@Doctor5588 19 May 2021 more from that month

Sitting on the chair in front of you with the distance of table between us only. I held my hands above table staring at them nervously but my vision was blurry as all I was doing is trying to utter my sentence struggling with a sob. I had regrets, I always hated opening up and I was hating you for making me do that without even forcing me. I was struggling with my anxiety, regrets, pain and words at the same time, I was ashamed I couldn't even look at you eye-to-eye so I was just holding my own hand, that's something I had learnt only whenever I felt helpless. 🌹❣️🌹