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Koi Zakhm Rasnay Laga Hay Phir Shaid !! Kabhi kabhi Insan na chahtay hoye bhi move on kr chuka hota hay. Kabhi kabhi Zindagi ki Hakeekat Ko Tasleem Kar chuka Hota Hay , Jo Log Us k naseeb Men Nahi Likhay unko Bhulana Seekh chuka Hota Hay aur Kai Had tak Bhula Chuka Hota Hay . Lekin phir koi baat, Koi Tasveer Koi shakhs aisa Nazar Aa jaata Hay Kay Saray Zakhm Saray Dard haray Ho Jatay Hain ! Na Chahtay Hoye bhi zehn unko sochnay Lag jata Hay jo sirf takleef K Ilawa kuch nh detay ! Na chahtay Huye bhi Zakhm Taza Ho jatay Han ! Kuch aisa hi Waaqia Aaj pesh aya . Kal mn bekhayali mn room s bahar Nikla To Achanak meri nazar aik shakhs pa pari ! Woh Naha K Bahar nikla Tha , Uska Aadhay s ziada chehra Towel Mn tha aur aisay Hi mery paas s guzar Gia . Sirf chand seconds k liye mery saamnay uska Aadha Chehra aaya tha aur aik Hi lamhay men , Men n usay pehchan lia Tha. Han yeh wohi tha jisko 7 pardun men bhi men Pehchan sakta Hun ! Yeh wohi tha jis s Undekhi Muhabat ho gai thi. Han yeh wohi tha jisay men jaanta tak nh tha lekin chand hi lamhy men meri khushion ka kaatil ban Gia tha . Haan yeh wohi tha jiski wajah s meri hansti basti Zindagi fakat ronay k ilawa kuch nh bachi ! Kaisay bhool sakta tha men isko ! Aik Lamhay men kai sawal aye , kai Khawab tootay , Kai Khiaal aye , Kai yaadun n sar uthaya , kai Umeedun ki dhachian urin ! Sirf aik Lamhay men ! Men Nay wada kia Tha K iskay Baray Men Kuch Bhi ghalat nh likhun Ga . Men yeh nh kehta K men wada nibhata hun hamesha lekin koshish zaroor krta hun. Aaj Bhi Kuch Ghalat Nh Likhunga ! Mujhy aaj tak 2 logon k darmian conversation nh bholti aur yeh woh shakhs ha jis nay mujhy dekhay , janay baghair mery baray men Raay Qaim Kr li thi ! Sab kuch isi aik shakhs ki wajah s toot gia Tha . Men Usay "Mr.LoneRanger940" kay naam s bulata Hun ! Uskay naam ka aik aik harf mujhy yaad Hay . Bhut saari Yaaden , bhut saari baaten yaad aa rhi han jab ham Pubg men aik saath bethty thy to is shakhs ki requests aati thi , Friend request bhejnay wala Bhi yahi shakhs tha . Kaai baar us n mujhy spectate kia tha jab mn us k saath khel raha Hota Tha. Obviously He was checking HER k kis k sath khel rhi H , Kon hun men ! Aur woh Bholi C larki Ko kaisay Samjhata Yeh sab baaten k Aik Anjan shakhs Us pa Check n balance kar raha H ! Aur aisi soort e haal Men bhi Aik sab s wafadaar shakhs ka Bhi yakeen shak Men badal Jaye . "Aao Game kheltay Han " ka jab msg aata aur men kehta K Nh thora Busy Hun , Lekin 5 mint baad yeh soch kr jata K woh akeli hogi lekin enter hotay hi Usi shakhs k saath game men nazar aati Lol ! Dukh to is baat ka hay k jab Kaha Gia kay "He Or I" then He was chosen ! Woh Muhabat , Woh chaahat sab chezen kahin hawa Men chakna Chor ho gain ! 5 din baad mera Exam Hay aur men sirf kisi Ki yaadun Ko apnay gird sajaye betha Hun aur ronay K ilawa shaid Hi koi chaara Ho ! Woh saari baaten , woh saray lamhay woh saray Pal Mujhy yaad anay lagay hain jo ham nay saath guzaray Thay ! Sab kuch bhula betha tha , ehd kia Tha k just focus on study . Lekin Saray Zakhm , Saray Dard Jaag uthay hain shaid ! Zindagi ko jis track s nikaal K laaya Tha men , Pata Nh Kaisay , Lekin phir say usi Track pay Chal pari hay ! I know k in s kisi ko koi farq nh parta aur nuksaan sirf mera H ! Lekin I can't do anything ! Just Helpless over it !!! ﻧﺌﮯ ﺳﻔﺮ ﭘﮧ ﺟﻮ ﭼﻞ ﭘﮍﮮ ﮨﻮ ﻣﺠﮭﮯ ﺧﺒﺮ ﮨﮯ ﮐﮧ ﺧﻮﺵ ﺑﮍﮮ ﮨہ ﮨﮯ ﮐﻮﻥ ﺍُﺟﮍﺍ ﺗﻤﮩﺎﺭﮮ ﭘﯿﭽﮭﮯ؟ ! ﯾﺎ ﮐﺲ ﮐﮯ ﭨﻮﭨﮯ ﮨﯿﮟ ﺧﻮﺍﺏ ﭼﮭﻮﮌﻭ ﻣﺤﺒﺘﻮﮞ ﮐﮯ ﺗﻤﺎﻡ ﻭﻋﺪﮮ ﻧﺒﮭﺎﺋﮯ ﮐﺲ ﻧﮯ،ﺑﮭﻼﺋﮯ ﮐﺲ ﻧﮯ؟ ﺗﻤﮩﯿﮟ ﭘﺸﯿﻤﺎﻧﯽ ﮨﻮ ﮔﯽ ﺟﺎﻧﺎﮞ ! ﺟﻮ ﻣﯿﺮﯼ ﻣﺎﻧﻮ ﺣﺴﺎﺏ ﭼﮭﻮﮌﻭ