Hay Merey Ko 😅😆 But her mother is insisting to marry her daughter . Let's see who wins in this race . Time is too late now and I am going to sleep now. Remember me in your special prayers guys. I really need that . Jazakallah ❤️