@Doctor5588 18 May 2021 more from that month

I am at that point of life where I don’t want to rush anything. I am taking one thing at a time. I am giving myself some time and space to process through all of the mess I have created for myself or the life throwed at me. Throughout my life, I have been neglecting myself with vague reasons and blurred vision. I have been confused, day and night, "In five years how I am gonna look and be alike?" I have been hard on myself for not having a crystal clear dimension or through which I’ll grow. But now I figured out that I just want to be feel contented, at peace with the person I’ll be, to be in love and invest love sincerely in my work. Beside how much it takes, I want to grow steadily, To be like the water I have to melt the Ice. I got it. I would be happy sitting in the corner of a park under a blossom tree reading my favourite novel or gazing the sky. I would be happy to do packaging's of my small business and writing cute notes for the customers. I would be happy to eat at a small cafe offering sandwiches and tea. I would be happy either I wouldn’t be able to travel the world, I wouldn’t curse myself for that. I would be happy wandering in the small streets.