@Doctor5588 18 May 2021 more from that month

I think I am turning more into a negative energy. I was never this way. I wanted to grow but I never wanted to be this. Just like a leaf, that when reaches maximum maturity, starts wilting. I am like that leaf. There is, indeed, many perspective behind the wilting of a leaf but I can relate to this one. I am not claiming to be maximum mature but as I wanted to grow into more mature and composed person and I guess I have growed into a better and rightly evolved person but along with that I have started wilting. There is ugliness increasing, that I can notice. I don't remember radiating negative energy, jealousy, anger, emotional instability like this. I was an angry person but I used to be angry for a moment.